Chapter 3 : The First Time We Met A Year after We Broke up

Time and space seemed to be at a standstill. Ding Ge stood in the rain quietly. The scene was like a poem and a dream.

Ding Ge in the rain became the only color in the black and white world. Her lonely figure was beautiful and beautiful.

I ran into the rain without thinking!

The moment I entered the rain, my clothes were soaked, but I didn't care at all. I just stared ahead. Even if the rain fell into my eyes, I still couldn't bear to blink.

Ding Ge saw me, and I saw her.

She's here, she's still here!

In the heavy rain, the heavy rain curtain continuously yearned for us, and the whole world seemed to be left with only the two of us.

Ding ge looked at me with a surprised look on her face, but it was fleeting. Then her expression became more complicated, sad, confused, and finally calmed down.

For a moment, there seemed to be thousands of words wriggling in his throat, but in the end, he could not say a word.

I don't know how to describe my feelings...

I waved at Ding Ge and motioned for her to follow me under the eaves to avoid the rain.

Ding Ge followed me and we both ran under the eaves.

I used the only bag in my hand to cover dinger from the rain, but it didn't help much. Ding Ge's clothes were all wet.

The two of us stood side by side under the eaves. Every time we looked at each other, we tried to hide. Undeniably, an awkward atmosphere arose between us.

Ding Ge tidied up her hair and clothes, and the rain ran down her pale face.

For a moment, neither of us spoke. We were so close, but we couldn't get as close as before.

Her appearance made my heart ache. If it weren't for me, she wouldn't have been in the rain.

But I don't know what to say. In the past, I would have held her in my arms. What right do I have now?

"Why don't you have an umbrella? I moved my lips and finally said the first thing we said after we broke up.

"It didn't rain at home when we arrived. Ding Ge replied faintly.

"Then... Your clothes are all wet now. You have to change your clothes. Don't catch a cold. Ding Ge pursed her lips and said softly," I only have this outfit on me." Then what should we do?

It was already evening, the train to our place was gone, and even the bus had passed the latest one. It seemed that we couldn't go back today.

"We don't have a car now. We can't leave. Why don't you find a hotel first? I said to Ding Ge.

Ding Ge's eyes were foggy, and I couldn't seem to see through her emotions. She looked at the rain that was still pouring and would not stop for a short time, and finally nodded.

There was a hotel opposite the train station. I said to her, "Then you go. Ding Ge looked at me doubtfully and asked," aren't you going?" I lost my id. Ding Ge should know what I mean. I lost my id, so we can only have one room if I go.

But is our relationship right now?

"What about you? Ding Ge stared at me and asked.

"I'll make do overnight. I turned around to look at the ticket office crowded with people, and everyone was sheltering from the rain.

Ding Ge frowned and said, "How is this going to work?"

"It's okay. Leave me alone." I smiled indifferently. This sin was nothing, and the night was over.

Ding Ge suddenly looked at me angrily, but she suppressed her emotions and said in a deep voice, "Leave you alone? Why did you call me today? I lowered my head and was speechless. After thinking about it, I said," then lend me a hundred yuan first. I'll just find a small hotel to stay overnight. The train station is not short of hotels, of course, there are all kinds of small hotels, about thirty yuan a night, some do not need id cards.

"Okay, I'll live wherever you live. Ding Ge said willfully.

I was silent, but stubbornly shook my head.

I once swore that I would never let Ding Ge stay in that humble little hotel again.

Ding Ge smiled and said, "Then you can come with me." "Not very convenient." I understand what Ding Ge means

Ding Ge looked at the heavy rain, her eyes reflecting the gorgeous rain, and she replied faintly," it's not like I haven't slept before. I grinned and wanted to laugh, but the corners of my mouth tasted bitter.

We, are not the same as before.

Ding Ge and I rushed into the rain and ran to the hotel opposite.

In the rain, I subconsciously shielded ding ge from the rain. Although it was extremely insignificant, the heavy rain still mercilessly fell on us.

At this moment, I suddenly felt a little sweet that I hadn't seen for a long time. I never thought we could be so close. She was like she was in my arms.

However, the cruelty of reality reminded me that what you felt was an illusion. You couldn't even hold her hand as naturally as before.

After a short walk, we were drenched again, and even I trembled a little, not to mention Ding Ge. Her thin body looked even thinner.

Since I don't have an id card, we can only have one room.

But I don't know how to spend the night with her.

It used to be such a normal thing, but now it's much more complicated.

Dinger opened a standard room with two beds, which made things much easier.

The room was very clean and well furnished, and it looked very comfortable. After a few days of driving intermittently, it was tiring to travel and finally could sleep comfortably today.

Closing the door, there were only the two of us left in the room.

A world of two.

But it felt awkward again. Ding Ge and I were so familiar, but so strange. The awkwardness outside was magnified several times.

I took out the clothes in my handbag. Fortunately, they weren't too wet. I picked out a jacket and pants and handed them to Ding Ge. I said to her," you can wear my clothes first. She seemed to have only one choice. When we were in our little house, Ding Ge would always put on my clothes playfully. She said it was comfortable to wear it wide and big, and she liked the smell of me on it. But right now, I don't know if she still wants to wear my clothes?

Ding Ge took my clothes, and there was no embarrassment on her face. Maybe she knew she had no choice. She said to me, "I'm going to take a shower." Okay. Ding Ge took my clothes and went into the bathroom. I took off my wet clothes and changed.

Then, I lay on the bed idly, and the sound of water began to come from the bathroom.

At this moment, I really don't have any bad thoughts in my heart, some are just unspeakable melancholy and sadness.

Even if I live in the same room with Ding Ge, she's not my girlfriend anymore.

Recalling the past, and the scene today is so similar, the world of two people, everything in the room is full of warm and romantic atmosphere. We hugged each other tightly, lingering like fire and full of love.

However, today, the same scene, but no longer the warmth of that year.

I reached out and touched my face, which was still wet and a little cold.

I stood up, walked to the bed, and looked out at the hazy world.

The rain left a trail on the window, like tears from the glass. I could feel the cool air coming in from the window. It made my body a little fragile.

Rainy days always make people weak, and even the ability to think has been weakened a lot, sometimes it is unclear what the moment is.

I felt like I was hallucinating, but I was still shivering in front of the train station. Ding Ge didn't come, and we weren't in the same room at all.

When I stood in front of the window and was lost in thought, not long after, Ding Ge came out of the bathroom.

It wasn't a hallucination. She was standing right in front of me.

She was wearing my clothes and wiping her wet hair with a towel. She was beautiful, always beautiful. The light shone on Ding Ge's white face, shining with a moving color.

I don't know if it was because she had just taken a shower, or if Ding Ge was also shy. Her face was slightly red, and she didn't seem to dare look at me. Her eyes never stopped on me.

The two of us did not speak, and the two of us fell into a brief silence.

I don't like this feeling. It's depressing and uncomfortable. It reminds us of the fact that we broke up all the time.

That was the most painful feeling in my life, like a thousand arrows piercing through my heart, a heart-rending pain!

"Are you washing?" Ding Ge asked me.

I didn't know how to face Ding Ge, nodded, and entered the bathroom with the intention of escaping.

Opening the shower head, the sound of water came, and the mirror on the wall was stained with a layer of white mist. I reached out to wipe it off and looked at the vicissitudes of my life in the mirror dejectedly.

When did I become like this?

Remember when Old Gao yelled at me and saw what you were like! Today, I finally saw it. I had the worst and saddest year of my life, living in a state of chaos like a corpse, and life meant nothing to me.

In fact, I know that the reason why there is no meaning is because I don't have Ding Ge in my life!

Do we have any hope of getting back together?

Although I can't help but think this way every day, I can't help but ask myself, what can I give Ding Ge, can I still be worthy of her?

Don't be delusional. Without you, Ding Ge has already walked on the good road of life, and you, the mud under your feet, you should walk on your own.

Live and die!

I clenched my fists as hard as I could, causing the veins in my temples to burst. At this moment, my inner emotions exploded. I really want to ask god why he treated me so unfairly. Why are you doing this to me?

If time could flow back, would Ding Ge and I still end up today?

...

After washing, I came out of the bathroom.

At this moment, Ding Ge's cell phone suddenly rang. She picked it up and looked at it, then sat up from the bed and walked to the bathroom.

This had never happened before. Ding Ge never picked up the phone behind my back. She really had no secrets in front of me. But now, she's answering the phone behind my back?

Of course, I can simply understand that we are not boyfriend and girlfriend anymore. She just doesn't want me to hear it again. Or, I can also understand that the person who called her is not ordinary, their relationship is extraordinary, so, who will he be?

"Hello. Ding Ge's voice was a little soft, and it was obvious that the person on the phone was very close to her.