After a long time, when the screen was completely dark, I clicked on the text message and my hands trembled.
Have you eaten yet?
It's just a simple greeting message. I don't know how many of these messages I've received before. Two people who aren't together will always take advantage of the time to send a text message to each other. Among those messages, there is a thick sweetness and warmth.
I don't know, and I don't understand why Ding Ge suddenly sent me this message.
But think about it, just text her back. After all, it was a lie that she had a boyfriend, and there was nothing wrong with us contacting each other.
I pressed the reply button and started editing the message.
Yes.
However, after the fight, I sighed again and deleted it.
Is it suitable?
It's not appropriate!
What should I do?
Covering his head, he fell into the battle between heaven and man again!
I was in a state of great conflict, so I threw my phone on the sofa and ran to the bathroom to take a cold shower.
The cold water poured on his body, stimulating every inch of his skin. The cold penetrated through his pores, but it still could not quench the surging of his heart.
My mind was filled with the images of texting each other in the past. When I was in love with Ding Ge, I didn't know how many messages I would send every day. I never had enough of a package for a month.
Now that I think about it, I find it strange that I can see each other every day, but I still can't help but want to send a text message to the other party. Even if it is boring and meaningless words, I can't help but press the send button.
After much thought, I still couldn't figure out what ding ge meant by sending this message.
Maybe it was just a text message that didn't mean much.
However, I thought she would never contact me like this again!
I let out a deep breath. Can lovers really be friends after they break up? What kind of relationship would Ding Ge and I end up in?
Should I text her back?
When I'm done showering, I think I should send Ding Ge a text message. After all, when I asked her for help, she went to Green city very generously. Now that she just sent me a text message and I didn't reply, wouldn't it seem too petty?
If Ding Ge could really put it down, I...
Ah, I went back to the living room and picked up my phone again. I typed "Eaten" on the screen. After thinking about it, I added two more words, "Where are you?"
After sending a text message, he threw his phone aside.
Close your eyes.
But his heart still couldn't calm down, and his mind began to uncontrollably look forward to Ding Ge's next text message, as if his mother had taken drugs.
While waiting, it was even harder to calm down.
Soon, the phone vibrated again, and I caught it as I listened. I picked up the phone and clicked on the text message in a hurry, hoping to see the contents of the text message as soon as possible.
I've eaten too. What are you doing?
I frowned a little. Is Ding Ge going to text me? I thought about it and replied to a text message.
Nothing. He's at home alone.
He knew he shouldn't have done it, but he still couldn't control it. It was as if you knew that the beautiful flower was poisonous or couldn't help but want to get closer, and when you took the first step, you couldn't look back.
How I wish I had texted Ding Ge like that! But I especially don't want to text and chat with Ding Ge because I'm afraid that my feelings will rekindle!
When dinger's next text message came, I took a deep breath and controlled the urge not to open it.
This is really not the right thing to do. I am trying to persuade myself.
It doesn't matter if the two of them are texting to talk, but I don't want this kind of casual conversation. So instead of reading Ding Ge's text message, I sat on the sofa and breathed deeply.
If I reply every time Ding Ge sends me a message, I think I will definitely go to the cliff. But is it really that cruel?
I asked myself again and again.
Later, I thought, why don't we just deal with it coldly and not reply to Ding Ge's text message in time, giving Ding Ge the illusion that he was busier.
That's a good idea.
So, I closed my eyes and began to wait for the right time to reply to Ding Ge's text message.
The process was even more difficult, and the seconds were like years. I kept thinking about how long it would be appropriate to text Ding Ge back. Is it appropriate now? Do you want a few more minutes?
As if every second had been magnified several times, I couldn't help but stand up and pace around the room, looking at the clock hanging in the living room from time to time.
But counting seconds like this was too slow, and I had to think of other ways.
So I started sweeping the floor, replying to Ding Ge's message after I finished, and then I started cleaning the room, the kitchen, and the toilet, but this humble home really didn't have much to clean up.
I started to wash my clothes, took out all the clothes I should wash, and replied to a text message after washing one. After washing up, Ding Ge's text message still didn't stop. We seemed to be chatting casually with each other, but I don't know if Ding Ge was as troubled and painful as I am.
If only Old Gao and Hu Zi could talk to me, then I wouldn't look so bored!
When there was nothing else to do at home, I had to go out and walk in the neighborhood. I don't know if it was because I replied too slowly that Ding Ge's replies became careless, and the texting between us became somewhat inexplicably depressing.
As I breathed in the air of the neighborhood, I gradually couldn't find any reason to delay replying to the text message, so when I received the text message again, I had to take my phone out of my pocket and reply to the edited message as I walked.
Then he waited quietly for the next message.
It was undeniable that gradually, I was completely immersed in the pleasure of texting and chatting, as if I had been in the rain for a long time.
This kind of chat was like a gift to me. It was so luxurious and precious!
In the past, how much I wanted to know about Ding Ge's life and how she was doing every day, but I could only imagine that I could only replay the past in my mind over and over again, as if the pain in my heart would ease a little, then the longing would deepen a little, and finally the pain would get worse.
Endless cycle, in the circle of love, I ran round and round, although so tired, but still can't stop...
But another voice couldn't help but ask herself, what's the point of this?
I don't think we can be friends anymore after Ding Ge and I went through so much until we broke up. Maybe it was because we loved each other so much that we couldn't stand to be together in another peaceful way after we broke up.
I would rather hide forever than see Ding Ge!
Nowadays, text messages are frequent, similar to before, but so different! In the past, the text message was full of sweetness, but now, it was full of bitterness and depression, mixed with five flavors.
But right now, I can only do self-deception and hypnosis, just think of it as a conversation between two people in a' friend'relationship.
Even if it was poison, I couldn't stop it!
This kind of contradiction made my chest feel stuffy all the time, and my mood became a little low.
I wanted to end this text chat, but I didn't know how to end it.
I was afraid of facing the disappointment after the end!
Just then, the phone rang again and Ding Ge sent another text message.
Oh, good news. I got a promotion. Congratulations.
Congratulations!
I typed these two words and pressed send.
I believe that it won't be long before I become the general manager, ceo, rich and beautiful, and reach the peak of my life.
Ding Ge used the lines of "Never thought of" to send this message in a teasing tone. I suddenly remembered what Ding Ge said to me that night in the island city.
If one day I become a rich woman, I can settle all your debts. Would you like me to support you?
With my phone in my hand, I was overwhelmed with thoughts and didn't know what to reply to. In fact, Ding Ge was originally rich and beautiful, but she stubbornly left the family.
Just then, my phone rang again. I thought Ding Ge sent another text message, but this time it was the ringtone. I saw that Old Gao called me.
When I got through, Old Gao asked anxiously, "Xing Yun, what did you say to mengmeng?"
"I didn't say anything. I won't tell you." I frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"
"I don't know where Wang Mengmeng is. I can't find her!"
Old Gao's tone sounded particularly fragile, as if he had lost all his strength in an instant.
I was also stunned. Could it be that Wang Mengmeng lost control of his emotions because he knew that Old Gao's parents didn't like her and that they quarreled because of it?
I remember the day when Wang Mengmeng went to the pond. I remember that Wang Mengmeng was in a low mood, but he wasn't too excited. What happened?
I said quickly, "Don't worry, where are you? Did Wang Mengmeng go out?"
"No. She's avoiding me on purpose. She's not at home and her phone is off. I can't find her anywhere!" Old Gao was still very anxious.
"Don't worry. I'll go to Guzheng's house and see if wang Mengmeng is here. Then I'll ask her to call xiao liu and see if Wang Mengmeng is there."
"Okay." Old Gao sighed and replied.
Hanging up the phone, I'm not in the mood to text Ding Ge anymore. Just in time, let's take this opportunity to end this conversation. Because she couldn't think of anything to reply to, she didn't reply to the text.
It was not too late. I hurried back to the neighborhood and headed for Guzheng's house. I called Guzheng on the way. She was home, so I went upstairs.
Soon, when she saw Guzheng, Wang Mengmeng was not here. Then she asked Guzheng to call her friends and get the news again. Wang Mengmeng did not look for them.
I can't help but wonder, where can wang mengmeng go that night?