It wasn't long before Guzheng and I finished our first drink. Guzheng didn't drink very fast, but she took every big sip, which made me very worried. However, Guzheng was very stubborn and I couldn't persuade her.
I sighed and felt that many of the girls I knew were stubborn.
Ding Ge, needless to say, in order for me to be able to break up with my parents and live alone outside without going home, her stubbornness is the most distressing!
Lin Ya was the same. Many times, she was like a dictator who refused to be refuted. She was a very independent person who rarely changed her mind. Her stubbornness was helpless and sometimes cute.
Guzheng was undoubtedly a stubborn girl. When she told me about her one-year appointment, she really kept going, even if there was no light on the road. Her stubbornness made me feel guilty.
Guzheng picked up the bottle and poured the wine himself. At this moment, the outside seemed to be quieter. Outside the window, it was dark, and inside the hall, there were bright lights. The wall watch was still walking, walking...
I smiled and asked Guzheng, "You asked me for a drink, so you don't have anything to tell me?"
Ding Ge didn't say anything to me, but she felt like she wanted to tell me something, but she couldn't. But what about Guzheng? After we sat here, we were chatting about nothing. Guzheng didn't have any desire to talk to me. She seemed to be immersed in her own sad world. She just let me accompany her for the sake of not being lonely.
But I couldn't enter her heart, so I couldn't figure out what Guzheng was thinking.
Guzheng smiled faintly again. Her lips opened slightly, and she said slowly after a while, "Do you have to say something? Can't we just sit quietly and have a drink together? Do you still feel awkward or something about our current relationship?"
Awkwardness was not a problem. It wasn't a big deal to sit quietly together and have a drink, but now that Guzheng's heavy weight had infected me, I became depressed.
I smiled and said, "Okay, I'll be waiting for you whenever you want to."
"Okay, since you want to talk, then talk." Guzheng seemed to have had a little too much to drink, and she began to show some obvious signs of drunkenness. She looked straight at me and asked, "Has anyone asked the two of us during this period of time?"
I nodded. Usually, everyone in the restaurant talked a lot. It was inevitable that Guzheng would be mentioned.
Guzheng asked, "What did you ask?"
I told Guzheng what I usually said. In fact, it was nothing, but everyone would be curious why Guzheng had come to see me less often these days. I could only tell them that Guzheng was busy, and everyone knew Guzheng's identity. Sometimes, they would tease me that I became a prince.
"Oh." After listening, Guzheng didn't say anything. He was very calm.
"How's your dad?" I asked Guzheng.
If there was anything that could make Guzheng sad, it was probably Guzheng's father. I haven't seen him for so many days, and I don't know what's going on with Guzheng's father.
"Good." Guzheng looked at something with a daze and replied, "He's basically retired now. There's nothing to worry about. There's nothing to worry about every day..."
In the end, Guzheng suddenly shut her mouth. After a while, she shook her head and replied with some guilt, "I'm the only girl he has to worry about every day."
Thinking about it, how could Guzheng's father not worry about Guzheng?
Guzheng is really filial now, she sacrificed a lot of things, she can do things she doesn't want to do, including those lies to her parents, but not for herself, but for her parents.
The mention of Guzheng's father seemed to make Guzheng feel a little sad. She raised her snow-white neck and took a sip of wine. Seeing this, I couldn't help blaming myself. Why are you mentioning Guzheng's father at this time?
Hey, it looks like it's better to have a quiet drink like Guzheng said.
"How long do you think our fake relationship can last?" Suddenly, Guzheng asked another question.
This question is on my mind every day, but it doesn't count as a specific day. This time, it was my turn to feel bad. For a moment, something seemed to be pressing down in front of me.
I lowered my head and tapped on the table with my finger, "It might take a while."
I looked up at Guzheng again and asked, "Are you short of money?"
I thought Guzheng was embarrassed to ask me to return the money. Guzheng shook his head and smiled, "I don't need the money."
"Oh." I can pay Guzheng back a little now, but I was thinking about paying off the three hundred thousand I owe Guzheng at one time. It's the same anyway.
"Have you ever thought about what will happen to us when our fake relationship ends?" Guzheng looked into my eyes again. They were even brighter than the light.
I was stunned by this question. Guzheng emphasized the word "We." I really didn't know how to answer it for a moment.
I have to admit, I never thought about that before.
I thought about how I would confess to ding ge after my fake relationship with Guzheng ended. I had planned to confess to Ding Ge countless times in my mind, but I really didn't think about what would happen between Guzheng and me.
We agreed at the beginning that even after our fake relationship was broken up, we would announce that we broke up, not that it was a fake relationship. Guzheng lent me money, and of course I had to protect her.
So, when we announced our breakup...
Guzheng had said before that when the secret between us was broken, the first year of her engagement would be over, and she would not pester me to pursue me again.
We...
I don't think we'll be sitting together as often as we do now after we "Break up," right?
We are fake couples, but like most real couples, we will gradually lose touch with each other, let alone meet. We will have a life without intersections, and only occasionally think of the person in life.
Perhaps one day, after that day, I will never see Guzheng again!
When this thought flashed through my mind, I actually felt a little sad. I sighed deeply, and my heart became complicated. I didn't know how to describe my feelings.
Actually, this should be a good ending, right?
In this way, she rarely or no longer saw each other. Sooner or later, Guzheng's thoughts and feelings for me would gradually decrease over time, until one day when she thought of me, her heart would be as calm as a sea.
This should be the best ending between us!
Otherwise, I really don't think I can think of anything other than torture. Guzheng would be in pain, and I would be in guilt.
After all, even though Guzheng loved me very much, we had only known each other for less than a year. A year, in fact, was very short in Guzheng's life. She's not that old now, and the point is that she's very good. She'll definitely find the prince charming who belongs to her.
Guzheng has always longed for a pure and perfect love. I believe she will meet it.
With me, it's just that Guzheng met a fork in the road, and she'll always get back on track. I really hope that one day when I think of her, she will say that she has no feelings for me.
I think that's probably the case.
In the future, Guzheng probably won't want to see me again.
It was just that the thought of never seeing Guzheng again really made him reluctant.
"Hello!" Guzheng suddenly shouted at me.
I came back to my senses. Guzheng smiled and said, "What are you thinking, thinking for so long? So, have you thought of the answer?"
Yes!
However, I didn't want to say the answer. I took a deep breath and said to Guzheng, "After we break up, I hope you can find another perfect love that you were destined to have."
Guzheng's mouth was open at my words, and her expression was a little silly and her eyes were a little blurred. After a while, she looked at me and said, "Then don't you congratulate me in advance?"
I picked up the glass, and Guzheng picked up his own. The two of them touched it very seriously.
This time, I took a big gulp and felt a sharp rush towards my body. I closed my eyes and grinned for a while.
Then Guzheng and I didn't talk about anything too heavy, and I still didn't figure out what was on Guzheng's mind today.
A woman's heart, a needle in the sea!
What I could do was to say that a humorous remark made Guzheng smile.
I didn't think we could finish this bottle of wine today, but I didn't expect us to finish it. And basically, Guzheng and I drank in half.
Guzheng's capacity for alcohol was much higher than before!
But it seemed like she was still a little tipsy, her eyes were almost out of focus, and she was in a state of dissociation. Fortunately, she was still very conscious, and she could answer whatever I said.
I turned my head and looked at the watch. It was not long after midnight.
I looked at Guzheng worriedly and asked, "It's getting late. How are you going back?"
"I'm not going back now!" Guzheng's voice was a little different.
"It's getting late. To be exact, it's already tomorrow." I said, "Aren't your parents worried if you don't come home?"
"It's okay. I have a lot of time to sleep at the company now."
"Then I'll take you back to the company."
But Guzheng shook her head. She smiled at me and said, "Don't worry about me. I'll call someone to pick me up later. But I'm not leaving now, Xing Yun. Let's go to your house. I haven't been there since you moved in."