"In the past, what you did was wrong, but mom and dad were wrong too. We can't impose our own ideas on you." My mother said to me earnestly, "If you don't love this job as a teacher, you might as well not do it. No matter how well you do it, you have no passion. You will never be an excellent teacher. Mom has noticed that you're not happy with your teaching these days."
I didn't expect my mother to say such a thing all of a sudden. She felt a little guilty and a little wronged. She had the urge to fall into her mother's arms and act like a child.
"So, you should do what you like." My mother had a kind smile on her face and she said, "You are at the age of energy, you know? You'd better not stay at home. Mom knows what you're thinking. You can't let that thing get you down. Your parents will look down on you."
Subconsciously, my fingers turned white as I held the chopsticks.
"You used to love doing that. You had a lot on your mind. It's all our fault that our family's conditions are not good enough to create any powerful conditions for you."
I was a little embarrassed by what my mother said. I gritted my teeth and said, "Mom, don't say that."
"But you can't be defeated by a difficulty." My mother pushed the bank card in front of me and said, "The money is not for you to spend. What my parents mean is, you should go out and find a way to start a business."
When I heard my mother's words, I suddenly felt an unspeakable surge of blood in my heart. The blood was boiling, as if suddenly my body was full of strength.
At the same time, I felt a lot of shame in my heart. My thoughts became very complicated and mixed, and I didn't know how to express them.
Looking at the eyes of my mother, me, and my father, I gradually gathered some strength in my heart!
However, I couldn't help but think of the previous incident, and I was a little worried. What if I let my parents down again?
"Xing Yun." At this moment, my father opened his mouth and looked at me and said calmly, "You have to let go if you want to do it. You can't have any worries. You can't think of failure before you do anything. What could that do? Besides, don't be afraid. If you're tired, go home. Your father and mother will always be at home waiting for you. They'll be a strong support for you."
My father's words also made my eyes brimming with tears.
I finally made up my mind!
"Okay, come on, let's not talk about this. Let's eat first." My mom picked up food for me again.
I ate my mom's cooking and felt very happy.
After dinner, I didn't go to class anymore. I just stayed at home and packed my luggage.
I think I failed in Pucheng, and this time, I think we should start in Pucheng.
In fact, when I talked to Guzheng before, I wanted to start over. Now, with the support and encouragement of my father and mother, I am full of passion!
But accepting my parents'money was still a bit hard for me, but now I can only choose to accept it!
After packing up my luggage, I thought about my life that had changed since that incident. It was as if it had been centuries, and now it was as if it had been a cycle, as if everything had returned to its original place.
It's just that at this moment, I don't have Ding Ge by my side.
However, when the blood in my heart ignited, my mood changed again.
Things that I didn't even dare to think about in the past seemed to have a last chance!
I couldn't help but wonder, if I succeed this time, can I still be with Ding Ge?
If she's willing to forgive me and still want to be with me, then I'm willing to be with her forever!
However, after so much experience, I knew that the plan would never catch up with the changes, so I thought, let's take a look at the situation of starting a business for a while, and then think about things with Ding Ge.
Then, I took my luggage, said goodbye to my parents and embarked on a new journey!
Sitting in the car and looking out of the window, I had been in the car countless times in the past week when I was in school. The stations and scenery along the way were already too familiar to be familiar. It can be said that all these years I took the car, I also witnessed the changes of the buildings on both sides of the road.
At this moment, my heart alternated between tranquility and excitement...
When I came back to town, I really didn't want to go back to Pucheng. I just want to teach for the rest of my life in peace, just like my father and mother, living a peaceful life.
However, I never thought that my teaching career would be so short, only a week.
Perhaps, I really am not a teacher!
We always like to say' if' and' hypothesis'. I used to imagine what would happen if I didn't run into an accident. Now I can't help but wonder what would happen if I really taught for the rest of my life?
But there is no regret medicine in life, and these can only be thought of.
I didn't call or inform anyone. I just returned to Pucheng with my luggage on my back.
When they came to Pucheng, they naturally had to find a place to live. Now that Hu Zi is living with me, it's enough for both of us, so I think it's better to live in an old house, a familiar house, and Hu Zi certainly won't care. Besides, he's just out of love, so I can accompany him.
But instead of calling Hu Zi, I took a taxi and went straight to the neighborhood.
I think Hu Zi doesn't even have a job anymore. Maybe he hasn't found a job these days. Maybe he should be at home. So I went upstairs, knocked on the door and shouted, "Hu Zi, are you there?"
However, no one responded.
I didn't think about calling Hu Zi. Maybe he was busy outside, and I didn't want to disturb him. I just sat down on the stairs and waited for him to come back.
At this moment, I was still thinking about what to do.
After all, starting a business is different from working. If I lose all my parents'money again, I really have no face. So I can only succeed, not fail!
However, after thinking for a long time, there was still no specific idea in his mind.
Unconsciously, it was night.
When I looked at the time, it was almost seven o' clock. Hu Zi hadn't come yet?
He's not going to live here anymore, is he? It was possible if Hu Zi checked out, so I wanted to call Hu Zi to see what was going on.
However, just as he took out his phone, there were footsteps and voices coming from the corridor.
Is it Hu Zi? I couldn't help but think.
It seemed to be two people. I heard a man's voice and a woman's voice.
Gradually, as they climbed higher and higher, their voices became more and more real. Hu Zi's voice was indeed right. I could hear it, but who was that woman?
It definitely wasn't Li Xiaowei. It didn't sound like someone I knew. It was strange.
I wondered in my heart, did Hu Zi really forget about Li Xiaowei completely, completely put down the feelings of a few years, and started a new love?
I smiled bitterly. I didn't know how Hu Zi did it. I couldn't stop anyone else from breaking up with Ding Ge for so long.
The two of them seemed to be very happy, talking and laughing, so I stood up from the stairs, not long after Hu Zi and a woman appeared in front of me.
I saw Hu Zi and the woman in his arms.
But when I saw that strange woman, I immediately frowned!
I could smell the pungent perfume on a woman's body through a staircase, and she was dressed in a bold and unrestrained manner, with her hair dyed in all colors and huge earrings. Her makeup was especially thick, and her gorgeous yet vulgar clothes made me feel disgusted, especially her chest, which looked like a lychee poster of "Women of the dynasty."
A woman may not be beautiful, but she will always have something to wear and dress up for herself.
I never liked this kind of woman who almost turned herself into a ghost. She was obviously pretty, but she had to come out to scare people. I didn't know what they were thinking. An alternative decoration to express his high aesthetic and personality? Unconventional?
If you want to go high, you must go low!
Looking at the woman, she felt a sense of dust.
At the same time, I also understood that Hu Zi definitely did not find a new girlfriend. This woman might just be his playmate.
The metal accessories on the women's clothes jingled as they walked. Hu Zi held the woman's shoulders frivolously. The relationship between the two seemed like a relationship between a prostitute and a chicken.
At this moment, Hu Zi saw me standing in front of the door, stunned, and the smile on his face also restrained.
The woman also saw me with a puzzled expression on her face.
The two of them walked up to me. Hu Zi let go of the woman, scratched his head and asked me, "Xing Yun, when did you come back?"
Hu Zi's eyes made me feel a little uncomfortable.
I've only been away for a few days, and he's become like I don't know him anymore. I've never seen him like this in all these years. I have some regrets. I regret leaving. I should have stayed with him more. He must be in pain!
Otherwise it wouldn't be like this! Some of them were depraved and sloppy, as if they were gangsters, completely devoid of their previous maturity and steadiness.
"Just arrived." I smiled slightly.
Hu Zi smiled awkwardly at me.
He took out the key, quickly opened the door, and then said to me, "Go in."
I glanced at him and the woman and entered the room. At the same time, Hu Zi whispered a few words in the woman's ear, and the woman also whispered a few words to Hu Zi. She could not hear what she said clearly, but she sounded a little grumpy.
I looked at the room. It was a mess. It was about the same as when I broke up with Ding Ge. It was a mess. I'm afraid Hu Zi was in the same mess. She wasn't in the mood to clean up.
At this time, there were a lot of instant noodles on the table in the living room, and there were a lot of cigarette butts and wine bottles on the floor.
Hu Zi started smoking?
He didn't smoke before!
The woman did not enter, but left after a few words with Hu Zi, and then Hu Zi entered.
"I messed up the house." Hu Zi said to me.
"Nothing." I said to Hu Zi, "Have you eaten?"
"No."
"Neither am I. Let me cook."
Hu Zi said, "I'm going to buy some food and wine. Let's have a drink. You can wait at home."