Chapter 85 The First Hug

I suddenly feel like Guzheng and I are!

We all yearn for a simple and consistent life, a utopian world in the real world. I was spoiled by my parents since I was a little rebellious, stubborn and stubborn. Guzheng made a one-year contract for me, but I was still trapped in the thought of Ding Ge.

Thinking back when he was young, he yearned for the big city so much, so he wanted to make his own heaven in the big city, and imagined that one day he could stand at the top of the city and overlook the whole city, like a king, towering over the whole city!

But what have we experienced in this big city?

After nonstop running, ruthless social engagements, countless tiredness, there are still countless people who want to climb to the top and become the winners of life, but we have lost too many things in the pursuit.

I am like a floating duckweed, drifting with the waves and losing my direction.

It was still unclear what success was, but in the process of pursuing it, he gradually forgot the definition of happiness.

Now that I think about it, the life I wanted in the past was nothing compared to the life Guzheng described.

Later on, he had practiced a lot, and finally recognized his ability, that is, almost at that time he met Ding Ge.

I really wanted my life to be stable, but I wanted my parents and Ding Ge to live a good life with me, so I went out with my cousin.

At that time, I was much more mature than before, no longer arrogant, arrogant, competitive. I followed my cousin to study seriously, and when I talked to others, I would smile all over my face. I was saving money outside. I didn't want to spend any more money, so I could save a little bit. But in my heart, I am very satisfied. This feeling of striving for my loved ones and loved ones makes me feel very happy.

Just as I was immersed in my wild thoughts, Guzheng suddenly looked at me, his clear eyes shining like crystals, and said, "Xing Yun, would you like to elope with me?"

"What?" I was startled by Guzheng's sudden words and looked at her in shock, unable to react for a moment.

Guzheng's face was filled with strong expectations. She looked at me and said, "Even if there is no... No perfect place like I said, there will always be a relatively good place. We can live there, just like Yang Guo and little dragon girl, those... Those people in the martial arts, we leave this river and lake and retire from the mountains. I'm not really talking about retiring from the mountains, I'm talking about..."

Guzheng was so excited that her face turned slightly red from the excitement. I sighed deeply and said softly, "I understand what you want to say."

Guzheng's eyes sparkled, and he looked at me fervently. I didn't dare to look at Guzheng. Today, I seem to have met Guzheng again. She is really a pure and pure girl. I'm afraid she can't imagine such a dreamland without pure words.

But what answer can I give her?

Before I could speak, Guzheng seemed to understand my thoughts. Pain flashed through her eyes, then she calmed down and looked away again.

I took a look at Guzheng, and somehow I felt sorry for this girl, even though I had never been in love with her. But I really don't want to see Guzheng suffer so much in this relationship, but I gave her all the hurt.

What else could I give her?

Guzheng smiled bitterly. Her eyes were a little distracted, like a fog. She lowered her head slightly and said, "I knew it was impossible. We still live in the real world, don't we?"

Guzheng seemed to be talking to himself. I knew I didn't need to answer.

Guzheng looked into the distance again, as if deep sadness flowed in her eyes. She said, "Here, we have to spend money for everything, for food, for cars, for medical treatment. This is the reality. Reality... Reality... Reality, we can't escape it at all. It's so real everywhere. Besides, you still have your parents, I also have my parents, and I'm even the only hope in the family. These... Of course we can't just leave. And..."

Guzheng suddenly paused, his voice becoming softer, and the corners of his mouth curved. "I'm not the one you like!"

The person you like is not me...

Those words pierced my heart like a sharp sword. I could see the countless pain in Guzheng's heart. Her tone was so desolate and desperate. Looking at her beautiful and fair face, I thought that few people in the world would like to see her sad.

"Guzheng, don't do this." I couldn't help but say softly.

"Xing Yun, can you give me a hug?" At this moment, Guzheng looked at me eagerly.

The first reaction in my heart was still rejection, which made me feel a little cold-blooded. She's like this. What can I do if I hug her and comfort her? Anyway, I am not afraid of the shadow, so why should I care about those meaningless things?

So I took a deep breath, walked up and gently embraced Guzheng.

Everything around them became very quiet. The river flowed quietly, the grass wavered slightly, and the breeze blew gently...

I hugged Guzheng, wishing I had never met this heartbreaking girl. Whether I admit it or not, I hurt her!

Guzheng put his hands on my back, buried his head in my chest, and we were silent. I could feel the warmth from Guzheng's cheeks and the sound of her deep breathing.

I don't know what this hug means to Guzheng.

But I really don't want to see her sad!

...

On the way back, Guzheng said, "Let me drive."

I didn't object, so Guzheng took me back and sent me back to school.

We didn't speak on the way, and there was a slightly sad atmosphere in the car. I had said a few words to ease the silence, but I didn't know what to say at all.

Hey, if the hug just now represented Guzheng's last fantasy, then I hope she can let it go.

Forget this love that never started!

Guzheng sent me to the school gate, and we should be separated.

I had just gotten out of the car when I heard someone shouting at me, "Xing Yun."

It was my mother.

My mom and dad were walking back from outside when they happened to meet Guzheng and me.

My mother looked into the car with bright eyes and a gentle smile began to appear on her face.

Guzheng looked a little shy. She glanced at me, but had no choice but to get out of the car. She greeted my father and mother and shouted with a smile, "Uncle and aunt."

My mother was slightly taken aback, as if she had seen Guzheng somewhere, but she couldn't remember it for a moment. I said from the side, "This is Guzheng, mom." Then I whispered to my mother, "The one my aunt introduced."

Now it seems that I can only remind my mother that my mother is old and has a bad memory. Even if she met Guzheng, she forgot, so I can understand her wish that I get married soon.

My mother then remembered, looked at Guzheng and smiled warmly, "Ah, Guzheng, look at auntie's memory, that... Go home and sit down."

As soon as I looked at my mother, I knew she must have misunderstood me. I know my mother too well!

Guzheng was a little embarrassed, but her face was not too nervous. Instead, she smiled gently and said, "No, auntie, I should go back too. Look, I didn't bring you any gifts this time."

My mother quickly answered, "What gifts do you bring? No gifts. Guzheng, look, you're here too. Just go home and rest."

I let out a deep sigh and showed an apologetic expression to Guzheng. At the same time, I said to my mother, "Mom, I still have something to do. Next time."

My mother gave way enthusiastically several more times before giving up. After I sent my mom and dad away, Guzheng got into the car too. They looked at each other and both breathed a sigh of relief.

We smiled at each other and the atmosphere finally lightened up.

Guzheng drove the car, looked at the steering wheel and remained silent for a few seconds, then smiled at me and said, "Okay, then I'll go."

"Well, slow down on the road."

Guzheng nodded as usual and left.

As I watched the car gradually disappear from my sight, I sighed again and thought, I'm afraid this is the last time Guzheng has come to this town.

When I got home, my mother looked at me like she was waiting for me, as if she wanted to get something out of me.

I smiled bitterly and explained to my mother, "We are not what you think we are. We are just friends. Mom, don't think too much. Just now, you scared other girls."

"Are you stupid to be a mother?" My mother didn't believe me at all.

I was speechless and didn't know what to say to my mother. I've explained it to her before, but the relationship between me and Guzheng is really hard to explain. She can't blame her for such a misunderstanding.

After all, the two blind dates were either together, or they had already broken off contact. Since Guzheng and I were in contact, my mother would definitely think they were together.

It's so hard to explain!

But my mom didn't care about me at all, acting like she didn't believe me. And he called my aunt. But although my aunt introduced us in the middle, I also told my aunt that we didn't succeed. But my mom started talking to my aunt, and she couldn't stop her.

I ignored it and walked into the house.

Not long after, my mother came in again. I couldn't reiterate, "Mom, it's really not what you think."

"Let's not talk about that first." My mother gave me an endless expression and asked me, "What's the cell phone number of plateau?"

I looked at my mother doubtfully and asked, "What do you want Old Gao's phone number for?"

"After all, she took care of you in the fish pond for a while. Mom has to invite her over for dinner. And Hu Zi, come with us. I'll make you a nice meal."

I don't know if my mother wants to hear anything from my two good friends, but when I think about it, I have to look at my mother, it's too high.

After I saw through it, my mother smiled and said, "Come on, what's the number on the plateau? I really have something to do with him."

"What are you looking for him for?" I took out my cell phone and called Old Gao.