6 Sometimes...

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Dear Darling,

Sometimes we don't understand why other people choose not to talk to us. Sometimes it is because of something we verbally or physically did, or in some cases didn't to. Sometimes it is because we refuse to bend to their will or because we did. Sometimes we feel lonely when they don't reach out to us or perhaps we laugh or either cry. When Time feels like it can't mend those burned bridges, then perhaps we have to build from scratch again. There is a song that will always be sung by the lonely or in love Siren for each occasion.And my heart beat for only you. Only sometimes was I reserved or cold towards you, but that was because I was afraid of the great pain or joy only you could give me. I feel now that I could not hate you even if I was given that choice. I was afraid of my past looping again and the thorns encasing my heart again. Yes it hurt, but now I am willing to risk my heart if it would only make you a better man. I may not always say this, but I love you like my own soul.

Sincerely,

Juliana@@