I stayed at home for a whole week, avoiding the idea of staying home for a whole day. When others didn't contact me, I didn't call anyone and was isolated from the world.
Every day, he would wake up in the dark and come back very late just to take the best pictures. Fortunately, although it was hard and the work was pretty good, I think Ding Ge would like it.
I couldn't stay at home forever. After all, the restaurant couldn't keep Old Gao and Hu Zi busy and I was idle, so after I developed the photos I took, I took my luggage back to Pucheng.
The first thing I did when I got back to Pucheng was to meet ding ge and give her those photos.
Not only did he give her the photo, but in a sense, he said goodbye.
I don't know if it's temporary or forever, but I can't help but treat it as a farewell forever.
Along the way, the car swayed and bumped, and I returned to Pucheng again.
Back in Pucheng, it was almost dusk.
I called Ding Ge and she told me that I wanted to go to her house to give her the photo when I got home. Ding Ge said that he would wait for me at home.
Finally, it was time to see Ding Ge again.
I felt a little unspeakable fear in my heart. I took a taxi and started on my way to Ding Ge's house.
Soon, she got out of the car and came to the Dinger house. I knocked on her door. Ding Ge opened the door for me. She looked very happy. She smiled at me and asked, "Did you just come back?"
"Yeah, I got out of the car and came over."
"You haven't eaten yet, have you?" Ding Ge asked.
I shook my head.
"Okay, let's go eat later." Ding Ge's eyes seemed to be filled with joy.
I wanted to say no, but seeing how happy Ding Ge was, I really didn't know how to say no. But I didn't say anything and Ding Ge thought I agreed.
She smiled again, reached out her hand to me and asked, "Where are the photos?"
I took the photo out of the bag, handed it to Ding Ge, and said, "Here."
Ding Ge couldn't wait to pick it up and immediately flipped through it. When she saw the first picture, she exclaimed, "Wow, it's so beautiful!"
I feel better now. It's good that dinger likes these photos.
Ding Ge then quickly scanned the photos, uttering exclamations from time to time, and saw that they were still lingering in the end.
After looking at it for a long time, dinger looked at me awkwardly. Then she carefully tidied up the photos and put them in the bag as if they were treasures. She smiled at me and said, "Wait a minute."
Then she took the photo and went into the bedroom, probably putting it away.
After a while, she came out, picked up the bag on the sofa, and said to me, "Let's go eat."
I nodded.
Ding Ge and I went out. I don't know if it was because of the photos or not. Ding Ge was always in high spirits and chatted with me all the way. The smile on her face was especially soft and beautiful. It was like a warm and not dazzling sunlight shining on her body. It was very comfortable.
I didn't want Ding Ge to notice anything, so I just talked to Ding Ge.
Ding Ge asked me, "What do you want to eat?"
"I can eat anything. What about you?"
"Me too." Ding Ge said.
"Then you decide. Where are you going?"
The food was also Ding Ge's favorite. She thought about it and told me that her colleague had introduced a new braised chicken and rice, which was good. Naturally, I had nothing to say.
The two of them took a car to the place that Ding Ge said.
The two of them started eating shortly after ordering. Looking at the delicious braised chicken and rice in front of me, I felt a little depressed.
For some reason, I always had the feeling that this might be the last meal I had with Ding Ge!
The thought of this made me very excited. I had already experienced the feeling that life was worse than death without Ding Ge. Do I really want to experience it again?
Seeing my poor appetite, dinger asked, "What's wrong? Isn't it delicious?"
"No." I quickly smiled at dinger.
Ding Ge looked at me doubtfully for a moment. I was afraid that Ding Ge would be worried, so I said, "Maybe it took too long to take the bus."
"Are you feeling unwell?"
"That's not true. I just don't feel that hungry. I'm fine. You should eat quickly."
Ding Ge looked at me for a while before she smiled and continued eating. She said to me, "Then let's go to the movies later."
It was also a promise between Ding Ge and me to watch a movie.
Will this agreement be completed today?
If it was done, would I not owe Ding Ge anything?
Of course not! I owe her my whole life. But when I thought that our movie date was actually more than two months, I had no reason to refuse, so I nodded.
Maybe what I did was meaningless, but I just wanted to make Ding Ge happy now!
After dinner, the two of them strolled to the cinema. Ding Ge had already booked the tickets on his phone and went to the cinema dinger to get the tickets. I bought two bottles of drinks and popcorn and prepared to enjoy a movie with Ding Ge.
We were like a couple, as sweet as it looked. I'm afraid no one would doubt our identity. The intimacy that Ding Ge showed to me was no different from that of a lover, but we didn't hold hands.
Actually, there was only one last step left between us.
The two of them entered the studio and sat down in their seats. There were very few people in the studio at this time, and Ding Ge and I were only a dozen or so people, but it was good, not so noisy.
"How did you take those photos?" Before the movie started, Ding Ge and I were talking.
"Of course it was taken with a camera, the one you and Lin Ya gave me."
"Of course I know it was taken with a camera!" Ding Ge giggled and even patted it, then asked me, "I mean, how did you do it? There are also photos of the sunrise inside. Why are you up so early?"
"Well, shoot the sunrise in the morning, the sunset at night, and the stars at night." I had mixed feelings in my heart, but in order not to affect Ding Ge, I still had a faint smile on my face.
Ding Ge was much more excited than I was. She smiled happily and said to me, "You look so good at taking pictures. You might as well work in a photography shop with the girl."
"Portrait photography and landscape photography are still different."
"Didn't you work in the bridal photography studio before?"
"At my level, can a girl like me?"
"Why not! It's just taking pictures of the baby. It's much less difficult than this, I think." Ding Ge pinched his chin and thought about it, "I think it's really okay. Why don't you talk to the girl?"
Many things Ding Ge didn't know, I can't leave the hotel now, so it's really impossible to do photography with Lin Ya. Besides, if Lin Ya knew that I was with Guzheng, she probably wouldn't agree.
At this moment, the movie started. I was relieved and said to dinger, "The movie started."
Ding Ge still wanted to talk to me about it, but she didn't say anything more and looked at the screen. The lights in the studio were all dimmed, only the big screen was on, and the dragon sign started to ring. Because the movie was 3d, Ding Ge and I both wore 3d glasses.
The hall was very quiet, only the sound of the movie was ringing, but I didn't have much of a mind to enjoy the movie.
I was very conflicted, very conflicted!
Ever since I met Ding Ge, I couldn't control it. The smile on Ding Ge's face gave me a lot of pressure.
Occasionally, I would sneak a peek at dinger. She was so focused that she didn't even realize that I was looking at her. In the dark, I could still see Ding Ge clearly. Or rather, I had already memorized her appearance.
I really love her!
In the past, when I heard such lines in movies and tv dramas, I always felt nauseous, and I rarely said this to ding ge. But I really like to love her.
But I can only hurt her over and over again?
Why?
I would rather the one who pierces through my heart is myself!
I'm really willing to go through all the suffering on behalf of Ding Ge.
Between us, it was really rough. At this moment, I even hope that Ding Ge and I have never met before, so that she won't have too much pain. Or maybe I can erase her memory, my memory, so that her life will be different.
Thinking about all the years we've been through, the pain, the suffering, the tears, the exhaustion, I feel really tired!
I was so tired that I didn't seem to have the strength to hold Ding Ge's hand.
At this moment, Ding Ge noticed that I was peeking at her. She turned her head towards me, and a beautiful smile appeared on her face again. However, her expression seemed a little shy, but I wasn't sure because I couldn't see if she was blushing. She looked at me and asked, "Why are you watching me? Watch a movie!"
I was going to say that you look better than the movie.
But this flirtatious remark was never uttered.
I smiled at Ding Ge, and Ding Ge gave me a mischievous smile, then grabbed a popcorn from the popcorn bucket and took it to my mouth.
Such intimate behavior was naturally the only thing couples would do.
I opened my mouth subconsciously, and Ding Ge smiled and sent the popcorn into my mouth.
Then she continued to open the movie, and my mood was once again rocked by one of Ding Ge's actions!
Even though she was in a strange mood, the time she felt with Ding Ge passed so quickly that two hours passed between her fingers.
I think I will remember these two hours.
After leaving the studio, Ding Ge asked, "How was it?"
"Not bad."
Ding ge pouted and asked, "Xing Yun, do you have something on your mind?"
"No."
"Then why do I feel like you're unhappy?" Ding Ge looked up at me with a slightly aggrieved look.
"No." I really didn't want to see Ding Ge so sad, so I quickly said, "In order to take a picture of you, I get up every day without knowing the day, and then I run around every night. I stay up until very late, and my dark circles come out, so I can be energetic."
"I see." Ding Ge was suddenly happy again, and at the same time, he said to me painfully, "Then how can I make it up to you?"
"What's the compensation? No need. As long as you like it." I said it from the bottom of my heart.
In the dark, Ding Ge smiled gently at me, his mouth brimming with sweetness.