I looked up at the dark stars and wondered when my emotional problems would be solved.
There seemed to be a face in the starry sky that had been yearning for her day and night. I wonder if she would not think of her like this?
At this moment, Guzheng's faint voice came over." Sometimes we can't help this kind of problem. Everyone's feelings can only be solved by themselves. In fact, what Guzheng said was not unreasonable. It was as if her cousin wanted to divorce her brother-in-law. She had to make the decision. I have my emotional problems, Guzheng also has her emotional problems, and others have other emotional problems.
After a while, I sent Guzheng to the door of her apartment. The two of them didn't say much, so Guzheng and I left.
Then I walked out of the neighborhood on my own. Not far from my aunt's house, there was a square. At night, there were a lot of people, and there were many stalls. There was a house where egg pancakes were made very well. Ding Ge liked them very much. Sometimes when she came to my aunt's house, she would take a few more steps and come here to make an egg pancake for her.
I can't explain why, although I just had dinner, I really wanted to taste the taste of that family's egg pancakes.
So I walked alone on the road and walked to the square. At this time, the square was crowded with people. There were several groups of people dancing in the square. At night, everyone went out for a walk and led the children around the square. It was very lively, and some toy electric cars emitted beautiful fluorescent light.
I don't know why I feel so lonely when I walk to this place. The cheerful song from the huge sound system could not activate the active factor in my body at all. I just walked forward a little lonely.
Everyone here seemed to be accompanied by someone who could talk to the people around them and then laugh.
I already saw the sign for egg pancakes.
I continued to walk forward, but at this moment, a familiar figure appeared in front of me!
I suddenly realized that Ding Ge was standing in front of the vendor, waiting for the egg to be poured. She didn't see me, and the moment she saw Ding Ge, my heart started pounding.
Completely out of control!
Suddenly, I was so scared that Ding Ge would see me, so I wanted to leave immediately. All of a sudden, I remembered what Lin Ya said before.
Ding Ge has a boyfriend.
Didn't you notice just now, was Ding Ge alone or with someone else?
It shouldn't be alone, right?
I suddenly wanted to figure this out, even though I knew the ending would make me feel bad. But I hid in the crowd and looked at ding ge again.
At this time, Ding Ge had a few people around him, men and women, but Ding Ge didn't talk to anyone else, so I don't know if she knew them or not.
So I continued to wait, my heart still beating violently.
At this time, Ding Ge's egg pancake was ready. She paid for the egg pancake and took it, then left.
I saw that she was alone, because soon she reached out to stop a taxi and got into a taxi alone.
Alone!
She was alone!
But soon, my mood darkened again. What I saw was not necessarily the same as reality. No one had a rule to go out and buy egg pancakes with a boyfriend.
However, I was slightly surprised. Was Ding Ge here alone just to buy an egg pancake?
This was also her character.
Then I took a few breaths and left in a taxi, completely forgetting about the egg filling.
Along the way, looking out the window at the cars whizzing past and the people backing away, my heart could no longer calm down.
Ding Ge, she's really a curse on me, a curse that can't be resolved!
After getting out of the car, I bought a few more bottles of beer at the supermarket in front of the neighborhood before I got home.
I'm not going to get drunk. After all, I have to work in the pond tomorrow. I just want to have a drink to sleep. Since I have decided to go forward, I can only keep going.
Opening the beer, looking out the hazy window, looking at the swaying woods, the whole world seemed to be quiet. I could hear the sound between the trees.
They were like my friends, always with me, including this small house I lived in. Although sometimes it was hard to avoid loneliness, I felt an unspeakable sense of security staying here.
I guess I was too emotional, but I couldn't use it on people, so I had to use it on them.
After drinking two cans of beer, with the bitterness in my mouth, I lay on the bed and closed my eyes.
...
The days usually moved forward, and after a few days, the pond.
It was a beautiful day, the sun was warm, the breeze was blowing, the water surface of the pond would be rippled from time to time, the breeze was intoxicating, the light was lazy, with a bit of leisure to fish in the pond, quite a bit of unspeakable fun.
There were a lot of people fishing in the pond today. Old Gao's girlfriend Wang Mengmeng was there too. I also had old meng. A few of them had nothing to do for the time being and were watching others fishing by the pond.
At this time, old meng took out a cigarette and handed it to Old Gao. Old Gao took it by hand.
Old Gao was also a heavy smoker. He smoked almost a pack of cigarettes every day. Many times, he said that quitting smoking was useless, but it didn't work at all. After a few days, he made it again. Whether it was chewing gum or buying electronic smoking cessation devices, they were all useless.
Old Gao himself said that his willpower was too weak!
Therefore, he stopped smoking. Every time he stood with old meng, most of the time, it was filled with smoke. You let me have one, I let you have one.
However, wang mengmeng gave Old Gao a blank look and turned to leave.
At that moment, the atmosphere was particularly awkward. Old Gao was smiling at Wang Mengmeng and nothing happened. Wang Mengmeng suddenly got angry for some reason and left quickly.
Old Gao chased after him and shouted," Mengmeng, Mengmeng. Old meng and I looked at them without knowing why.
At this moment, Old Gao caught up with Wang Mengmeng and grabbed her arm to stop her from leaving. Wang Mengmeng turned his face and shouted at Old Gao coldly, "What did you tell me? Do you remember?" I remember. I remember. Can't I be wrong?" Old Gao threw away the cigarette in his hand and said," haven't I lit it yet? I frowned slightly, as if it was about this cigarette.
When Wang Mengmeng heard this, he said angrily, "You haven't lit it yet? Do you think it's different from the dots? Don't tell me you can only smell a cigarette, can't you?" No! Old Gao said wrongly," I just quit smoking. This... Someone handed me a cigarette and subconsciously took it." I don't smoke, I don't smoke. Choose for yourself!"
"I didn't say no. I can't quit yet!"
"Then what were you doing with the cigarette? Wang Mengmeng asked, as serious as a judge.
"I..." Old Gao was momentarily speechless.
Let go!"
Wang Mengmeng ignored Old Gao's surrender and still looked at Old Gao coldly. Old Gao didn't dare to grab Wang Mengmeng's clothes, so he let go. Just as he wanted to say something nice, Wang Mengmeng turned around and continued walking.
Old Gao followed suit.
"Let go! Wang Mengmeng did not give Old Gao any face at all and shouted out loud.
The people who were fishing nearby all looked at the bustle and looked at Old Gao and Wang Mengmeng pointing at each other. I felt a little uncomfortable. After all, Old Gao was my brother.
Although I admit that it was a good idea for Wang Mengmeng to wish Old Gao to quit smoking, she must be too angry. Besides, she was still in front of others. I always felt that it was better to give each other some face in front of others.
Men have a few bad looks.
But today, Old Gao's face was almost lost!
I frowned. Didn't Wang Mengmeng find it embarrassing?
However, as an outsider, it was hard to say anything.
Just like that, Old Gao chased Wang Mengmeng straight out of the pond. Old meng chuckled beside me and said awkwardly, "Xiaogao's girlfriend has a big temper!" I mean, who would have thought that the cute wang mengmeng would be so angry?
"I won't let Xiaogao smoke anymore. Old meng shook his head and smiled.
Obviously, old meng felt a little uncomfortable. After all, he gave the cigarette to Old Gao. I also think that Wang Mengmeng went too far, making old meng a little embarrassed.
After work, Old Gao and Wang Mengmeng didn't come back. I called Old Gao and he didn't pick up. I sighed. Let's settle their problems.
After work, I went back to my small house, and the smell of fish on my clothes was as big as usual. I wanted to take a bath first and then cook some food, but at that moment, my cell phone suddenly rang.
I thought Old Gao or old meng was there, but when I picked them up, I saw Guzheng who contacted me again.
Guzheng didn't contact me at all. I thought our relationship would go away. That's it. I never expected it to happen.
But I still connected the phone.
Guzheng's side was very noisy. I didn't know where it was. I had to put my phone closer to my ear. Guzheng didn't speak. I heard her breathing and gasped. I was a little confused and asked, "Hello?" Can you hear me? "Yes." A muffled voice came from the microphone.
I frowned slightly. Why did it feel like she wasn't awake? I asked again, "Where are you?" I'm in the ktv. Guzheng replied.
It dawned on me that Guzheng was not awake. He was probably drunk. I couldn't help but worry and asked, "Did you drink?" Drink... A little." Guzheng's tone was obviously not as simple as a drink. Although she couldn't be seen, it sounded like she must have drunk a lot.
"What are you drinking? Who are you drinking with?"
"Myself!"
What's there to drink in a girl's house? But I couldn't help but worry about her. It was good that she didn't call. I had to go there anyway when she called. After asking about the ktv, he took a taxi.