Chapter 176 : Talk to Lin Feng

She used to smile and tell me that her arms were darker than boys'; she used to smile and tell me that sometimes she really couldn't bear to eat breakfast; she used to smile and tell me that what she heard at school was praise from teachers and all she heard in society was scolding.

But why?

A beautiful girl like Lin Ya, shouldn't her slender hands be playing the piano? He couldn't even afford a breakfast. It sounded like a joke, like a lie! Someone scolded her? This is even more abnormal. Such an outstanding girl, her life should be full of applause and praise!

This was supposed to be Lin Ya's life, but what was she going through?

When she said that, she always understated it, but I know that every word she said, I don't know how much sweat and fatigue it condensed!

But she always smiles and comforts us. That's all in the past.

But the girl who was stronger than all the girls I knew, the girl who rarely cried, cried in front of me.

The girl I know is so kind. She never buys expensive things. She will save money and donate it to the nursing home. She is so filial. She carries a family on the shoulders of a girl. How many seven-foot men can't lift their heads in front of him. She was so smart, but she couldn't go to college because of the tuition fees. It sounded like a joke, but it happened to her so real and ashamed. Who would understand that feeling?

Now she is like a phoenix, reborn from nirvana, so she can afford to do anything!

Lin Ya's voice became softer and softer. She was really tired. After all these years, she was too tired.

I put Lin Ya's head on my lap, then patted her gently and said, "Sleep, sleep, let bygones be bygones. We won't talk about it again."

Lin Ya didn't speak. She closed her eyes obediently, but her body was still curled up as if she was hurt. I gently stroked her back. On the screen, there was another song. I didn't use the microphone and started humming to the lyrics.

The brightest star in the night sky

Can you hear me clearly?

The person who looked up to

The loneliness and sigh in my heart

The brightest star in the night sky

Can you remember?

Once walked with me

The figure that disappeared in the wind

I pray for a transparent heart

And the eyes that cry

Give me the courage to believe again

Oh beyond lies to embrace you

Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence

Every time I get lost in the dark

Oh~ the brightest star in the night sky

Please lead me closer to you

...

I looked down at Lin Ya, who was already asleep. She looked like a child, and her expression was especially peaceful and calm.

Looking at her, I couldn't help but laugh. Such a girl, she must be happy!

Just like that, Lin Ya and I slept on the ktv sofa all night.

When I woke up the next day, I found myself lying on the sofa with a coat over my body. Lin ya was also sleeping on the sofa with her head next to hers and her feet stretched out to the other side. Fortunately, the sofa was long enough and we were both fine sleeping on it.

I had just moved when I saw Lin Ya open his eyes.

At this moment, our heads were so close that even I blushed a little. Lin Ya seemed a little confused and rubbed his eyes.

I sat up and scratched my hair. I couldn't remember when I laid down yesterday. I clearly remembered Lin Ya sleeping on my lap.

I took a breath and asked, "Are you awake?"

Lin Ya made a lazy expression. She sat up, pressed her forehead and said, "No more sleep. It's time to go to work."

"If you can't, ask for a leave of absence." We went crazy for too long yesterday.

Lin ya looked at me and nodded.

Then, after putting on my shoes, Lin Ya and I tidied up and left the ktv.

The wine had already woken up, so I didn't ask Old Gao and Hu Zi to come over either. It was okay to drive. It's still early. I drove Lin Ya to a breakfast stall.

Now innocence is getting colder and colder, and the footsteps of winter have stepped on our heads. Lin Ya and I were both trembling, and we wanted to warm our stomachs with hot soup right away.

The two of us sat down in the room. Lin Ya ordered a bowl of salted tofu, a bowl of spicy soup, and then put a lot of vinegar in it. The two of us ordered a basket of steamed buns and two eggs. In the heat and smell, they began to eat breakfast.

Last night, she was too busy wiping tears and comforting Lin Ya to say much. Now that we're both much more awake, I want to talk to Lin Ya more.

"Girl." I called out to her softly.

Lin Ya's mouth was bulging. He had just stuffed a small steamed bun into his mouth and gave a vague "Mmm."

"Don't think so much about it in the future, okay? Let bygones be bygones. You don't have to feel like you owe anyone, no one owes anyone. You're here today because you're Lin Ya, and you deserve it! Do you understand?" I pointed at Lin Ya and said solemnly, "From now on, I won't let you say those words of yesterday again. Remember?"

Lin Ya, who usually had a sharp tongue, didn't say anything but nodded silently.

I took a deep breath, looked at her and said, "Okay, then smile!"

Lin Ya rolled her eyes reluctantly, then smiled at me. Her smile was especially bright, warmer than the morning sun, and there was a leek flower on her teeth, which made her look so cute.

"Well, that's right."

I knocked the egg on the edge of the table, peeled it, and handed it to Lin Ya. Lin Ya took it, but then I said to her, "Do you see this egg?"

Lin Ya tilted his head and looked at me as if to say, can I not see a big egg?

"Your life will be more complete than this egg!" I said to Lin Ya emotionally.

Maybe my emotions infected Lin Ya. She took the egg, looked at it for a moment, then smiled at me and nodded.

After breakfast, I took Lin Ya home and hitched a ride back to the restaurant.

I called Lin Feng on the way and he told me that he was already at the restaurant. But I don't think he went back last night.

Today, I think it's time to have a good talk with lin feng. It's been a long time since he left school!

When I arrived at the hotel, Hu Zi and the others hadn't come yet. Lin Feng was alone in the lobby. When she saw me, she smiled and shouted, "Brother xingyun."

"Have you had breakfast?"

"Yes."

Lin Feng seemed in a good mood, and I talked to him, "Did you see Tang Manya yesterday?"

Hearing Tang Manya's name, Lin Feng couldn't stop smiling. The word "Happiness" was almost written on his face. He nodded excitedly.

"How are you two?"

Lin Feng smiled shyly and said, "Brother xingyun, we're together again."

In fact, when I saw Lin Feng today, I guessed that if I had heard the news yesterday, I would have been happy for them. But today, I really don't know whether this is good news or bad news.

"Really?" After thinking about it, I waved my hand at lin feng and motioned him to sit down.

Lin Feng gave me a puzzled look and we sat down at a table.

"What are you two going to do in the future?"

Lin Feng's eyes sparkled and he said with a smile, "We both agreed yesterday. Tang Manya said she still has to learn how to make cakes. She will find another cake shop. Me? I want to be with her, so I think I should learn how to make cakes."

It seemed that they had really seriously considered this question yesterday, which was indeed a little valuable.

It's just that life isn't as simple as they think.

I sighed. Rather than make Lin Ya the villain, let me do it.

I looked at Lin Feng and said, "Lin Feng, have you really not thought about going back to school?"

Lin Feng looked at me strangely, and there seemed to be some disappointment in his eyes. Because I think he said those things to me as a friend, but now I'm on the opposite side of him again.

He shook his head stubbornly like the first time I saw him.

"Lin Feng, do you know? This is not fair to your sister!" I sighed and said excitedly to lin feng.

Lin Feng said unconvinced, "Why is it unfair?"

"All these years, your sister gave you almost all the money to study. She worked hard to earn it. Do you know how hard it was for her? But now, for Tang Manya's sake, you're going to let your sister's efforts and expectations for so many years go to waste, aren't you?"

Lin Feng looked away from me for a moment, but said with a stiff mouth, "Brother xingyun, I told you, I don't like to study, even if I don't get into the exam."

"But you felt your conscience and said, if it wasn't for Tang Manya, would you be so determined not to go to school?"

"I..."

Lin Feng seemed to want to defend himself, but he didn't say anything after all.

Lin Feng, you can't be so selfish in life, you know? Your sister has suffered so much, and how much do you know? If it weren't for her family, she wouldn't have been so tired. Although you see her now, she's pretty glamorous, she's a leader, she's in the car, she has money to buy expensive cosmetics, she can do whatever she wants, but do you know what she's been through?

Your sister started working when she was your age.

Yes, I know that in your eyes, your sister is your role model, and you want to work as hard as your sister, and then become a human being. But your sister is so tired and tired, not to let you follow her example. She wants you to study hard and get into college. That is a regret she can never make up for in her life. She can only find it from you.

It's too hard, do you understand?

I know that even if I say too much, you won't be convinced. You must think that you can endure hardship. No matter how hard you are, you won't be afraid. You have a lot of blood and passion. You are not afraid of anything. You will think that you will not be worse than others, right? "