Chapter 442 : A Girl Who Doesn't Know How to Love

I took a deep breath and looked at the two rows of blood red teeth marks on my arm. It was shocking, especially clear, and there was Ding Ge's saliva on it.

Ding Ge was really going to bite. My head was hurting and I was sweating. I couldn't move my arm in the air, but I didn't make a sound. I just tried to hold it back and shook my head.

I hurt. Could it have hurt Ding Ge's heart?

Although she could smile at me and walk on the street with me sweetly, she looked like a girl with no worries and had fun with her boyfriend.

But I know that there are some things she will never forget!

I looked into Ding Ge's eyes and wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes with my other hand. I held her cheek and touched her face with my thumb, "Don't cry. It doesn't hurt. It doesn't hurt at all!"

Looking into her eyes, I could feel all the emotions in Ding Ge's heart. The reason why she bit me was because she was angry that I had broken up with her ruthlessly, and this emotion had been piling up in her heart. Over time, it gradually became a volcano, and after a certain emotion was ignited, Ding Ge finally exploded.

So she bit my arm hard, which was also the release of her emotions. From the regret and guilt in her eyes, I could see that she didn't want to bite my arm so hard, but when she did, those emotions were like a mountain torrent.

I don't blame her. If a bite from me can make her feel better, then let her bite, not two bites.

Because of the pain in that wound, Ding Ge's heart ached, but she had been in pain for countless days and nights, and how much pain could these two rows of teeth marks on my arm cause me?

At this moment, Ding Ge shook my arm slightly, and her eyes were covered with crystal mist. She said to me with a pained heart, "I'm sorry Xing Yun, I didn't expect it to be so serious. I'm sorry, it must be very painful, right? Will it leave a scar?"

"Stay, stay. It just makes me remember. If I do something wrong, I should be punished, right?"

"Let's hurry and find a hospital. It's too serious!" Ding Ge said worriedly.

"No need." My heart trembled. I would rather it hurt a little longer.

But dinger disagreed and insisted on getting out of the car to take me to the hospital. I said it wasn't that serious. I just took a bite and put a band-aid on it. Dinger saw that I was firm and didn't say anything. She began to focus on whether there was a pharmacy on the road. Fortunately, we soon saw a pharmacy.

But the bus didn't stop until the next stop, so we had to get off the bus and walk back. I don't know if it was too self-reproach. Ding Ge was a little down, and seeing her sad like this made me feel even worse. I wish she could smile like before. I don't want to see her unhappy.

So I stopped, and Ding Ge quickly said, "Why aren't you leaving?"

"I'm not going!"

Ding Ge frowned and said in a panic, "How can I not go?"

She looked at me pleadingly, and I stood facing her. The two of them stood under the august sun, staring at each other. Beside them were cars whizzing past and people rushing past to avoid the sun.

I held Ding Ge's face in both hands and said, "Ding Ge, I don't want to see you unhappy. Don't be sad, okay? You don't have to blame yourself. I deserve it! You didn't bite me much, just like when you went to Green city to pick me up, you could not go. Just leave me in Green city to fend for myself, because I deserve it."

After saying too much, I couldn't help but recall the scene of our breakup and blur the scene before me. I looked at the familiar and friendly face and said in repentance, "At first, I made a wrong decision, a decision that should have been struck by lightning, a decision that could not be forgiven! At that time, I was so short-sighted that my whole body collapsed and I felt all around me I'm as small and lowly as an ant. I don't even think I can fly out even if I'm a bird. Later on, I realized that it was a setback, just like one setback after another in my life. I was in my twenties, and I didn't have a good time, but I didn't have a good time, and then the big wave slapped me on the beach!"

My voice trembled slightly, "But I only thought about myself, but I didn't think about you. I didn't ask you what you were thinking. I rudely pushed you out of the door, ruthlessly ignoring you, even for such a long time. Until today, I didn't say sorry to you. Ding Ge, I know how painful your heart is, so don't blame yourself and don't feel guilty about this wound today, okay? It was my fault, and it should have left a scar on it, so that I could remember my stupid mistakes for the rest of my life. You should raise your neck and say that you are your fault without any psychological burden. You deserve it. You have to be calm! You shouldn't even let it go. You should punish me. You should make me pay for it. You should smile and enjoy my compensation for you. I'm the one who should feel guilty and take care of you and beg for your forgiveness. I'm not worthy of your kindness!"

Ding Ge didn't say anything, just a pair of autumn eyes looking at me deeply. The light in her eyes was more intense than the sun's.

"Do you know? Ding Ge, I really don't want to see you cry. You shed too many tears because of me. I never want to see you cry again. I want you to laugh, okay, Ding Ge? You have to be happy in the future, okay?"

Ding Ge sniffled and tried to swallow the tears. After a while, she looked up at me and asked, "So I laughed and you went to buy a band-aid?"

I nodded.

Dinger smiled brightly like a sunflower, her white teeth shining in the sun, and the smile on her face was so sweet.

I smiled and said to her, "Let's go."

After we got to the pharmacy, we bought some band-aids, and then we stood at the intersection. The hot weather made people sweat constantly, but looking at the beautiful woman in front of them, they felt that it was worth it to be with her in the flaming mountain.

Ding Ge carefully ripped the band-aid open and stuck it on the wound. She moved very gently, afraid that it would hurt me.

As I watched her focused movements, a warm current surged through my heart. Because the teeth marks were bigger, one did not work. Ding ge wiped the sweat off her forehead with the back of her hand, then continued to apply.

At this moment, just as she was pressing against me, my arm jerked back and let out a strong breath.

Ding Ge was even more shocked and her eyes were filled with heartache. However, when she saw the teasing on my face, she immediately hit me and glared at me. Hurry up, put it on."

I stretched my hand, and Ding Ge put on the band-aid seriously again, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

In fact, at this time, the wound was only a dull pain, like a small insect biting at the wound, but it was no longer the pain of being scalded by boiling water.

I couldn't help but look at Ding Ge's arm, her right arm. I remember when she suffered a bone fracture for me, the pain was like cramping and scratching. My injury was too childish.

I grabbed her right wrist and asked, "Does your hand still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore. All the bones are healed." Ding Ge replied.

I used my hand to play with ding ge's hair again and said sadly, "Didn't I tell you not to be so nice to me? Why are you so nice to me?"

Ding Ge smiled helplessly and said, "Maybe love is poison, and then I was poisoned!"

"Is there an antidote?"

"Some have, some have not. I am the deepest kind. The poison has entered my blood and bone marrow, and there is no turning back."

Ding Ge's love words made my heart flutter again.

She allowed me to fiddle with her hair as if she had already gotten used to it. In the past, I used to play with Ding Ge's soft hair like this. Even later, Ding Ge asked me to help her blow her hair. I like this feeling.

I doted on her hair, the tips of my fingers loving her, and her hair fluttered gently with my touch, the sunlight shining on it as if dancing on it.

At this moment, she turned to look at the sun in the sky, and then said to herself, "I could not go to Green city to pick you up, but I still went. I could have saved without saving, but I did. I kept saving for so long. I could not wait for you, I didn't even know if you would wait for me, but I still waited. I could go home and live, but I was still living alone outside. I should hate you, but I just couldn't. I could not love you..."

At this point, dinger looked up at me. I saw her lips quivering and my heart ached for some reason. Although Ding Ge did not finish what he said, it was enough for me.

Clearly I can not love you!

Ding Ge was a very gentle girl, as gentle as water, and as shy as she was. She could take care of me, hold my hand, walk on the street, and live with me, but she rarely spoke to me in love. Sometimes when I teased her, her cheeks would burn and her face would turn red to her ears.

She's a girl who doesn't know how to talk, but she doesn't hide her feelings. She can express her feelings for you with her actions.

Today, she said these love words, like a cool summer breeze, fresh and sweet, as if taking away the whole summer.