Chapter 31 : Feelings

I think, not only Guzheng, I'm afraid that no girl wants someone else in her heart.

Guzheng continued, "Do you know? In the past when we were in college, there was a senior who chased after me. It was undeniable that he was very good-looking. It was no exaggeration that he could only play the role of male one and definitely not the role of male two in the idol drama. Looks alone are easily worth the salary of ordinary people for a few lifetimes, but they are still very talented. They play the piano well, draw well, write well, write well, have high iq and eq. They are just like the perfect male gods described in those novels."

"How did he chase you?" I asked curiously.

"Well, all kinds of fancy courtship." Guzheng's eyes flashed with memories, then he explained to me, "It's not candlelight flowers or anything like that. It's much more advanced than that. I think if he proposed to other girls in our school, 99 % of the girls would agree."

"But he fell in love with you!"

Even I feel sorry for this senior.

Guzheng smiled, looked at me, and said, "Who said no, just like I fell in love with you."

"How much better do you think I am than him?" I don't understand what attracted Guzheng to me.

"It's not strong anywhere." Guzheng shook his head with a smile and said rudely, "In every way, he's the one who blew you up."

I'm speechless, so you don't like him liking me.

"Then why?" Is this an unsolved mystery?

"I can't tell, maybe I still feel it." Guzheng said, "Back then, everyone thought that we were a perfect match, a perfect match. But even though I admire him, admire her, and even admire him a little, I have never felt moved."

How much is this thing?

"Isn't that guy too sad?"

Guzheng said sadly, "Why do I feel so sad now? Was it because I had cruelly rejected him time and time again, and now it's on me."

Her expression made me feel especially guilty, as if I had caused it all by myself. I scratched my head and said, "Retribution? What you're saying is too unreliable."

"Actually, when I heard the story about you and Ding Ge, I didn't want to contact you anymore." Guzheng looked at his feet and said softly, "Come out early before you fall into it."

"In that case, do you want to sink in again?"

Guzheng shook his head.

I was slightly relieved. Did Guzheng mean that she would give up on me?

But I'm not sure...

I couldn't help but recall how Guzheng and I met these days. From the first blind date, when she sent me home because of illness, she called me to care about me, then to the chance meeting to invite her to dinner, to her birthday party, to treat her to crayfish... To the story of my love with Ding Ge, to the meeting with my aunt, Guzheng got drunk and I went to her and advised her not to quarrel with her parents. She stayed with me for two nights.

This seemed to be the process of getting to know each other.

Finally, Guzheng and I parted at the intersection.

Guzheng reached out to stop a taxi. Just as she was getting into the car, she suddenly turned to look at me and said, "Do you know Xing Yun? I really want to see your ex-girlfriend Ding Ge right now."

After saying this, Guzheng smiled at me lightly and got into the car, which soon disappeared.

I opened my mouth and couldn't figure out what Guzheng was thinking.

Seeing that it wasn't too far from where I lived, I didn't take the car and walked back alone.

...

The next day, Hu Zi called me at work and asked me and Old Gao to go to their house for dinner after work. Li Xiaowei was the chef.

After I told Old Gao, I went straight to the Tiger home with Old Gao after work.

At the same time, it brought some of our richest resources... Fish!

Old Gao and I joked, "I don't think you should buy anything else for the holidays. Just give me the fish. It's so simple and easy without losing face."

"Hey, you're paying attention." Old Gao smiled and said, "When I go to visit your father and mother for the new year, I will really just carry two catties of fish."

"Two pounds? The two boxes are about the same."

"Sure, just two boxes."

"That must be the kind of box that holds the refrigerator." Old Gao and I continued our conversation.

"Damn, can I just give you a fridge?" Old Gao laughed and scolded.

"Do you mean the fish in the fridge or the fish in the fridge?" I asked, but I had to make it clear.

Old Gao laughed a few times, then nodded and said, "The refrigerator, of course, the refrigerator! When you get married, I have to accompany your wife."

"I lost. I lost." I laughed too.

The two of them chatted and laughed along the way, and soon came to the Tiger home. Hu Zi opened the door, and the smell of rice was already in the room. Old Gao handed the fish to Hu Zi, and Hu Zi asked, "I've been busy lately, and I haven't visited your pond. How's business?"

"Not bad, as usual." Old Gao said, "Let's go and play when we have time. Our buddy will fish for free!"

"That's what you said." At this moment, li xiaowei came out of the kitchen with a plate.

"Of course. When did I, Old Gao, lose my word?" The old man raised his eyebrows.

I picked it up and said, "You borrowed a rubber from me in high school and said you haven't returned it yet. He borrowed a novel from me and was confiscated by the teacher. He said he hasn't returned it yet..."

Before I could finish speaking, Old Gao quickly covered my mouth and said, "You ruined my image. Damn, why did you mention it about school?"

Hu Zi continued, "Do you still need to destroy your image? This is a classic example of a bad example."

I continued to count with my fingers, "A few days ago, you said you would take me home, but you drove away early and threw me in the pond..."

Old Gao was about to cry and begged for mercy, "I was wrong. Can't I be wrong?"

I smiled. We friends actually get together a lot and get used to it when we're free.

Soon, Li Xiaowei's dishes were ready, and the men started to carry plates and chopsticks. Then Li Xiaowei took off her apron and we sat together.

I frowned a little. I thought maybe Lin Ya would come too. We used to get together a lot with Ding Ge. But now, it was hard for the six of them to gather at the same table.

So I asked, "Where's Lin Ya? Isn't she coming?"

"Well, Lin Ya said he had something to do today, so he couldn't come." Li Xiaowei said.

"Well, let's eat." Although Li Xiaowei said that Lin Ya was busy, I was a little confused. I didn't know if Lin Ya was hiding from me. Recently, she had been very angry with me because of Ding Ge's problem, but I don't think she was really angry. You know, we are rarely really angry.

Even if he was really angry, he would still be fine after the incident.

I think we should call her after dinner and see what's going on with her.

We picked up the chopsticks and picked up the dishes. Old Gao praised, "It's better to marry a wife who can cook."

"Can wang mengmeng cook?" I asked jokingly.

"Ah..." Old Gao smiled and said, "I really don't know about that."

I also took a bite of the food. Old Gao was really not polite. Li Xiaowei was really good at cooking, so I said, "Excellent cooking, Xiao Wei. You see, Hu Zi will grow into a fat man with you sooner or later."

Li Xiaowei smiled awkwardly and said, "Xing Yun, I can't stand Old Gao saying that. Why do you say that? Who among us doesn't know your cooking skills? Do you dare to be second and anyone dare to be first? When can I have your cooking again?"

Li Xiaowei's words caused a sudden pang of sadness in my heart.

Before Ding Ge and I broke up, we actually spent more time at our house. Most of the time, we gathered there, and I cooked and prepared a table full of food for everyone.

As I said, the reason I learned to cook for Ding Ge was that I wanted her to like the food I cooked. Because it was a pleasure to watch the person you love eat the food you prepared for her.

I was really interested in cooking, but later on, I couldn't tell if I was interested in cooking or because Ding Ge was interested in cooking. Anyway, I liked cooking, and I always liked to delve into cooking.

He had never been to a professional cooking school, and most of them learned from online videos. He was a good student, at least everyone could eat.

It seems that I haven't cooked dinner for everyone since dinger broke up?

I grinned and said, "Yes, I will. Look at the time. I'll let you know in advance."

I suppressed the sadness in my heart, and it was not easy for everyone to get together, not because my mood affected everyone. Then, Hu Zi and I had a drink. Old Gao didn't drink today because he was driving. Although he was itchy, he had long remembered that.

It suddenly occurred to me that Old Gao, who was not very determined, should be able to stop smoking.

I haven't seen him smoke in the past few days. It seems that he really has a deep love for Wang Mengmeng!

After a while, li xiaowei looked at us and suddenly said, "Xing Yun, Old Gao, actually, I want you two to come here today. There is one more thing I hope you can give me your opinion."

"What is it?" Old Gao asked first.

"That's right." Li xiaowei glanced at Hu Zi and said to us, "I told Hu Zi I wanted to buy a car. What do you think?"

"Buy a car?" Old Gao clapped his hands and said, "Okay, just buy one if you want. I think this car should be bought sooner or later."

"But Xiaohu disagreed." Li Xiaowei pouted and looked at Hu Zi.

I didn't say anything. I just looked at Hu Zi and wanted to hear his thoughts. Hu Zi scratched his head and said, "Actually, I think so. If we are going to get married in a short time, the money is very tight. I think it's better not to buy it first, then wait. How about buying it after the marriage is more stable?"

"Do you know, Hu Zi? You are just too cautious." Li Xiaowei said with some dissatisfaction, "Push tomorrow today, push the day after tomorrow. If you push it all the time, who knows when to push it?"

"The point is that we're not in a hurry right now. We don't have to buy it."

At this moment, Li Xiaowei suddenly became angry and said, "Xiaohu, if you don't buy this car, you won't marry me!"