after a sleepless night, Xiang Nuan and his camera excitedly set out the next day, bathed in the blue sky and white clouds, and then took the bus to another city in the evening.
On the way, Xiang Nuan tried to turn on his mobile phone several times, but he finally held back. I can only manage my hands, but I can't manage my brain. I have been speculating all the way whether my mother-in-law has called Muye, and how he will react when he knows
Although he was determined to leave and hoped that his family would be happy, xiangnuan still hoped that his departure would make Muye feel a little sad and reluctant.
So think, to warm and can't help but scold oneself hypocritical shameless in the heart, and then desperately empty brain.
The decision to leave has already been made, but Xiang Nuan has no definite answer as to where to live in the future. This is also the reason why she chose to come to Tibet. Maybe in this pure land, she can come up with a satisfactory answer.
Nowadays, people rely on mobile phones. It's like getting sick if they don't brush their mobile phones for a day. When I lie in bed at night, even if I can't open my eyes, I have to brush for a while before I am willing to dream.
Xiang Nuan is a rare person who doesn't rely on his mobile phone. He seldom plays with his mobile phone when he doesn't have anything to do or when he's not sitting waiting for someone. He doesn't feel anything wrong if he can't touch his mobile phone for a day.
But these two days, she can't help looking at her cell phone. Knowing that it's turned off, there won't be any news at all, but I can't help but take a look at it and try my best to control the desire to turn it on.
Everything is difficult at the beginning.
After enduring those days, Xiang Nuan felt much better and was in the mood to see the scenery. He no longer wanted to turn on his mobile phone to have a look.
She is at ease here. Every day she revels in the beautiful scenery and delicious food. The herdsmen in the compound are in a mess.
It's not Xiang Nuan's desire for a divorce that really disrupts the lives of Mu Gaofeng and Luo xiaorou. They are all people who have gone through the wind and rain, and they still have this determination.
The problem is with Guoguo.
Xiang Nuan is not without the experience of leaving Guoguo for several days, but anyway, there are always videos or phone calls every day. He can't feel the sound and see the image. Although he is not satisfied, he can accept it.
But this time it's different.
Xiang Nuan turns off the machine to play and disappears. The little guy talks about his mother day by day. As a result, he can't even hear his voice day by day. How can he be obedient?
In the kindergarten during the day, there are teachers and children to play with. Life is rich and colorful, but Guoguo has no time to think about it.
It's not good to go home at night. I want my mother to play with toys, help me to take a bath, and tell me stories. If I don't get enough, I will be angry and even cry.
When she went to bed at night, she even dropped golden beans and said wrongly, "I miss my mother! I want my mother! "
At this moment, she is not wailing, just silently tears, a pair of eyes pitifully looking at Luo xiaorou.
Luo xiaorou is so distressed that she hugs her in her arms and tries her best to coax her, but the little guy is still crying so tired that she finally falls asleep.
What's more, that night, Guoguo woke up with a nightmare, got up in the dark to find her mother, and accidentally fell. The floor of the house is made of wood, so it's OK to knock it. But the little guy fell by the door, and his head just knocked on the door frame.
Luo xiaorou ran over when she heard the news. The little guy sat by the door and cried. His forehead was broken and blood oozed out.
At this moment, the herdsmen realized how deep Guoguo's feelings for xiangnuan were, much deeper than any of them.
"Xiang Nuan is also true. Even if you are angry with Mu ye, don't you even want Guo Guo? Sure enough, it's not his own. I don't care if I lose it, do I? "
Mu Gaofeng's face sank as soon as he heard it. "What are you talking about? Can such words be said nonsense? "
Luo xiaorou looks at Guoguo in her arms and knows that she has said something wrong. Fortunately, Guoguo only cries and doesn't listen to her words.
Guoguo cried for a while. Her eyes were so swollen that she couldn't see. Finally she fell asleep again.
Luo xiaorou stood by the bed for a long time, and then went back to the bedroom with her husband. She couldn't help saying, "do you know something about Guoguo? Children are the most sensitive. She can feel some things. "
"Don't think about it. Go to sleep."
But where can Luo xiaorou sleep?
Granddaughter can't do without xiangnuan, can son do without xiangnuan?
Before Muye showed his attitude, he will be warm in his life! If he knew that Xiang Nuan had left a divorce agreement, he would run away secretly. He didn't know how sad he was!
"Ah Luo xiaorou sighed again. These days, she calls Muye every day, but no one answers. It seems that she is really on a mission.
None of his tasks is easy to accomplish. This eliminates all difficulties, completes the task to come back, the wife actually disappeared, thought on the heart plug!
Finally, on the fifth day xiangnuan left home, Muye called home. As soon as he came back from the mission, he found the problem when he saw the mobile phone. Mother calls several times a day, but Xiang Nuan doesn't even have a message. It's not normal!"Mom, is something wrong with xiangnuan?"
Luo xiaorou thought that her son finally got in touch with her. As soon as she got out, she asked xiangnuan anxiously, which made her heart even more congested. "Yes. She left a letter and signed divorce agreement and left. The cell phone has been turned off these days. I don't know where people have gone. "
The other end of the phone didn't yell and scream. After several seconds of silence, she asked, "did she say anything to you? Or is there anything wrong with her when I go back to the army? "
"No, none. But the night she left, she sent me two messages, one is to let me send these things to you, the other is to say that she is going to go to other places to start a new life, let us all rest assured. I said, what's wrong with you? Well, how can we get divorced? "
"I see. You'll have the divorce agreement and the letter sent to the army for me right away
Luo xiaorou wants to roll her eyes. Smelly boy, I really owe you in my life!
Abdominal Fei to abdominal Fei, Luo xiaorou or immediately arranged for people to send things to the army. This is not a trivial matter. It should be solved sooner rather than later.
The next morning, Muye got the things from his family. He was not interested in the divorce agreement, so he opened the letter directly.
The letter was not long. Muye read it at a glance. After reading it, he began to grind his teeth, hoping that little fool was right in front of him. He jumped on her and bit her neck!
She wants a divorce for Yang Zijun and Yang Wang!
This stupid thing, what's in her stupid head? Straw!
After all, people still can't see and touch her. He can't even pinch her neck.
Last night, he tried. Xiangnuan's mobile phone was turned off, but Muye picked it up and dialed again.
"Sorry, the number you dialed is off, please redial later."
It's been a week and I don't mean to turn it on. This stupid thing is quite stubborn!
There's a training call out there.
Muye had to put away his things and put the matter behind him for the time being.
Besides, Xiang Nuan, after enduring so many days of not turning on the power, gradually she got used to it, and felt that it was not bad to return to the most primitive state of life.
More than two years of happy life once put down, said not sad is false, but since determined, again sad also have to endure, again pain also get used to.
Occasionally, Xiang Nuan will cry quietly, but more often, she has been able to empty her mind and enjoy the leisure in front of her.
The photos in the camera were already full. She didn't even show half her face. Because she didn't bring a computer, she couldn't export the photos, so she had to buy another memory card.
In this way, xiangnuan played all the way from Lhasa to Qinghai Lake. Although a person's journey is a little lonely, but these places are really beautiful, with her low mood gradually calmed up. Of course, occasionally she would think that if she came with Muye, she would be very happy! After thinking about it, she would smile bitterly and scold herself for being insane, turn around and immediately look for something to distract her attention.
Late that night, after midnight, Xiang Nuan turned on his mobile phone for the first time.
Just after the power on was successful, all kinds of prompt sounds kept ringing. In the silent night, Xiang Nuan was inexplicably alarmed, and his heart beat quickly.
Countless missed calls, except mother-in-law is Muye. Most of them belonged to my mother-in-law. Muye only had two calls in total, and then there was no missed call.
There are also several wechat messages sent to her by Li Xiaomin. However, she didn't reply because she sent funny jokes, and Li Xiaomin didn't seem to think there was anything wrong.
Xiang Nuan exits the wechat interface, re enters the missed call interface, and stares at the "Mr. Mu" and the time of the last caller ID.
Did he accept it, so he never sent her a message after those two calls? Yes, he didn't even send a message, so there should be no objection.
Has he signed the divorce agreement?
Has Yang Zijun taken Yang Wang to live in the herdsman's family and started a new life?
Xiang Nuan pressed the main menu button, looked at the picture of a family of three on the main screen, and finally turned off the machine.
That's it. All right.
Xiang Nuan puts his mobile phone into his bag, looks out the window at the dark night, and hums Li Jian's "if love has the will of heaven" in the dark.
“…… I hope you will be treated gently. "
Because he didn't sleep well at night, Xiang Nuan slept until the next day. He didn't go out of the inn until the sun was up, and then he didn't return home until dark.
It's no better than Rongcheng. There are street lights in almost every corner of Rongcheng. Early in the evening, there will be no lights, and there are no street lights in many alleys.
It's a bit too far to the inn where you live. You can only get there through a long dark alley from the street. She came early yesterday and didn't notice. Now she is afraid later. Holding her cell phone as a flashlight, she was walking fast and praying in her heart.As a result, whatever you fear will come.
Realizing that several shadows were pushing towards him, he screamed at Nuan and turned around in fright. But just after two steps, he fell to the ground.
Is heaven really going to kill me?
Xiang Wen thinks in despair.