Once, she appeared on my phone's call record at the highest frequency, and then, she completely disappeared from my call record. Although I never deleted her number, although I could quickly read it out, it was firmly in my memory, as if I could blurt it out without thinking, our numbers seemed to be disconnected from each other.
After that, her name would occasionally appear on my phone, a long time ago, every time it brought me a huge emotional wave, at that time, I thought her name would not appear on my phone screen again, but to everyone's surprise, she appeared like a miracle.
After that, it was even more incredible that her name appeared more and more frequently, so that I was not so surprised to see her name, as if it was so reasonable. Sometimes I even have the illusion of returning to the past.
At this moment, a person stood on the bridge, looking at Ding Ge's name, thinking.
The bell was still ringing, and the sound of the empty land became louder, as if it was urging me to pick it up.
In the past, I would have been eager to get through, but now my heart was filled with fear, and even the ringtone made me feel numb. I thought, maybe I can't take dinger's call calmly anymore.
Looking at the light on my phone, my hand trembled slightly.
At this moment, a cool breeze blew over, and I shivered, took a deep breath, and then answered the phone.
"You're home?" Ding Ge asked me.
I didn't tell Ding Ge about it, so I asked, "How do you know?"
"Come to the Xingyun hotel for dinner. I saw you weren't there."
Ding Ge went to the Xingyun hotel for dinner?
It was probably Old Gao who told Ding Ge. I said, "I came this morning."
"Are you okay?"
"It's okay. It's been a long time since I came back. Let's go home and take a look."
However, as soon as I finished that sentence, I suddenly thought, where is Ding Ge? How long has it been since she returned home? This sentence must have touched a sore spot in her heart.
She should have lived a completely different life, but because of me, her life had completely changed!
Thinking of this, I quickly changed the topic and said, "By the way, is the girl back?"
"No. What about you? When are you coming back?"
"Maybe a week."
"What took you so long?"
"Yes. Just rest at home for a few days."
Listening to Ding Ge's beautiful voice, my heart was especially uncomfortable. I usually wanted to talk to Ding Ge more, but now I was so scared that my voice could not help but tremble. I asked ding ge, "By the way, what's the matter with the phone call?"
"Well..." Dinger paused, as if hesitating, and then said, "I have something to ask you."
"What?"
I looked at the river in front of me, and I could not feel as calm as the surface of the water.
At this time, Guzheng and I have not been publicly identified as a couple. Ding Ge can chat with me as usual, when she knows?
Inside the microphone, Ding Ge said, "It was the last time you took me to dinner. Didn't you have something to tell me? But you answered the phone and didn't say anything. I'm especially curious about Xing Yun. What did you want to tell me that day?"
What do I want to say?
Thinking about that day, I closed my eyes and took a breath. If there were no accidents, I thought I had already expressed my feelings to Ding Ge, and I thought she would probably agree to me, because I could feel her feelings for me.
At this moment, when Ding Ge asked me this question, I felt even more upset. I even wanted to tell Ding Ge about my secret with Guzheng. I didn't want to keep my promise. I really didn't want to hurt Ding Ge cruelly again.
That would make me feel like a demon!
I gritted my teeth and my body trembled even more.
"Xing Yun, did you hear that?" Ding Ge asked uneasily.
"I heard it!" I tried to be as calm as possible and said, "That day, nothing happened. I told you I wanted to take a photo for you to see. I wanted to show you that day, but the restaurant called and forgot about it. I'll send it to you when I get back."
I had to lie to Ding Ge. Of course, the photos were for her when I got back.
"Well, have you taken the picture?" Ding Ge sounded much happier.
"Well, not really. I'll take some at home these days. I'll give it to you as soon as I get back."
"Well, you're back. Let me have a look."
"Yes."
Then I didn't say much to Ding Ge, and after a brief chat, I hung up.
Hanging up the phone, I felt as if I had been hit hard. I was lying on the railing of the bridge feebly, panting heavily. I felt uncomfortable and depressed all over. I had to breathe heavily. The cold air entered my body.
I really don't know how to face Ding Ge in the future.
When I think about it, I feel an unusual fear!
In this way, I stayed on the bridge for a long time, allowing the cold wind and the cold air to attack me, which made me feel better.
The cold of the body, maybe just add a thick shirt, the cold of the heart, is the cold soaked into the bone marrow, you don't even have a way to resist.
So I would rather keep my body cold, so that the cold in my heart would be relieved.
At this moment, my phone rang again.
This time, it was Lin Ya.
Although it was not as stressful to get through to Ding Ge, seeing Lin Ya's name made me uneasy. When Old Gao sold the pond, Lin Ya yelled at me. She had always wanted me to be with Ding Ge, so when I was with Guzheng, Lin Ya's storm was probably more violent than the gentle Ding Ge.
I took a few more breaths of relief.
Now that things have not been made public, I have become like this. What will I become when they are really made public?
"Hello?"
"What's wrong with you?"
With one word, Lin Ya seemed to hear something strange about me. I also felt that my voice was a little hoarse, as if it could not get out of my throat, especially low. I cleared my throat and continued, "I'm fine."
However, it was not very useful, and the voice was still a little different from the usual natural tone.
"Where are you?" Lin Ya asked doubtfully.
"I'm... At home."
"Is something wrong?"
"No." I smiled bitterly. Why did Ding Ge and Lin Ya think something was wrong when I went home?
"Why is your voice so wrong?" Lin Ya continued to ask.
"Maybe it's a little cold. It's freezing." I didn't want Lin Ya to keep asking questions. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to handle it, so I took the initiative and asked, "Where are you now?"
"It's in an ancient town in the south with great scenery."
"Yeah, you ran pretty far."
"That's right. I've figured it out. It's not easy to take a trip and just have a good time."
"Well, that's right. You should be safe and call us in time if anything happens." I said with concern.
"Don't worry, I'm fine."
"I heard that the chances of a romantic encounter in guzhen are quite high. Have you met anyone you like?"
"You've read too many novels."
"I don't have time to read novels."
"Then why are you thinking about these things all day long?"
"What's wrong with these things?" I smiled bitterly and explained, "Young man, it's not normal to talk about love. You're single now. Don't you want to meet a prince charming?"
"Prince charming? Hehe!" Lin Ya said, "Do you think I'm still 18?"
"Of course, our girl will always be 18."
Lin Ya smiled and said, "All right, don't be poor with me. How are you doing?"
"What can I do? I'm resting at home now. I don't know how idle I am."
"Oh, that's good for you. I thought you were doing something when I heard how disappointed your voice was."
"What can an old man do?"
"It's fine."
"Of course not. Just take care of yourself. Be careful when you're out alone."
"It's okay, I have a wolf protector!" Lin Ya said with a smile.
"Really? Do you want to be so ruthless?"
"Why don't we go back and try it on you?"
"No! I can't take it!"
After chatting with lin ya, she was in a much better mood. Unlike facing Ding Ge, I'm afraid I'll never be able to calm down. I really appreciate Lin Ya's call, which made me feel better in my loneliness.
After chatting for a while, lin ya said to me, "Okay, I won't tell you. I'm going to find a hotel."
"Okay, then you go."
But Lin Ya didn't hang up. Instead, he asked me, "Xing Yun, why do I think something is wrong with you? Are you really okay?"
"What can I do? You are too suspicious! Achoo!"
Maybe it was really too cold, and I sneezed, and this timely sneeze made my lie go on. I sniffled and said, "Look, it's freezing."
"Where are you?"
"I'm outside."
"What are you doing outside?" Lin Ya was like a hundred thousand questions.
"It's okay. Just stroll around."
"Oh." Lin Ya finally asked nothing more.
After hanging up the phone, I started walking home.
At this time, there was not even a light in the empty surroundings, only the moonlight shone on my way forward. I could see the distance in the dark, and I could find my way home.
And the road of love, I don't know where to go!
I seem to be in a thick fog, dizzy and disoriented. When I'm lucky, I can get closer to the right path. If I'm not lucky, I can only walk by feeling, but you can't tell if I'm going in the right direction or wrong.
If you deviate too far, can you come back?
Walking along the road, my phone rang again.
I couldn't help but smile. This night, the bell rang so frequently. I picked up my phone and saw that this time, it was Guzheng!
I don't know if it was agreed or not, but the three women who left important memories in my life all called me this night.
Guzheng...