I felt like I was suffocating and suffocating. The images in my memory that changed my life cut me apart like a sickle!
I sat in the lounge chair absent-mindedly while Old Gao looked at me with concern and said, "Okay, Xing Yun, don't think about it."
I took a few deep breaths like an asthma patient before I recovered.
Actually, I know that Old Gao said this for my own good. What choice do I have if I don't give up?
This is a real society. There won't be a reunion between little dragon girl and Yang Guo in 16 years, there won't be 18 years of hardship waiting for wang baochuan in the cold kiln, Ding Ge won't wait for me, even if she is willing to wait for her parents won't let her wait.
Maybe she still has me in her heart, but one day she will get married, and she will bury this relationship deep in her heart and never reveal it again.
"I know." I wanted to explain a little more, but I called Ding Ge when I was out of options, but there was no need to think about it, so I said to Old Gao, "Play ball."
"Sure." Old Gao also knew that it was useless to say too much. After all, this relationship was so unforgettable that it was not easy to let it go with a few words of persuasion.
At this moment, Old Gao's cell phone rang. He picked it up and said a few words, then said to me with a bright face, "My girlfriend is here."
Old Gao went to the door to pick up his girlfriend. After a while, he led a girl over. The girl looked pretty delicate, like an inexperienced girl, with a ponytail tied and a reserved look. Old Gao introduced us to each other, "This is my girlfriend, Wang Mengmeng. This is my buddy, Meng Xingyun."
"Hello." I said hello to Wang Mengmeng.
Wang Mengmeng smiled shyly at me, looking like a shy girl.
At this time, Old Gao, who had once regarded love as a romantic affair, did not realize what kind of love whirlpool he had entered after he had been trying to persuade me. Wang Mengmeng, who was a few years younger than her, almost tortured him to death.
Of course, that's the rest.
For the rest of the time, my mood was still low, and I didn't have any fun playing billiards. Wang Mengmeng didn't know how to play billiards, and Old Gao wasn't interested in teaching her, so Old Gao wasn't interested.
After chatting with wang mengmeng for a few minutes, they all asked and answered briefly, then didn't say much more. It felt like she was too introverted. She was very different from the girlfriends Old Gao used to date. How did Old Gao know her?
I was not in a good mood, so I didn't want to disturb the couple when Wang Mengmeng couldn't play, so I wanted to leave first.
Old Gao was not happy. He had agreed to play together and have a party with Hu Zi tonight. I had to say that I had to go home today. Some other day, I'll invite the two of them, and Old Gao let me go.
I don't think I've been home for a long time, so I should go home. I changed my phone number and had to tell my parents so that they wouldn't worry.
After saying goodbye to Old Gao, I went to the station to buy a ticket and went back to my hometown.
Our family lived in a small town in the countryside. Our parents used to be teachers and taught for half their lives. Now they have retired. They usually have nothing at home and only have grandchildren. Unfortunately, I don't even have a girlfriend.
In fact, in the past, our family was quite happy. Although our parents never lived a rich life, they also lived in harmony with the neighbors. Their parents were very gentle and never quarreled with anyone in their lifetime. They usually had no trivial matters and lived a very comfortable and happy life.
However, it was very late for the two of them to get married in the countryside, and my arrival was even more of an old arrival, giving them a happy grin from ear to ear.
Because my mother was old, I was the only child in the family. But ever since I was a kid, I never let them worry.
My mother used to say that I was particularly naughty when I was a child. I was able to stand up to a few children from other families and tormented the two of them. When I went to school, it gave them a headache.
It didn't add any light to the faces of the two elders. The three good students never had anything to do with me. Instead, they often fought with others. Because my parents were teachers, it seemed that everyone was afraid of me.
Although many teachers praise me for my intelligence, I know many teachers don't have a good impression of me.
Adolescence was also a particularly rebellious time, basically with the two elders, running away from home and other things are common. Because I was an only child, my mother was so soft hearted that neither she nor my father cared about me.
Now that I think about it, I was a jerk at that time. My parents had been worrying about me for the rest of their lives, but I didn't return anything to them.
But I am also very stubborn, and I blame my parents for being too pampered. So I've never been soft with my parents before. I always do what I say and never listen to them.
Of course, I was right and wrong. One of the most stubborn things I did was to pursue Ding Ge!
When I first pursued Ding Ge, everyone looked down on me because I was just a run-down college student who hadn't graduated yet, and dinger was a serious college student.
Besides, her family was very rich, and she was rich and beautiful from a young age. There was a difference between heaven and earth between us, but I just fell in love with her, and I still didn't believe it when people said I couldn't catch up with Ding Ge.
So I began to pursue Ding Ge fiercely. Although the process was all kinds of difficulties and obstacles, the result was beyond everyone's expectations. Ding Ge finally became my girlfriend!
When we first fell in love, even my parents didn't like it. They thought that Ding Ge was the child of a rich family, and they would never end up with me.
But when I brought dinger home, when they knew Ding Ge and saw my change, they gradually fell in love with Ding Ge.
That's right, without Ding Ge, I might still be a gangster and a guy who doesn't know what's up.
But ever since I was with Ding Ge, my body has changed dramatically!
Ding Ge was a good girl, and I changed a lot with her. I realized how annoying I used to be, how bad I was, how many mistakes I made.
I began to know how to care about my parents, how to work hard, and how to prepare for our future. I became a young man who even I thought was pretty good.
I thought I had discovered my conscience, and I would never make my parents angry again, nor let them worry about me, but I didn't expect that I had caused a big disaster and made them lose their hair for me.
And he broke up with ding ge!
In the countryside, kids my age can play soy sauce. No kidding, the kind that I can play seriously.
Although my parents were both teachers, they were not open-minded about marriage and love. They wanted me to get married early and have children. Whenever they saw other people's grandchildren, they were anxious and eager.
Unfortunately, I let them down again.
Now our town is already a wide road, and the traffic is very convenient. I returned home in less than an hour.
My mother was watering the flowers in the yard. When she saw me coming back, her face changed and she asked, "What's wrong with your phone? Call me, call me. I can't get through to you."
It seemed that my parents had already called me after my phone dropped. I didn't want to say that my phone wallet was stolen, so I lied and said, "I've changed my phone number. I haven't had time to tell you yet."
My mom didn't ask much and wrote down my new phone number. Then she asked me, "What do you want to eat today?"
"Anything is fine. Where's my dad?"
"Your father went fishing and will be back soon." My mom was talking when my dad came over with a fishing rod and stuff.
When my dad saw me coming back, he smiled and said, "You are quite good at picking a time. You just caught a few big fish today."
"Yeah, let me see."
"I caught a lot today." My mom came over too.
"That's right. I counted the number of fish I caught today." My dad said, "Make some fish soup for my son later. This guy can't walk when he sees fish."
I love to eat fish. I used to go to middle school and high school in the city. Every time I went home on vacation, my mom cooked me fish and meat. I used to enjoy it, but I never paid attention to the love behind it. Now I realize how much they love me.
"Okay, wait, son. I'll kill the fish. Let's have fish soup tonight."
I went into the house to rest for a while, and it wasn't long before my mother finished cooking and called me to eat.
When the family brought the food to the table, it had to be said that my mother's cooking was still good. A table of rather sumptuous dinner was full of color, smell and smell, and the air was filled with a pleasant smell of hot air.
My dad went to get some more wine, and my mom couldn't help but nag, "Why are you drinking again?"
"My son is here. Have a drink."
My father likes to drink, but now he is getting older and his body is not as healthy as before, and his blood pressure is a little bit high. Usually, my mother is very strict, and it always makes him itchy. I said to my mother, "It's okay. Let my father drink. Drink less. It's okay."
I went to get two glasses and poured some wine for my father and me. Soon, the family began to eat.
At first, she was fine. She ate my mom's fish and drank with my dad, as if the soup and wine were filled with warmth.
But after a while, my mom started talking about my blind date again.
My mother had said it so many times in front and back. When I had Ding Ge, my mother's topic was always when we got married, but now without Ding Ge, it was a blind date.
I'm a little annoyed, but I'm not the same guy who used to yell at my parents. I know that my parents are worried, so all I can do is drag it out.
I haven't had a blind date since I broke up with Ding Ge. I think, in addition to the fact that I hate blind dates in my heart, maybe I still have a little fantasy in my heart.
My mother and I chatted casually, saying that my aunt had come to my house before, so I chatted with my mother to ask how my aunt was doing. My mother talked about my aunt's recent situation, then changed the subject and said quietly, "Your aunt is a friend's daughter. She is pretty..."