old man No.1 smiles faintly, as light as wind and light clouds. It seems that he has never paid attention to Lao you's explanation. He just looks at Chu Yunsheng deeply, and then gently urges him to say:
"Chu, I know what kind of heartbroken despair you feel in your heart. However, no one can change the past. You have done your best for them You kill the envoys, break the sky, bury your life to stab the gods. You do what you can, and what you can't do.
Before you ascend the throne, you and I are all ordinary people. Why do you insist on the things you can't do and torment yourself in endless samsara over and over again?
The so-called act against the heaven is just the failure's inability to vent and the ignorant's nonsense. The real strong people in the world are never made against the weather, but dare to face up to themselves at any time. In ordinary times, or in desperate situations, they have the courage to look directly at their most real and cruel status quo, ability and situation. Compared with the weak ones who cheat themselves, they should go against the heaven. The talents who face up to the reality are the real strong ones in the world and the first courage in the world.
Chu, you must understand what I mean, because you are a smart man and have such courage. I never think that people with high intelligence quotient must be smart. In fact, it is precisely among them that there are the most idiots, the most stupid things they have done, and the more bad things they have done. So you are stupid, but also smart, but others only see your stupid, can't see your cleverness.
However, now you would rather blindfold your own eyes, never see your intelligence, and your courage, only want to let yourself sink into degradation and be robbed forever.
In fact, you and I are poor people. We don't care what others think, but what we do. We just want to keep our peace of mind. I will not hide my purpose from you, create the soul of the Cold Warrior, and free the Cold Warrior from the cruel and endless suppression of 500 million years. Even if it is to let them return to heaven and rest in the world, it is my lifelong wish.
Therefore, as long as you are willing to regain such courage and get out of the cage of self enclosure, I will try my best to help you return to the world and the devil will come to the world! "
Chu Yunsheng did not know when, his eyes recovered calm, eyes gradually clear, and then said sharply: "do you want me to avenge you?"
Old man No. 1 stood up and stepped forward two steps, as if to approach Chu Yunsheng. He said calmly, "don't you hate them?"
"Hate! But I don't trust you. " Chu Yunsheng turned around, went to the window, said quietly: "you said so much, said so perfectly, just a moment ago, I was moved, and then at that moment, I completely believe that I am dead, because I have no way to explain, except believe that there is no second way to go."
Old man No. 1 said in a deep voice, "then why..."
Chu Yunsheng back to him, light way: "do you know why I have a sigh before old you come?"
Old man No. 1 shook his head and said, "I said, I can't know your closed heart."
Chu Yunsheng pointed out the window and quietly said, "I am a rational person. Sometimes I feel boring even if I am rational. But at the same time, I will be more crazy than you imagine and bolder than you think. Therefore, I have only the last choice to choose - to believe. Once a rational person like me believes, it is true at that time However, do you see those lights outside? Do you see me turn black again? No, In fact, this method is very simple, stupid and stupid. It's just a matter of putting yourself to death and becoming a posterity, but nothing can stop my judgment any more. "
Old man No. 1 was silent for a moment and then said, "you still don't believe There's nothing I can do, but I'm not lying to you. "
"You really don't cheat, because the real liar lies with the truth." Chu Yunsheng turned around, leaned back against the window, looked at No. 1, and continued, "and you are wrong. I believe that if you believe at that moment, you will continue to believe at this moment. This is the difference between you and me. We are not the same person."
He said, his eyes showed a light sadness, emerged a thin layer of mist, said: "because I feel the stabbing pain in my heart, pain into the heart, pain into the soul, but I do not know where it came from, why it is so painful, and why there is a touch of sadness, even a helpless sigh, so I looked for a long time, For a long time When you were arguing with Lao you, I was looking for it, trying to find it, and I hope I can find it
No. 1 old man's eyes moved, and his voice was slightly excited and said, "have you found it?"
Lao you also looks at Chu Yunsheng nervously.
"How to find it? What if you can't find it? " Chu Yunsheng smile, smile very pale, also very sad, turned to look out of the window, silently said: "you do not understand, you will not understand..."
After a long time, he said coldly again: "No. 1, I once questioned my reincarnation in the fake stele. Looking at the sky, I asked who I was and why I came here. Is it just for jade? I even know that my judgment just now is wrong, which sounds very awkward, but you should understand, you should think that I know but still don't want to wake up, because I still want to have a try, you think I'm pathetic, or feel I have no courage, I don't care, I don't want courage, I don't want God, I don't want anything, even if the front is In the abyss, even if there is eternal degradation and endless hell ahead, I just want to try again with my eyes open. "At this time, his smile more desolate, more cold.
Old man No. 1 shook his head and sighed, "Why are you suffering?"
Chu Yunsheng said faintly, "so you don't understand. Although I am not as smart as you, I also have some of my own methods, which may be pitiful to you, but they are very practical in my hands, and what can be used is good.
Yes, logically, I should have been on the poor stick before I died. I don't deny it. This is the key evidence for you to prove that I'm dead. It's hard evidence. But I'm such a boring rational person, so I believe in me and have to believe it.
But what I believe is that my despair makes me reincarnate here again and again, but my grief makes me deceive myself, and I don't believe in others.
The prince of Bing nationality sent me a piece of experience. Do you want to hear it? "
Old man No.1 nodded his head and said, "Prince Yu, a strong generation, would like to hear her words in detail."
Chu Yunsheng gently said: "she said that in this world, you don't have to listen to what others say. People can tell you a lot of things, but not necessarily true. The origin of the world can only be found by ourselves. There is no need to feel that others have cheated you, because they don't know the truth."
Old man No. 1 said with a faint smile: "Prince Shen is right, but there should be a sentence behind it. It is impossible for people to know the whole world by observing the world."
Chu Yunsheng shook his head and calmly said, "no matter what, I will go to check, because the stick, or the gun, is made of Min body and even war. In theory, it has the capacity to carry life. In fact... "
He paused, and his face showed infinite melancholy. Old man No. 1 asked, "how?"
Chu Yunsheng sighed: "in fact, I really hope what you said is true."
Old man No. 1 said strangely, "you didn't want to admit it before. Why do you say that now?"
Chu Yunsheng said with a smile: "do you really don't know? If I really die, the ancient books will protect her. If there is a deity, she will not be born, she will live, and I will be very happy
Old man No. 1 trembled slightly: "you are a madman."
Then, No. 1 frowned slightly and asked, "if she --"
Chu Yunsheng's eyes suddenly turned cold and said in a cold voice, "then I will really become a madman!"
Finally, he added: "even if I kill the kingdom of God, I will kill them all!"
Laoyou heard this sentence, inexplicably hit a shiver, and hurriedly said: "leader, you can rest assured, this is the real world, it will be OK."
Chu Yunsheng looks at Laoyou with a frown. His reason tells himself that nine out of ten of what Laoyou said is false, and even the last tenth may be the reason why Laoyou is in this world. However, if the world is really true He can't imagine. A little excitement comes from his heart. Aunt, Liu Li At the same time, it is also a little dim. In that case, the little tiger, the big bug and the ghost will not exist.
No matter what, we have to quickly confirm the meteor of mourning sky. Where space can not prove what kind of fake the world is, but can prove whether it is true. Thinking of this, Chu Yunsheng suddenly asked curiously, "when did you come?"
Laoyou's heart leaps. Seeing the look on his face, he probably thinks that Chu Yunsheng wants to kill the ghost. He suddenly gets nervous. He forgets that old man No. 1 is still here. He even says, "something happened. The villain is here to report to you. What, Song Ying, to song Ying, she is gone."
Chu Yunsheng was stunned. Then he reacted and said in shock: "why is it missing? Isn't it something that people watch 24 hours a day? "
Speaking, his eyes have been cold floating to the old man No. 1, is it No. 1 to attract himself, and then under the back of the hand? It is very likely that Song Ying has the ability to break the mental control of the multi-functional group. It is reasonable for No. 1 to remove her.
No. 1 old man put Chu Yunsheng's eyes on himself and said with a bitter smile, "Chu, you don't think I did it? Well, there's a reason for that, but I didn't do it. "
Chu Yunsheng looked at him closely and said, "who else can there be besides you?"
Old man No. 1 was silent for a moment and said, "Chu, the energy of the micro robot will soon be exhausted because of the long-distance transmission of information. I want to tell you something after a long time."
Chu Yunsheng said, "say it."
Old man No. 1 said sadly, "I didn't do it, you did it! You hurt her like that, humiliated her Know her heart that miserable pain! Do you think Song Ying is really not a feeling for you? You think it's really just a look at you!?
Chu, Chu, did you really forget? You have endless reincarnation over and over again. Who is accompanying you through endless tragedy without complaint or regret? Who is again and again in reincarnation with you in despair under an inch of Broken Liver and intestines!?
Did you really forget it!?
Her look at you is not fear, more than fear, but love, is heartache, is the water of the world also filled with uneven tears!
Chu, do you know... "**************************(to be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to start( qidian.com )Your support is my biggest motivation to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. )
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