Chapter 542

Fu Mingyue thinks that she is ready, but when this answer comes out, her heart still seems to be pounded twice.

Lame, infertile

A woman in her youth, with these two kinds of disabilities, will be ruined for the rest of her life.

How can Xia Mingming, who is so kind and rare, ignore Li Tianxin?

Eight years ago, she just paid 10000 yuan in advance for medical expenses. He recognized her and waited for her for eight years.

Now Li Tianxin pays such a heavy price for him. If he doesn't do something for her, he won't be able to live in peace in the future. But for Li Tianxin, who is physically disabled, has lost the qualification to be a mother and loves Xia Mingming deeply, the best compensation is to marry her.

Xia Mingming will make such a decision. Fu Mingyue is not surprised at all. However, this result is very painful for Xia Mingming, and it is not easy for her to accept.

"I can't say whether your choice is right or wrong, and I don't want to evaluate it. It's just, I have to make sure that you Have you thought it over? You know me, too. If you choose to break up today, there will be no possibility for us in this life. "

A man who gave up her once, no matter what the reason is, she will not choose him again. Whether she is extreme or extreme, she is such a person.

Xia Ming Ming seems to be struck by a thunderbolt, and his body is excited. Then he stares at her. His lips moved several times, but they didn't make any sound. It was like being strangled by someone's throat, and his face turned red.

Fu Mingyue felt sad to see him like this. This silly man didn't know how long a person thought silently and tortured himself before he came to her, and finally made this decision. Even so, here, he still can't break up for a long time.

With a silent sigh, Fu Mingyue stood up, went to Xia Mingming and put her hand on his shoulder.

Xia Mingming hugs her waist, buries her face in her abdomen, and her shoulder moves quickly. People who have lost their love for ten years and have to make do with a woman they don't love for a lifetime will not understand the hardships they have never experienced.

Fu Mingyue put her hand on his back, and then motionlessly let him hold it. Her chest was sour and her eyes were hot.

There is always such and such helplessness in life, which makes people unable to defend. Even if they can't resist, they can only hold on.

Xia Mingming, you want to be happy!

Fu Mingyue closed her eyes, tears oozing from the corners of her eyes.

After holding for more than ten minutes, Fu Mingyue reached out and pushed Xia Mingming. If he has made up his mind, it will be the same for another two hours.

Long pain is better than short pain.

Xia Qingming wiped his eyes. As a man, he can't cry like a woman, even can't shed tears wantonly, but his eyes can't control wet, and the traces of red eyes can't cheat people.

"Go back." Fu Mingyue gritted her teeth and said these three words. "I'll give you a few more days to think about it. If you still insist on breaking up, just send me a message and don't come back."

Xia Mingming stood up, hugged her hard, said sorry, then released her, opened the door and strode out.

Fu Mingyue stood for a few seconds, then turned and rushed out. But she didn't go downstairs. She just stood in the corridor and looked down.

Soon, Xia Mingming came out of the corridor. The first thing was to look up.

Apart from the distance, across the dark night, the two of them looked at each other so quietly.

Finally, Fu Mingyue takes her eyes back, turns to enter the room and sits down in the sofa. Although she said that she would give time for Xia Qingming to consider, she could foresee that the result would not change. Xia Mingming is such a person. In some ways, he is just and kind to a pedantic person. Unless Li Tianxin can have a good way out, he will definitely choose to commit suicide in the end. But Li Tianxin has no object. After she is disabled, it is even more impossible for her to find a suitable partner in a short time. Xia Mingming has no choice at all.

Fu Mingyue's mood is very bad. It's like there's an invisible thing stirring on her heart. It's hard to describe. She suddenly stood up and rushed into the bathroom for a cold shower. After a few minutes in the shower, I finally got a little better.

Out of the bathroom, she finally couldn't resist walking to the window and looking down.

Did not find the shadow of Xia Mingming, probably has gone back.

Fu Mingyue stood for a while, took out the hair dryer to dry her hair, and curled up on the bed to go to sleep. But after lying for a long time, I was still anxious and couldn't sleep. She angrily lifted the quilt, changed her clothes and went downstairs to buy wine.

There is a 24-hour convenience store at the gate.

Fu Mingyue bought a dozen bottled beer and a bottle of Erguotou. A man drank a few cans of beer and a few sips of Erguotou, his brain was dizzy, and he finally fell asleep in a daze when he lay on the bed.The next day, when the alarm rang, Fu Mingyue wanted to put out the annoying sound. She struggled to get up and press it off. She felt her headache getting worse and worse, as if she was going to die. Finally, I got up and went to the mirror. My eyes were swollen, my face was haggard, and my lips were gray. It was like being abused for several days and nights.

Although her head was about to burst, Fu Mingyue still went out to work. When I was near the gate of the community, I met Gao Yichen and was allowed to take a ride on the windmill.

If it is normal, Fu Mingyue will probably refuse. But she was very sick today. It would be even worse if she was crowded by the bus and subway, so she got on the bus without much thought.

She put on her make-up, but her face was still a little embarrassed. Gao Yichen's eyes were poisonous, and she could see it all at once. "Sick?"

"No, I just went to bed late and didn't have a good rest."

Gao Yichen nodded and didn't ask much. In front of a breakfast shop on the road, he stopped and asked Fu Mingyue to buy breakfast for two.

Fu Mingyue put his share aside and drank it absently with a cup of soybean milk in her hand. All she thought was Xia Mingming. When she was with Xia Mingming, she didn't feel how much she loved this person, but more moved and distressed. But now it is likely to be broken, and the feeling that something has been dug out of my heart suddenly becomes obvious.

Sure enough, it's easy for people to realize the importance of something when they lose it.

Gao Yichen puts Fu Mingyue down at the door and drives the car to the underground garage.

Other people may not know Gao Yichen's car, but most of the employees who take off are familiar with it. Fu Mingyue came down from Gao Zong's car, several people saw it, and immediately set off a new round of gossip.

Fu Mingyue doesn't care what they think and talk about. She's in a bad mood. She doesn't care about these irrelevant people. What's more, lice is not itchy. Since she came, Longteng has been in the center of the Eight Diagrams whirlpool, and now she is a little numb.

Longteng planning department people also jokingly asked two, Fu Mingyue patience to deal with it, put into the work. But her headache is getting worse, her mood is not good, and her work efficiency is greatly reduced. When it was time to get off work, her work was not finished. Other people are busy and left. She worked overtime until more than nine o'clock.

The first thing I did was to pick up my mobile phone to see if there was any call or information from Xia Mingming. Unfortunately, I was disappointed in the end.

Out of the company, Fu Mingyue standing at the intersection, the brain is like a short circuit, temporarily can't remember where to go. After standing for several minutes, she turned left and went to the bus stop.

Two days later, Xia Mingming sent her a text message.

[Mingyue, I'm sorry. 】

just five words, but the result is very clear.

Fu Mingyue was busy in the office when she received the message. Seeing these five words, she still had the feeling of being struck by lightning. She sat there stiffly for a long time.

Eight years ago, she was so tired of Xia Mingming that she wished he would never appear in front of her again.

Eight years later, she finally made up her mind to accept him and spend a lifetime with him, but she finally had to go their separate ways.

Perhaps, this is the fate of their fate - fate.

Fu Mingyue holding the mobile phone, thumbs across the screen, do not know how to reply more appropriate. Finally, I made up my mind to reply. After editing several times, I deleted them, and finally it was a blank.

I see. be nice with yourself. 】

at the moment when the information was sent out, Fu Mingyue felt that something was separated from her.

Goodbye, Xia Mingming.

Fu Mingyue wanted to delete Xia Mingming's phone number and wechat, but she didn't press her finger.

"Xiaoyueyue, are you ok? You look like you're going to cry. "

Fu Mingyue chuckled. "It's OK. I just have a headache. I think I've been facing the computer for a long time."

"I found that your health is not as good as before, either you can't sleep well or you have a headache. Pay attention."

"I see, thank you."

Until the end of work time, Fu Mingyue's task was completed on schedule.

Several colleagues called to sing and dance, to vent their experience.

Fu Mingyue found a reason to refuse. When everyone left, she sat in the office for a while and then walked out of the company slowly. Instead of going back to the elegant Pavilion, she went to a bar.

Eight years ago, Fu Mingyue went to the best bars in Rongcheng. But eight years later, she didn't have the financial conditions and didn't want to go to those places. If she met those people, she would never be able to get along with them.

Fu Mingyue doesn't want to dance disco, and she doesn't want to have an affair, so she chose a bar with good reputation and environment.

In the light and music, men and women are in groups, or in a corner, or chatting and laughing, or drinking alone.

Fu Mingyue found a corner and asked for a cup of long island iced tea. However, she didn't come to get drunk, so she didn't drink with a big mouthful, but drank with a small mouthful. The entrance of liquor burns all the way from the throat to the stomach, and the brain seems to be burning, so it is impossible to think.When a single woman with excellent appearance comes to a bar, it's easy to be regarded as a prey.

Fu Mingyue has been accosted by several people. She doesn't want to talk to others, so she just keeps a cold face and doesn't say a word. She doesn't even give a look in her eyes. Those people think it's boring, so they go away and find more suitable prey.

After a cup of long island iced tea, Fu Mingyue checks out. Her drinking capacity is not bad, but she hasn't drunk much for eight years. Now, her drinking capacity can't be compared with before. When a woman is drunk in a bar, the result is usually not too pleasant. There is absolutely no such story as being drunk, being slept by a bully president for a night and then having a romantic life. Don't say there are not so many tyrannical CEOs in the world. Even if there are, they don't need to come to the bar to hunt for beauty.

In the middle and late November, the weather in Rongcheng was getting colder.

When she walked out of the bar, Fu Mingyue felt a cool breeze blowing on her face. In the bar, her head, which was made messy by the lights, noise and wine, suddenly woke up.

It's around 11 o'clock in the night, and nightlife is just beginning, so the traffic outside the bar is crowded.

Fu Mingyue went to the intersection in front and took a taxi. Before getting on the bus, she wrote down the license plate number. After sitting down, she immediately pretended to call someone and reported the license plate number out loud and clearly. It's necessary to take a taxi alone in the middle of the night.

The car stopped at the gate of Fengya Pavilion.

Fu Mingyue vomited as soon as she got out of the car. After vomit, the whole body's strength seems to have gone with those filthy things. She walked into the gate of the community with a weak body and sat down under a tree. After that, she didn't want to move any more. The heart there seems to be blocked by something, indescribable suffering.

Once her family was ruined, all her relatives and friends left her. Now even Xia Mingming can't stay

Fu Mingyue wanted to cry, but she couldn't. After eight years in prison, it became difficult for her to cry.

Gao Yichen had a party today and didn't finish until more than 11 o'clock. He drove the car back to Fengya Pavilion. As soon as he entered the gate of the community, he saw a man sitting under a tree by the side of the road, motionless as if petrified. He didn't care at first. When the car was about to pass by, he found out that the man was Fu Mingyue.

At this time, Fu Mingyue just looked at him. She's unconscious, and her eyes don't even have focus.

But Gao Yichen saw clearly her face that is about to cry out of expression, sword eyebrow slightly wrinkled for a while, put on the foot of accelerator then moved to the brake, smooth step down.