Chapter 130 : Sleep Alone

We hooked up before, which means that Ding Ge values this promise very much, so I will fulfill it.

Because to me, it wasn't just a few pictures of the stars, it was a picture of my love for Ding Ge!

I like photography, so I don't like to be perfunctory at all. I want to do my best and take amazing pictures of Ding Ge.

But there were no ideas or ideas in her mind, plus she was so tired at home that she didn't even have time to feel the vastness and magnificence of the sky, how could she capture her beauty?

Unable to sleep, I did not continue to lie down, opened the curtains of the room, and looked out the window into the night sky.

The sky was a little grey tonight. There were not many stars in the dark sky, and the moon's light was faint. There was not much light reflected in my room.

I put my hands in front of my eyes and took a picture of the sky. I couldn't help but think about what would happen to the picture taken like this. Although there were no real photos, the images in his mind were particularly mediocre, completely unable to show the beauty of the sky.

I sighed. Did it really take me a long time to take a picture and all the inspiration in my head disappeared?

Before I could use the smartphone, I liked to shoot randomly. Although the quality of the photos under the bad pixel inevitably decreased, I could always find the kind of feeling I wanted. Now, I feel like a singer who can't write songs anymore, some unspeakable desolation and sadness!

Facing the night sky, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. If I couldn't take good pictures, how could I apologize to Ding Ge?

I went back to bed and lay down. I thought about it and saw if there was any other way.

But this time Ding Ge was different from the last time Lin Ya was angry. Lin Ya and I often quarreled, so even without that meal, we would have made up in a few days.

Hey!

Late at night, I sighed deeply!

There was a growing sense of helplessness, feeling as small as a star in the sky, and dinger was the bright moon. Although they looked very close on earth, they were actually not known how many light years apart.

I couldn't help but wonder, what was Ding Ge doing now, if he couldn't sleep like me?

Misunderstanding, although it seemed like a trivial misunderstanding to me, I found it hard to explain it clearly.

Guzheng appeared in my life too often, even more frequently than dinger and Lin Ya. To be fair, if Ding Ge still liked me, she wouldn't mind Guzheng's existence.

Gradually, I don't know when, outside came the patter of rain. At first, I didn't hear it, but I was immersed in my imagination.

Then I realized it was raining and turned to look out the window. I had closed the curtains and could only hear the sound of the rain falling. I felt the rapid patter of the rain, as if it was still raining.

For some reason, the rain reminded me of the day I was in Green city.

It also rained that day, and I saw Ding Ge's figure in despair. At that moment, until now, I still remember it vividly. I can't forget the feeling at that moment!

Her arrival was like a light, appearing in the dark, illuminating my whole world.

I can't describe my own feelings at that moment. Ding Ge, who was drenched like a drowned chicken, gave me a strong sense of shock!

There was also a beauty that was so beautiful that it was suffocating!

Falling into the memories, she felt everything in front of her became hazy, as if she had passed through that day. If it hadn't been for Ding Ge's arrival that day, there wouldn't have been any follow-up over the past six months.

Suddenly, an inspiration flashed through my head.

I shuffled out of bed and sat up with goosebumps all over my body. I suddenly had an idea. It's raining now. Why don't I take this time to go to Ding Ge and explain to Ding Ge in person and apologize to her?

Such a majestic and heavy rain, can more reflect my sincerity and intention, I clenched my fist, feeling more and more feasible.

So, I got out of bed, put on my clothes, endured the pain in my thigh, and went to the lobby to pick up Hu Zi's car keys, ready to go out.

However, the next thing I did was worry about a problem.

It's raining so heavily outside. Should I take an umbrella?

Holding an umbrella, my body is not wet, but is this not able to show my sincerity?

But without an umbrella, she foolishly ran into the rain and deliberately drenched herself. The situation was different in Green city. Ding Ge didn't bring an umbrella without looking at the weather forecast, so he got out of the car and fell into the pouring rain.

Now, I knew it was raining without an umbrella. Even though I was drenched and looked miserable, it seemed as if I was using my tragic experience to arouse Ding Ge's sympathy and make her forgive me.

I suddenly felt that this was very shameful!

Finally, I put down the car keys and sat down again.

He didn't want to go to Ding Ge again.

Because I think this is wrong, I should use my heart to apologize to Ding Ge, not use this rain!

After that, I dragged my heavy steps back to the room. After rejecting this method, my heart became even more desperate, and I was also a little tired. I lay on the bed and gradually fell asleep in the sound of the rain.

The next day, when she woke up, it was still raining.

I rubbed my eyes and said in my heart, this rain can really fall, is it to accompany the gloom in my heart? Or do you want to fill in another layer of gloom for me?

It was dark in the room, and the whole sky was dark. Normally, it would be bright at this hour.

I was about to get up when Hu Zi came to my room.

I was about to get dressed and said to Hu Zi, "Get up."

Hu Zi said to me, "Okay, don't go today."

I frowned and subconsciously said, "Why not?"

"Your leg is injured."

"That's bullshit!" I don't think so. It's such a small thing. It looks like something's going on now. I don't have to go to work like this. It's okay to have another fight with those yellow-haired people.

Hu Zi smiled and said, "No. It's raining again. There must be very few people in the restaurant. It's okay if you go. We probably have a long time to spare. So, you can rest at home. It's raining today. I'll let you go if it doesn't."

Hu Zi's words left me speechless. Indeed, the rain was still fierce and it seemed like I didn't know when to stop. The restaurant business would definitely be affected. After thinking about it, I had to agree to Hu Zi and rest at home today.

Hu Zi left, but I didn't feel sleepy anymore.

I didn't sleep anymore. I got up to wash up, went to the kitchen to make some food for myself, and then...

Then nothing happened!

I stayed at home alone, accompanied by only the sound of rain all over the world, and this pattering of rain, but I feel even more lonely.

The weather was especially cold, and I felt chilly in a sweater, so I took a coat and put it on, thinking that winter was really getting closer and closer.

I suddenly regretted staying at home. I might as well have gone to the restaurant with Hu Zi. At least I had something to do there. I could talk to them even if I had nothing to do. Instead of staying at home like a fool, I couldn't go anywhere.

What a pain!

It's too hard!

I lay on the sofa in the living room, staring out the window with empty eyes, looking at the heavy rain, looking at the traces of water left on the window.

It's so boring, I guess that's it!

Because of the rain, the room was much darker than it used to be, and the gloom cast a shadow over my heart. I suddenly didn't like this rainy day. Even if I stayed in my room, I felt like I was drenched in the rain. My cold, wet clothes stuck to my body, and I wanted to wrap myself up as tightly as possible.

There was nothing to pass the time, only seconds to pass like years of pain.

I didn't sleep well last night, but I'm not sleepy at all. The sound of the rain makes me especially awake and chaotic.

It was indescribable that feeling, like being bound by a layer of cocoons, unable to pull away, could only stare blankly at the outside world.

How lonely!

Guzheng called me around nine o' clock to remind me not to forget to put on safflower oil.

When I saw Guzheng's phone call, I was so excited for the first time. At this moment, I really wanted to say a few more words to Guzheng, hoping that she wouldn't hang up immediately, because I was so lonely alone. It was so painful and painful.

His usual mood seemed to have been magnified dozens of times in this rainy day.

I even hoped that Guzheng would come over and accompany me. It was better for the two of them to talk and chat than for me to sit here.

But Guzheng didn't pester me today, so he hung up after he told me.

I suddenly felt abandoned.

But then I thought that it would be better if Guzheng didn't come. After she came, I felt even more guilty about ding ge.

After hanging up the phone, I continued to lie on the sofa in a daze. I forced myself to close my eyes in the hope that I could fall asleep.

I don't want to endure another second.

But closing my eyes didn't help, but I didn't give up. I kept my eyes closed and listened to the rain. Gradually, I felt a little sleepy, which made me finally smile.

Gradually, I came to the edge of sleep.

"Knock, knock, knock!"

At this moment, when I almost fell asleep, my door rang.

At that moment, I gritted my teeth and was so excited that I finally fell asleep and was woken up again.

I sat up a little irritably, thinking about the people outside, you'd better give me a reason to let you in.

As I sat up, my consciousness gradually cleared up and I began to think, who knocked on my door at this time?