"That's impossible! That's impossible!"
Hearing Lin Ya's words, I quickly took two steps back and looked at Lin Ya in confusion. I was even a little angry. How could she think so?
I scratched my hair with all my might, and an electric current ran through my body, causing a burning pain all over my body!
I couldn't believe that Lin Ya would say something like that. Her lips trembled. It took a few seconds for me to think of a way to refute her. I said, "You said that Guzheng might have set it up? Have you forgotten?"
"I mean maybe, maybe."
Lin Ya was almost out of control, and she didn't want to believe what she said. She looked at me and then lowered her head. I couldn't see her eyes, but I could see the tears on her cheeks.
She took another deep breath, gently wiped the corners of her eyes and said, "Sit down first."
I took heavy steps and sat down exhausted.
And lin ya's words came faintly, "Do you know? Actually, Ding Ge already knew about you and Guzheng."
Hearing this, I immediately turned my head to look at lin ya, my heart pounding, not sure what Lin Ya was referring to. Lin Ya said faintly, "It's about you borrowing money from Guzheng and then agreeing to a condition to declare that you are a couple."
It was as if lightning had struck on my forehead, and there was a loud rumble in my head. I was shocked beyond measure by this sentence, and the pores of my whole body radiated a bone-chilling cold under the intense stimulation.
I was completely confused. I never mentioned this to anyone. This was what I promised Guzheng before. It was also my respect for Guzheng and my commitment to the agreement. Even now, the people in the restaurant thought that we were breaking up normally, but how did Ding Ge and Lin Ya know?
I blurted out, "How do you know?"
The surprise in his heart was like a storm!
"Guzheng told us."
Lin Ya said something I couldn't believe.
I opened my mouth wide, unable to laugh or cry, and was completely speechless.
I don't know how to describe my feelings. I really can't believe that Guzheng told Ding Ge about this. I think she would rather tell the world than Ding Ge, right? Why?
I looked at Lin Ya, and the question in my head broke through the sky. Lin Ya also knew that I had a belly full of questions. Before I could ask her, she added, "It was when Ding Ge blocked that blow for you that Guzheng went to the hospital to see dinger, and then she told Ding Ge about it."
When Lin Ya said that, I also remembered that Guzheng was there when it happened, and we went to the hospital together. The next day, Guzheng came to the hospital early to see Ding Ge. The two of them had a private chat. I was wondering what kind of whispers they would have.
Was that when Guzheng told Ding Ge about what happened between us?
But I couldn't figure it out. Guzheng kept saying that it was a secret that belonged to both of us, and even hoped that it would be kept forever after we' broke up'. But I never thought that she would have told Ding Ge about it long ago.
Lin Ya naturally knew that there was no secret between her and Ding Ge.
My old face turned red. I just didn't know how to face Lin Ya in front of me, and I didn't know how to face Ding Ge.
I lied to them and lied to them for so long. What would they think of me?
I said to myself, "Why did Guzheng tell Ding Ge?"
Lin Ya replied, "Who knows? Maybe he's guilty."
Guzheng was the only one who knew the truth. I took a deep breath. Now that ding ge and Lin Ya knew about this, I didn't have to hide anything from them.
"Don't you ever realize that we already know your lies?" Lin Ya asked again.
I shook my head. I really didn't know they already knew, or else how could they be like this. Lin Ya added, "If you didn't know about this, do you think I would have forgiven you? Do you think Ding Ge will appear in your life so often? Do you really not feel her feelings for you?"
I don't know how to answer it. I do feel it sometimes, but I can't be sure. I didn't dare to ask for Ding Ge's love again.
"Do you know?" At this moment, Lin Ya's eyes were filled with memories. She said slowly, "Actually, Ding Ge has been saving all this time. She worked so hard to save money that she spent very little on it. Because she always thought you would be together again. When you forced a breakup with Ding Ge over your huge debt, Ding Ge naively believed that as long as she could earn enough money to help you pay off those debts, you could be together again. She never let me tell you this, because she was not confident in her heart. She didn't know when she would make enough money. Would you have a girlfriend? Could he be married already? She gained some confidence when she was promoted, but you were with Guzheng. Do you know how hard it was for her? She kept herself clean and refused the pursuit of everyone. There was only one person in her heart, like a demon. No one could get rid of her. From the beginning to the end, she loved you and only you!"
Lin Ya's words made me feel terrible. Every word she said was like a knife stabbing into my body, one after another!
I really couldn't confirm Ding Ge's true feelings for me before, because she was always hiding things from me. In fact, I was the same. After we broke up, we could only avoid these things as much as possible. It was good to be together as friends.
Of course, Lin Ya wouldn't lie to me. After listening to her, I didn't know how I felt... Very uncomfortable.
Ding Ge loved me. She really loved me. I couldn't help but think of the past that I had overlooked.
In Green city railway station, all her cell phones, wallets, and id cards were stolen, and she called Ding Ge when she was cornered. Without saying anything, she used her sixth sense to determine that it was me, and then, without a word, took the bus to the train station, drenched herself in water.
Then I fell into the water and went to the hospital, and Ding Ge came to see me. Now that I think about it, the girl who was crying in front of my bed should be her, right?
She was always caring about me silently, as if I had never left her life.
The two of them went to the island city together. She looked at the sea in a daze, her eyes filled with grief that could not be hidden. Now I finally understand. And that night of hugging and sleeping made me understand what this girl was thinking about me. She never forgot me, never put me down.
It was just that I had always been foolish and stubborn to think that we wouldn't be together. I didn't want Ding Ge to suffer for me, but the disappointment and sadness that Ding Ge's expression showed by accident were all caused by me. I had promised to give this girl a lifetime of happiness, but I had brought her so much pain.
Fortunately, he got a sum of money from his old house and gradually changed his mind.
At that time, Ding Ge and I were much closer and more relaxed in front of me, just like we were still a couple. She wanted me to film the starry sky for her, and she had an agreement with me, and she would even personally feed me popcorn at the cinema.
It felt good. I thought we were getting closer and closer, but I couldn't hold hands and hug like I used to.
I want to save some money by the restaurant, not too much, just enough for our current life.
At this point in time, Ding Ge and I were the same. We broke up, but we were still working in the same direction, but I didn't tell her that the family had paid off the money, and I didn't know that she had been saving up to help me pay off the debt.
At that time, I had to borrow money from Guzheng because Old Gao was in debt. From then on, we had a couple relationship for several months. I remember that we were all sitting together in a restaurant, and this matter had just been made public. On that day, Ding Ge had no intention of coming to the restaurant to look for me.
When she found out that Guzheng and I were together, she drank a lot of wine, and she smiled and blessed Guzheng and me. Now that she thought about it, she naturally used a smile to hide her sadness, or else her self-esteem would be gone.
And on that day, the pain I brought her was probably as painful as the breakup two years ago.
If Ding Ge found a boyfriend, I would feel the same pain in my heart. And I, once again, brought this pain to Ding Ge.
At this point, I really can't imagine how Ding Ge spent that night after Old Gao sent Ding Ge back.
And Lin Ya, when she found out about me and Guzheng, she didn't believe me at all, and she asked me if there was something behind it. She knew me so well that I almost told her the truth.
But I still swallowed all the pain back.
However, in this matter, Ding Ge was still the most hurt!
After that, Ding Ge didn't come to me on her own until she called me about Lin Ya. She didn't want to see our long friendship break up because of her. I don't think Ding Ge would have seen me at all without that.
I really broke her heart!
Things started to change from a dinger fracture!
In order to save me, Ding Ge was injured in the arm. That was because of that time, the relationship between Lin Ya and me gradually eased, and it seemed that unknowingly, Ding Ge and I were getting closer again.
Thinking about it now, all of this really changed in the hospital. I didn't think much about it before, and everything seemed to make sense. Now that I think about it, I really feel wrong. Knowing that Guzheng and I are'lovers', how could Ding Ge get so close to me?
With Guzheng telling Ding Ge, everything made sense.
Recalling these past events, I was almost suffocating, too uncomfortable, too uncomfortable, that kind of heart-wrenching pain almost swallowed me alive.
I tried my best to hold back and grit my teeth, but my body was still trembling and the corners of my mouth twitched uncontrollably. The mixed emotions tore my heart apart like a wild beast!
I looked up and closed my eyes, but the tears in the corner of my eyes had already burst out.