after returning to the army that day, Muye didn't call back for a whole week.
If it was before, Xiang Nuan must have thought that he was on a mission and could not touch his cell phone at all. But now, she has another speculation: is he going to accompany Yang Zijun?
Xiang Nuan hates this kind of wishful thinking of herself. She feels very disgusting, but she can't control the dark devil in her heart.
In fact, there is a devil in everyone's heart. Usually, the devil is trapped and easily won't show up. But once one day the devil's cage appears a little bit wrong, let it have the honor to drill out half a head to spy on the outside world, it will be crazy, desperate to break through the cage.
The one who lives in xiangnuan's heart may not be called the devil, because it doesn't mean to hurt anyone. It's just a paranoid ghost who loves to daydream!
Doubt is a magic seed, as long as there is a little soil, it can flourish, the speed is so fast that people are stunned, even more helpless.
A week later, Xiang Nuan finally secretly went to the Cancer Hospital Affiliated to Rongcheng Medical University. She was so curious about Yang Zijun that she wanted to see for herself what kind of woman she was.
Xiang Nuan asked at the information desk about the building where the leukemia patient lived.
It's a six story building.
Xiang Nuan stood quietly outside the door for a long time, then went in and began to search from the first floor.
Almost at the moment of stepping into the door, Xiang Nuan felt that the temperature was decreasing. But looking from the side, it's sunny outside.
The chill came from her heart.
The hospital has never been a comfortable place, especially for this kind of cancer hospital. The thought that the people who live here are suffering from cancer, which makes you feel numb, cold and hard to breathe. Even if you know that cancer is not contagious, you will still feel that the air seems to be filled with those terrible viruses, just like the demons come to you.
Xiang Nuan has such a strong sense of tension and fear, even when the patients who are suffering from the disease look at her, she almost can't help but want to scream and run away.
Because he is not familiar with Yang Zijun, Xiang Nuan is afraid that he will miss it if he is not careful, so he walks very slowly and looks very carefully. But she has been to find the fifth floor, also did not find Yang Zijun.
The sixth floor is the VIP ward. The entrance is guarded. It seems that it is not easy to get in.
Xiang Nuan stood at the corner for a long time, but he still couldn't summon up the courage to go up and face up to the people guarding the door. Because she didn't want others to know that she had been here, especially Muye.
Later, another person just wanted to go in to see a doctor, and showed Xiang Nuan the process of entering the door smoothly.
Xiang Nuan knew that he couldn't get in at all, so he had to give up this absurd decision.
People at the door may feel that Xiang Nuan has been there for too long, so suddenly they look at her and stare at her.
Xiang Nuan exclaimed in his heart, quickly lowered his head, even the elevator did not dare to sit, directly along the stairs ran to the first floor, and then rushed out of the door.
Standing in front of the green belt, xiangnuan gasps like a stranded fish. The bright sunshine poured down, making her feel dizzy, and her brain became blank. The cold feeling in the building just now gradually faded away.
Finally, Xiang Nuan sat down on the edge of the flower bed, a little exhausted, and looked straight at the people in front of him. His heart was in a mess.
Although she failed to meet Yang Zijun today, she realized how far away she was from her partner. Sick in hospital, Yang Zijun live in VIP ward, and there are heavy guards!
Xiang Nuan remembers that the last time Muye was ill and hospitalized, he didn't have such treatment!
Where is the treatment that ordinary people can enjoy?
Xiang Nuan thought that the only one who can afford this treatment is the word "high power".
How wonderful a person is a young woman who can be associated with this word?
Xiang Nuan pieced together the information he heard from all the people, but he was still unable to piece together a vivid Yang Zijun. Finally, he put all the advantages that women might have on Yang Zijun, and vaguely depicted a brilliant image.
"Girl, are you all right?" The cleaner aunt passed by and asked kindly.
To warm Zheng for a while, smile. "I'm fine, thank you."
"You don't look good. If you don't feel well, go to see a doctor."
"I'm fine, but thank you all the same."
Xiang Nuan stood up and walked out of the tumor hospital. On the way, she met a dying patient who had been tortured by illness.
It was a young girl, sitting in a wheelchair, and she could see that she was very weak. Through that pale without a trace of blood face, as if you can see the process of life bit by bit. But she is still looking up at the sky, trying to smile, that smile enough to make a stranger heartache.To warm heart deeply shocked, she suddenly felt really bored. Clearly everything is good, what is the need to trouble themselves like this?
Maybe it's because life is so comfortable that I have to be unhappy to find it interesting.
Xiang Nuan, you are so full!
He scolded himself in his heart. Xiang Nuan finally left the hospital peacefully and drove to Li Xiaomin.
Li Xiaomin is due to give birth in May. She is about to give birth in one month. She has a huge stomach. She has already started to take maternity leave. After all, the children in the kindergarten are bouncing. It's not good if they bump into her.
As soon as Xiang Nuan enters the door, he throws his things and can't wait to touch them. The little guy also gave her face. After touching it twice, she had a reaction. But now the month is big, the fetus moves around, the mother will be very hard, so she touched twice and quickly took back her claws.
"How are you feeling today?"
Li Xiaomin grabs the trouser leg and pulls it up to show her her legs. "See? It's as swollen as a pig's hoof. I always have cramps at night. It's killing me! "
"Is there no solution?"
"It's just like pregnancy and vomiting. Uncle is always woken up by me several times at night, so he doesn't sleep well these days. It's not easy to have a holiday today, so I'll let him sleep
No wonder I didn't see Zheng Kui busy at the first time.
"But it's nothing, as long as the little guy is OK. One more month, and I'll be able to unload the goods. I'll be free. "
Xiang Nuan laughed very "unkindly" and said, "but I heard them say that when I was pregnant, I thought I was relieved on the day of unloading. I didn't know until I was born. That was actually the beginning."
"Don't scare me like that, will you? Scared. Are you in charge? " Li Xiaomin made a ferocious expression and tried to hit her.
He immediately raised his hand to Nuan. There was no pride at all.
"I was wrong. But it's really happy to have a child. Like my home fruit, as long as there is her at home, no matter when, no matter where corner is happy atmosphere. When you are in a bad mood, you can laugh when you see her innocent. So, look forward to it
"You are a girl now. Every time you mention Guoguo, you laugh like a fool. It's also a blessing for Guoguo to meet you. "
Mother may not do so well!
To warm smile, the bottom of my heart more or less a little sad. "That's my blessing. You know, I don't have to have my own children. But if there are fruits, I have no regrets. "
When he said this, Xiang Nuan never thought that he would lose his first child like that.