Chapter 242 I Can't Do It

The fear of not being able to land and the horror of falling down so fast made my pores explode and my body trembled violently twice!

For a moment, my heart seemed to be pounded again and again, like a giant pounding on my chest with a hammer!

Things shouldn't be like this!

Ding Ge had already helped me explain. Did Lin Ya not even give dinger face? Since she was able to sit here today, it was obvious that she had left a chance for me.

I felt a door in front of me, and it slowly closed.

Lin Ya stood up.

I fell to the ground so hard that my flesh and blood were smeared!

Lin Ya picked up her black satchel and looked like she was really leaving. There was no hesitation at all. Seeing this, Ding Ge quickly stood up, grabbed Lin Ya, tightly grabbed Lin Ya's arm, and her body leaned forward.

"Why are you leaving? Can't you give Xing Yun a chance? I finally got the two of you together. Can you calm down and sit down first?" Ding Ge pleaded to lin ya.

But lin ya was especially stubborn, her body was not moving, but she did not shake off Ding Ge's arm, just stood there, her beautiful face seemed to be a sadness that could not be melted.

Ding Ge was also a little anxious, speaking a little faster and said to lin ya: "Girl, you and Xing Yun have known each other for many years, I don't believe that losing this friend doesn't hurt you? You can't lie to me. Even if you pretend to be strong, I can see that you're sad, right?"

Lin Ya did not refute Ding Ge's words. She bit her lips and looked up slightly. I saw a glint in her eyes.

My hands were tightly clenched, but the back of my hand was cold and the palm was itchy and hot.

Ding Ge's words made me feel bad too!

Yes, although it was Lin Ya who broke up with me, without all the stupid things I did, there wouldn't have been anything like this.

I only cared about my own pain, depression, and pain, but I forgot that Lin Ya was not happier than me in her heart. As Ding Ge said, maybe she was more painful than me.

My feelings are connected. Lin Ya and I have been able to maintain a close relationship for so many years, naturally, because we know each other very well. I thought I was deeply hurt before, but in fact, I should have hurt Lin Ya.

Lin Ya did not speak, but he did not sit down.

Ding Ge looked even more anxious and said, "I know girl, the thing that really pisses you off the most is that Xing Yun and Guzheng are together. You feel sorry for me. I thank you, but this is... It's the truth. Xing Yun didn't do anything wrong. We're just in the past tense. You can't resent him for this! Even I looked away." Speaking of this, Ding Ge's lips curved slightly. She pursed her lips and continued, "Look, we can both continue to be friends. Can you stop blaming Xing Yun? Are you guys reconciled? Just take it as if I'm begging you, okay?"

Ding Ge said something from the bottom of my heart. After listening to it, my heart was very moved, and there was a strong urge to reconcile with Lin Ya.

But I really have no face to say anything. Without Ding Ge's help, I really have nothing to do.

At this moment, Lin Ya had already left her seat and was facing me. Her body was slightly tilted and Ding Ge was tugging at her. I could see that both of them were very hard. Ding Ge's face reddened from the force.

Dinger looked at Lin Ya with hope in her eyes.

However, Lin Ya did not sit down. I saw that her expression was particularly painful.

She turned her head to look at Ding Ge, her eyes filled with an extremely gentle but stubborn light. Her lips parted slightly and she said slowly, "Ding Ge, I can't do it!"

After that, Lin Ya was determined to leave.

I feel the pain of being punched in the heart!

I couldn't describe the pain in my heart. My heart was filled with great despair. I deeply felt that there was a deep gap between me and Lin Ya, just like the line she drew on the ground that night.

However, Ding Ge did not give up. She did not let go of Lin Ya's arm and held it tightly, but she did not say anything more. She looked at Lin Ya pleadingly. She even wanted to cry. I think if it was me, I would not be able to refuse her.

But lin ya didn't seem to loosen up at all.

I looked bitterly at the two girls I knew the most, a friend who had been close to me for many years, a girl I loved deeply. I couldn't express my feelings at this moment.

However, it was winter, and Lin Ya was wearing a green down jacket. Ding Ge's slender hands could not hold her arms completely. She exerted more force on her sleeves.

Then I saw that Ding Ge was becoming more and more powerless. I saw her hand falling off lin ya's sleeve little by little, but she still didn't give up. She gritted her teeth stubbornly and her cheeks turned red with excitement.

Finally, I saw that Ding Ge's hand finally fell off lin ya's clothes, just like the scene in the bloody tv series where the two hands finally separated.

At that moment, the whole world seemed to suddenly darken!

It was as if a powerful force had struck me. I flew straight into the air, my face ashen. Lin ya was getting further and further away from me. A deep sense of powerlessness seemed to be embedded in my bone marrow, making me feel like I was being hollowed out.

Lin Ya left without looking back.

"Girl." Ding Ge looked at Lin Ya anxiously and shouted again.

But Lin Ya had already left the restaurant.

Ding Ge gritted his teeth and stamped his foot. He said to me anxiously, "Xing Yun, the girl is angry now. I'll go and persuade her. I'll see you go back first. I'll call you later, okay?"

Ding Ge comforted me again, "You know the girl's temper. Don't worry about her!"

"I'm fine."

I smiled faintly and said to dinger, "Go find the girl."

Ding Ge seemed to have something to say to me, but she didn't say much. She just said to me, "Then I'll go."

Soon, Ding Ge trotted out of the restaurant and paid the bill.

I didn't want to stay in the restaurant, so I walked out alone, but suddenly I didn't know where to go. Lin Ya's photography store was not far away from me, and Ding Ge must be there, but I didn't dare to look for them.

I think it's really hard for Ding Ge to persuade Lin Ya this time!

Walking on the street, the north wind blew, I did not walk in the direction of the photo shop, but aimlessly walked in the opposite direction.

He took a long breath into the sky.

I always feel that I will not be able to bear so many things sooner or later. Life is too hard! It's really going on like a year, and things are always going in the wrong direction.

Tired!

This is my biggest feeling, physically and mentally exhausted, I especially want to relax and have a good rest, and put all these troubles behind my ears, even if it is just for a while.

I feel like I'm going to be depressed and depressed, and it's hard to laugh as happily as I used to.

Even during the difficult times when the restaurant opened, the heart was not as heavy as it is now.

At a loss, at a great loss, he could not even see the road after the truth was revealed.

The fog was so thick that it could never disperse. I seemed to be the only one left in the world, and my heart couldn't help but panic.

Just then, my cell phone suddenly rang.

When he picked it up, he didn't expect it to be Lin Feng, Lin Ya's brother, who hadn't been in contact for many days.

Looking at Lin Feng's name, I couldn't help but think of the time we spent together. I still miss it when I think about it. I haven't contacted him for a long time since lin fengqi started studying, and I don't know how he is now.

It's just that Lin Ya and I were so close that Lin Feng mistook us for boyfriend and girlfriend, and now our friendship is over.

I wonder if Lin Feng knows about this.

I don't think I know.

I answered the phone and Lin Feng's voice came through the receiver.

"Brother xingyun. I haven't seen you for so long. How are you?"

"That's it, you little brat. You haven't called me for so long. How was school?"

"Not bad. Come to me on your next birthday. I'll make you a cake. I'll make you happy."

"Can I eat it?"

"Don't worry, it's definitely not poisonous."

"Damn!" I smiled and asked, "How are you and Tang Manya?"

"We're fine. We're fine today. We're playing outside."

"I'm fine. I'm good at studying. When I get back, I'll be surprised."

"Yes. By the way, Brother xingyun," lin feng paused and said, "I've been calling my sister these days. She seems to be in a bad mood. Did something happen to her?"

When I mentioned Lin Ya, my mood suddenly became depressed. I think Lin Ya was in a bad mood mostly because of me, but I couldn't tell Lin Feng. Suddenly, I felt very embarrassed, but I could only say, "Nothing. The photography store just opened. It's just that these days are tiring. Don't worry. Just study hard. Come back and repay your sister."

"Yes." Lin Feng answered with a heavy voice.

After a few more words, Lin Feng hung up.

I gritted my teeth and breathed heavily. After a long time, my mood calmed down.

I continued to walk on the street, looking at this familiar city, but I didn't know where to go after the intersection. There are my best friends and loved ones here, but now I can't feel any warmth. The cold wind seems to blow into my body, into my bones, and my heart feels like it's lying naked in the ice.

I feel so lonely, like a bird out of the flock. I can't find my family, friends, or home!

The world is full of strange lights, the world is full of red and white lights, the world is full of intoxication and gold, the world is full of prosperity and splendor, the world is full of colors, this big world seems to have no boundaries, where is my shelter?

How am I supposed to survive this cold winter that makes me feel no warmth at all?