Even if the heart like shallot flowers, but also do not want to go too close.
Because she knew that sooner or later they would be separated.
The identity differences between them make it impossible for them to go for a long time.
Now xiaoconghua may be just a temporary dependence, so close to her.
More likely, is to her mother's feelings, the wrong place in her body.
But she didn't have any real relationship with them after all, did she?
After that, when the baby's biological mother comes back, or the baby grows up and understands, their relationship will gradually alienate.
She knows her character too well.
No matter what the other party has done, she won't care too much about the person who doesn't care, because she doesn't care at all.
Of course, because of this character, it is difficult for ordinary people to approach her, because there is always a boundary in her heart, which clearly divides these relationships.
So in the eyes of outsiders, Chang Cong looks warm and soft, a good way to speak, with a smile on his face all the time.
But in fact, if you really contact her, you will find that there is always a layer between them.
It seems to be in front of you, but you can see it but you can't touch it.
This kind of estrangement and vigilance is engraved in the bones of Chang Cong.
It's like no matter what the situation is, she habitually keeps her guard. It's just a subconscious reaction.
Chang Cong even couldn't understand why it was like this.
But she did not hate this feeling, but felt that this is the real she.
This is also the place that fengtingmo hated most before.
He always felt that this woman had been wearing a mask in his life, which made him upset.
Feng Tingmo will not suppress his thoughts for others, so his behavior is inevitably extreme
The reason why Chang Cong has been deliberately keeping the boundaries is that she knows.
Unless she can not live in her heart, otherwise, once she really cares, it is difficult to separate from the bottom of her heart.
She has a little bit like xiaoconghua, that is, love and hate clearly, confirm that they care about people, will be desperate to protect.
That's why she's more worried about contact with that little guy.
Yes, she was afraid.
She was afraid that she would sink deeper and deeper, and finally she was sad.
Since we already know that we are doomed to be separated, why should we put all our eggs in one basket?
But now, the little guy's reaction made her hesitate.
Looking at Xiao Conghua's sincere eyes, Chang Cong suspected for the first time that he was right.
Although she had shown enough concern for xiaoconghua before, she even surpassed herself in some aspects.
But she knew that there was always a boundary in her heart, which reminded her that it was absolutely impossible.
But now, she was confused. It seemed that some things had changed slowly when she didn't notice
It's just like her subconscious reaction when she was in danger several times before. She has completely ignored her own life and death.
How could this be something that her usual character would do?
And this time when I knew that xiaoconghua was infected with chickenpox, I was worried
In fact, it has been proved that xiaoconghua has been included in her protection, hasn't it?
It's just that she didn't pay attention to it all the time, or deliberately evaded it.
Chang Cong sighed and suddenly felt that his so-called principle was no big deal in front of this little guy.
The relationship between people is relative.
If it wasn't for Chang Cong, how could this little guy like to stick to her and be nice to her
Heart knot suddenly open, often porridge eyes with a smile.
"Now that I've pulled the hook, I can't go back on it!" Chang Cong winked at the shallot flower playfully, raised their hands which were still hooked together, and shook them, with a clear pleasure in their expression.
She was confused and added so much burden to her heart for no reason.
Now that Xiao Conghua likes to pester her and she also likes this little guy, that's OK. Why do you think so many of them are not.
After all, who can say exactly what will happen in the future? It is the most important thing to live a good life in the present.
No longer deliberately escape, my heart suddenly relaxed.
There is no eyebrow to pick, this woman, what just happened?
Before I saw this woman, I always felt that she was separated by a layer of fog.
But in the blink of an eye, the woman's temperament changed.
How to say, it's like, suddenly all of a sudden, even the eyes, are sincere a lot.
Although I don't know what tricks this woman wants to play, I have to admit that this woman is much more agreeable now than before
"Of course, xiaoconghua will protect sister Cong!" The little guy's face is full of happiness. Happiness is contagious. In short, there is a pleasant atmosphere around them.
With Feng Tingmo's mouth hooked.
"That shallot flower to push porridge elder sister, porridge elder sister sits good!" The little guy first revolved around the wheelchair, and without waiting for Chang Cong to ask her what she wanted, the little guy jumped out with such a sentence.
The key is a serious look on his face, which is obviously a real intention.
It's hard to laugh or cry.
She is an adult. When she moves the wheelchair, she can feel hard, not to mention the little guy with small arms and legs.
If it's on the flat ground, maybe xiaoconghua can push and play by herself. After all, at that time, she could use the button to help her, so as not to make her too hard.
But on this kind of stone road, she did not dare to move the button, because she could not control the direction well.
In this case, Xiao Conghua needs to push the wheelchair completely with her own strength. How can she push it!
Despite some blows to xiaoconghua, changcong still had to tell her the truth.
"Congee sister can sink, the shallot flower can't push." As soon as I came out, I found that the little guy's mouth was shriveled. He was obviously unhappy.
Chang Cong quickly made up for it again.
"Otherwise, I'll go out for a while. How about pushing xiaoconghua again?" Often porridge soft tone, with shallot flower to discuss.
After a while, she went out to the flat ground. She could help Xiao Conghua. It would be much easier for him to push.
But the little guy is obviously not that easy to talk about.
"Porridge sister to believe in shallot flowers, shallot flowers can be!" Clenched a small fist, big eyes full of firm.
Porridge elder sister so hard, she should help porridge elder sister lighten the burden, the little guy thought silently in the heart, the expression on the face is more firm.
Often porridge face helpless.