Guzheng and I walked out of the building together.
Guzheng was as silent as I was. The two of us came to the car, but Guzheng didn't sit in the passenger seat. Instead, he sat in the back row alone.
I was a little surprised, but when I thought about it, it seemed that Guzheng had been a little different since dinger was hit. She spoke very little and was very quiet most of the time. I was worried that Ding Ge had ignored her.
At this moment, I couldn't help but look at Guzheng and ask, "Are you okay, Guzheng?"
"It's okay." Guzheng smiled faintly.
I didn't say anything more when she said that. At this moment, Guzheng said to me, "Here's your dress. I put it in the car just now. You can wear it."
I did bring two pieces of clothing when I went out today. I was afraid that Guzheng would bring another one because of the cold, but I didn't expect it to be used by dinger.
I put on my clothes and drove away.
The area was rather remote, and most of the buildings were still under construction. From time to time, there were fireworks that bloomed far away from the city, and even the sound could not be heard.
The atmosphere in the car was still a little solemn, and Guzheng and I seemed to be still immersed in tonight's accident.
"Actually," at this moment, Guzheng suddenly opened his mouth slowly and said quietly, "If you hadn't accompanied me to see the fireworks today, maybe Ding Ge wouldn't have been broken."
"How can I blame you?" I said in my heart that it was Hu Zi who insisted on fighting. He was responsible, and dinger was trying to save me. I was also responsible, but it had nothing to do with Guzheng.
"Why can't you blame me? If I don't go to you, maybe you won't go out to see the fireworks. Then Hu Zi doesn't have to go to the square to pick you up. If he doesn't pick you up, he won't fight with others. If you don't fight with others, Ding Ge won't save you." Guzheng said in one breath.
I glanced at Guzheng. Could it be that she was upset about this?
"That's not right." But when I thought about it, what Guzheng said clearly didn't make sense, and I didn't know how to refute Guzheng, I finally frowned and said, "According to you, if Ding Ge didn't come to the square to see the fireworks, she wouldn't be hurt. If ji ze hadn't confessed to Lin Ya successfully, she wouldn't have left alone. If it hadn't been for saving me, she wouldn't have been beaten up."
As I spoke, my heart began to feel bad again. Finally, my voice became softer and softer. I gritted my teeth and said, "Actually, it's still my fault!"
If I were strong enough, then I could protect Ding Ge and she wouldn't be hurt.
Just like that, there was silence all the way. Neither of them spoke again. I took Guzheng to the hotel, and then she drove away.
I did not stop, and soon returned the same way.
On the way, I was alone, still thinking about Ding Ge resisting the steel pipe for me. I'm really sad. Ding Ge became like this to save me. How can I make it up to her?
Now her right arm could not move, and it was especially inconvenient for her to live, clothe, and walk. And it was the same for several months. In the future, her right arm could not be too hard, so she should pay more attention to protection.
Not long after, I returned to the hospital.
When they arrived at the ward, Ding Ge was still sitting there, Lin Ya was sitting next to her, and Hu Zi was sitting on another empty bed.
Seeing me coming back, Hu Zi asked, "Why are you here again? There are two empty beds in the room, and you have nowhere to sleep when you come."
Naturally, I wouldn't care about that. I sighed and looked at Ding Ge. Lin Ya turned away from me on purpose.
My face twitched stiffly. I looked at Ding Ge and asked, "Why did you do that?"
"That man attacked you. It would be terrible if he hit you on the head. I thought I could grab the steel pipe in his hand. Who knew I didn't?" There was no regret or fear in Ding Ge's voice, as if she would do it again in time.
She deliberately resolved the heavy topic with a brisk tone.
"I'm a man, so what if I get hit? You're a woman." My lips quivered.
"Okay, I don't want to talk about this anymore." Ding Ge deliberately showed a tired look, sighed, and then said to me and Hu Zi, "Xing Yun Hu Zi, you should stop fighting in the future. It's not good. I think you are mature enough..."
Ding Ge sighed again and did not say much.
I scratched my head, not knowing what to say.
Sometimes, it's really involuntary.
At this moment, Ding Ge's face was troubled again. She said, "I have to call my parents. What should I tell them?"
"To be honest, you have a broken bone and your arm has been hanging like this for months. You still want to hide it from your parents? Maybe!" Lin Ya said.
I thought to myself, Lin Ya was right. Ding Ge is living at home now, so it's impossible to hide it from her parents.
"Why don't I stay at your house all the time?" Ding Ge said to lin ya.
"I can't hide it. Can you keep it from me for a hundred days?"
"I can't just wait until I'm done."
"You keep everything at home now, not to mention clothes and shoes, everything! Aren't you going home to get it?"
"Use yours first."
"No way. Your parents will know. Just call your parents and tell them the truth." Lin Ya took Ding Ge's phone out of his bag, dialed it directly, and placed it in Ding Ge's ear.
Ding Ge was not left-handed and picked up the phone a little inexperienced.
Soon the call came through, and we couldn't hear what was said there, but Ding Ge didn't say anything about the fracture. She just said that she was staying at Lin Ya's place tonight, and then hung up without much talk.
Lin Ya looked at Ding Ge doubtfully. Ding Ge quickly explained, "It's okay to keep it a secret for the whole night. It's so late. It's impossible for them to come here to see me again."
Lin Ya nodded.
"How are you feeling now?" I asked worriedly.
Ding Ge couldn't hide the pain on her face. She looked at me and replied, "It hurts!"
"Why don't you lie there? It's so uncomfortable." Hu Zi said.
"That's good."
"You'd better lie there and rest. I'll take care of you in the future." Lin Ya said a particularly warm word.
Ding Ge also had a warm look in her eyes, but she curled her lips and said, "You have to take care of it if you don't."
Lin Ya glared at Ding Ge.
"I'm a wounded man now!" Ding Ge said fearlessly.
"That's a lot to talk about. Doesn't it hurt?"
"Of course it hurts!" Ding ge glanced at the three of us and said, "But I can only divert my attention by talking to you. Otherwise, I really can't stand it."
Lin Ya helped Ding Ge up, and Ding Ge said, "Put a high cushion behind me."
Lin ya did as she was told, and then she helped ding ge remove the band. Ding Ge carefully placed her right hand on her abdomen. I wanted to go up and help, but Lin Ya finished it before I could.
Then Lin Ya asked, "What do you do at work?"
This is indeed a problem. In Ding Ge's case, he naturally can't go to work.
Ding Ge frowned and said, "I think we should take a few days off first."
"How about a few days? You hurt your right hand, not your left. It's hard to eat, let alone operate a computer."
"You can operate with one hand."
"Okay, you can go to the bathroom later. Don't ask me for help." Lin Ya glared at Ding Ge and said.
Ding Ge was stunned, as if she wanted to go to the bathroom on her own. After a few seconds, she quickly smiled at lin ya and said, "I was wrong, girl."
Although the two of them were joking, I felt really bad when I heard it. It would have been easier if dinger had injured her left hand and right hand, but she wasn't left-handed, and now her right hand hurts and her left hand doesn't even know how to use chopsticks.
I was particularly uncomfortable at the thought of Ding Ge's difficulties in food, clothing, and transportation in the future.
I really hope it's me, not her, lying on the bed!
Seeing how happy lin ya and ding ge were talking, I took a deep breath and walked out of the ward.
The corridor of the hospital was empty. This orthopedic hospital was not big, and there didn't seem to be too many people in the hospital, so it was especially quiet in the corridor at this time.
I really want to take care of Ding Ge and everything for Lin Ya.
But now I don't seem to have the right to do that.
I'm really going crazy. I can't help but want to tell Ding Ge everything and the truth.
I came to the end of the corridor with the window open, but there wasn't much wind tonight, so there wasn't too much cold to attack my nerves.
I stood in front of the window and couldn't help but return to the past.
I can recall every little nest in detail. Although it is really small, the sparrow is small and has all the internal organs. We really have everything.
We have a small kitchen, an induction cooker, pots and pans, and because of our poor life, we still go to the restaurant less often. Most of the time we cook at home, but I like to cook for Ding Ge. I even check the internet for a few hours just to learn how to cook for Ding Ge.
We have a small bathroom, but Ding Ge cleaned it very clean. There will always be a box of perfume in the bathroom. Ding Ge will buy another one when he is almost done. There were mirrors, dinger's makeup, and a shower, but there was no bathtub. At that time, I told Ding Ge that we must have a bathtub at home in the future so that she could take a comfortable bath.
We have a bed that's not big enough for two people to sleep in. The sheets are always new. Ding Ge is a clean person, including our clothes. Ding Ge always washes them diligently.
When I think about her efforts in that family, I really feel guilty for treating her too much.
She clearly could lead a completely different life, she could have no contact with me, but she still followed me without hesitation, she loved me so much, although she rarely said it, but I could feel her heart.
I gritted my teeth, and the emotions in my heart became more and more intense. I couldn't help but clench my fist and punch the wall.
I closed my eyes, and after a long time, my mood finally calmed down.
In fact, I remember all the promises I made to Ding Ge, but I really don't know if I can fulfill those promises in my life!