To be honest, I didn't expect Hu Zi to say this to Li Xiaowei.
Not only did I not expect it, neither did Ding Ge and Lin Ya, neither did Li Xiaowei.
She was completely stunned and looked at Hu Zi, her eyes wide open, forgetting to answer.
I had been thinking about what might happen before I came, but I never thought that Hu Zi would tell Li Xiaowei that you would still be with me?
Undoubtedly, Hu Zi hated Li Xiaowei very much at first, otherwise he wouldn't have fallen so emotionally, paralyzing his body with twisted love, but back then, he and Li Xiaowei had been in love for five years, and those love and hate tugged at each other. Today, facing Li Xiaowei, his feelings are obviously very complicated.
I don't know what Hu Zi thinks. Can he really get over that?
At this moment, Li Xiaowei covered her mouth and nodded. She said, "I do."
After saying this, Li Xiaowei burst into tears.
And this sentence, if it was at the wedding a year ago, how romantic it would be.
Li Xiaowei agreed...
I don't know whether to be sad or happy.
Hu Zi also had tears in his eyes. This man, once again, shed tears because of Li Xiaowei. He wiped his tears, calmed down, and then said to Li Xiaowei, "Xiao Wei, we can be together, but..."
Li Xiaowei's face suddenly changed, and there was fear in her eyes. She seemed to have guessed that things would not be that simple.
Hu Zi pointed at Li Xiaowei's stomach and said, "You can't keep this child!"
Sure enough, Hu Zi still couldn't forget those scars.
Hearing this, the joy on Li Xiaowei's face gradually dissipated. She bit her lip and said, "Xiaohu, the baby is coming soon. You can't let me abort it."
Hu Zi said in a deep voice, "You can give birth to him, but you can't raise him. He has to give it to someone else."
Li Xiaowei's eyes flashed with sadness and shook his head, "He doesn't have a father anymore. How can I leave him again?"
Li Xiaowei's hand gently stroked the bulging belly, and her eyes shone with maternal brilliance.
"He's the yellow-haired one! What do you want me to think about raising him?"
Suddenly, Hu Zi lost control and shouted at Li Xiaowei. He gritted his teeth and said, "That man just abandoned you like garbage. You still have his child? How do you want me to live with you? He shouldn't exist. Without him, I can stop thinking about you betraying me. Do you want me to watch this child every day and love you again? Xiao Wei, do you think it's possible? Don't you think it's ridiculous!"
Li Xiaowei said sadly, "Xiaohu, the child is innocent."
"But who the hell is he?" Hu Zi's face was so heavy that his face looked horrible and ferocious because of the intense emotions.
"Don't say that. He's my child, too." Li xiaowei looked up and said to Hu Zi, "How did I get here all by myself these days? It's him. You don't know how wonderful it is to have a life. Although he wasn't born, I think we can communicate. Do you understand? He's the only hope in my dark life. I can't be separated from him!"
Li Xiaowei gently touched her belly all the time, obviously looking forward to this child who was about to come into the world. It was too cruel for her to be separated from her child.
But it didn't seem that easy for Hu Zi to accept this child.
Hu Zi looked up and remained silent for a long time. After a while, he wiped the tears off his face, looked at Li Xiaowei and asked, "So, you chose him?"
Li Xiaowei looked guilty, but she said firmly, "I'm sorry, Xiaohu. I hurt you, but I can't..."
"I understand!"
Hu Zi interrupted Li Xiaowei. He closed his eyes and nodded in an unacceptable way, and then he opened them again. This time, a cold and heartless light flashed through his eyes, and then his eyes became hollow again, or deep.
Then, Hu Zi looked at me and said, "Xing Yun, you can take a taxi home."
After that, Hu Zi left Li Xiaowei's house and left alone.
The room was silent, and on this hot summer day, we all felt a piercing chill.
Li Xiaowei cried silently, his eyes filled with regret.
But it was too late.
I looked in the direction of the door and sighed. Ding Ge and Li Xiaowei went over to comfort Li Xiaowei. I was lost in thought alone.
Previously, I remember that Li Xiaowei had looked for Hu Zi, and at that time, Hu Zi's attitude was very cold. He did not want to see Li Xiaowei at all, and his heart was full of hatred. So, what he said to Li Xiaowei today made me especially shocked.
However, he asked Li Xiaowei to give up the child, and Li Xiaowei rejected him.
I don't know if Hu Zi was sad again.
It must be.
For the next few days, Hu Zi was nowhere to be found, his phone was down, he didn't know where he was, and he didn't call us.
After Hu Zi left, I left soon. Lin Ya and Ding Ge stayed to take care of Li Xiaowei. Anyway, there were Lin Feng and Tang Manya in the bakery, and they decided to take care of Li Xiaowei's birth.
It had to be said that the two of them were really kind girls.
And I went back to the hotel. There were already two waiters missing, and the workload was already heavy. Hu Zi was not here today, and there were only five of us in the hotel. I finally knew what happened to the hotel when I left yesterday.
While I was eating, I told Old Gao about meeting Li Xiaowei in the backyard yesterday and what happened today.
Old Gao was silent for a long time after hearing this. After a while, he said, "I think it's just right that they didn't get back together. After all, when the two of them were about to get married, Li Xiaowei had an affair. It was like a thorn in your heart forever, reminding you every day. Do you think Hu Zi could let it go completely? So it's better to separate and start a new life."
I quite agree with Old Gao's words. They all say that there will be a second time after an affair. Now that Li Xiaowei has come to this stage and realized his mistake, we are still living in this world of intoxication. Who knows if Li Xiaowei's inner desire will be aroused again in the future?
Even if Li Xiaowei realized his mistake deeply and cherished their feelings after he got back together with Hu Zi, there were still so many bloody memories between them. Would their lives be smooth sailing?
I took a bite of the rice in my bowl and said, "Yes, Li Xiaowei is going to have a child soon. Hu Zi can't accept it. It's best if they don't disturb each other. Let's go our separate ways. They are still young. If Hu Zi can get over this and fall in love with someone again, Li Xiaowei will realize his mistake and never do it again. Maybe both of them can find a new love and live a peaceful life."
"Peace..."
Old Gao's eyes were filled with longing. He looked up at the sky in the backyard. There were some light clouds in the clear sky, lying quietly on top of them, blue sky and white clouds. Sometimes when you looked at them seriously, you could feel their return. You could feel the calm power in its vastness, purity, nature, closeness and slowness. The waves in your heart were gradually calming down.
After a while, Old Gao smiled and said with some emotion, "After so much experience, I really like a peaceful life more and more. I can see that it's great to be carefree all your life. No worries, no worries, no chores, no busyness. Every day, the wind blows, the sun feels, the afternoon nap, fishing, playing chess, doing something interesting, enjoying nature. The whole person is as calm as a lake without ripples."
I clenched my fist and punched Old Gao in the arm, "You can become a monk at this stage."
Old Gao laughed.
But when I thought of Hu Zi, I was worried and told Old Gao what I was thinking.
"Where did you say Hu Zi went? Turn off the phone directly! This time, really, I'm really worried about him." I sighed and said, "He was too excited before. In some ways, he turned Hu Zi into another person. This time, although Li Xiaowei didn't do anything wrong, he undoubtedly pushed Hu Zi again. The defense at the bottom of one's heart is limited. No one is made of iron. I'm really afraid that Hu Zi can't bear it."
Old Gao shook his head, seemingly disagreeing with me. He said, "Maybe Hu Zi just wants to be quiet. I've been through it before, let alone now. Besides, he's... Probably fine."
Even though I said that, my heart still couldn't let go.
If I hadn't seen the call on my phone, maybe nothing would have happened now.
I asked Old Gao again, "Why isn't this waiter making any noise?"
"Hey." Old Gao said, "It's not that easy. Let me urge Shi Yuan again. He knows a lot of people in this area."
I nodded, a little tired, and these facts were not willing to worry about, so I said to Hu Zi, "Then tell him."
This is not going to work.
In the evening, we closed earlier than usual. Everyone was tired. Even the cousin sitting at the checkout counter was very tired. She helped to clean up when she was busy. At the end of the meal, the five of us didn't even want to talk.
After locking the restaurant door, I stood in front of the door and took a deep breath.
Perhaps it was because Ding Ge was nearby. When I came home and knocked on my neighbor's door, I could see her, which made me feel a little more comfortable looking down the street from the other side of the neighborhood. It was as if ding ge was near this street, and the scenery here became even more beautiful.
I won't be as depressed or lonely or lonely as I used to be. I will feel the tranquility of the night as I walk. I will look at the cars passing by in a hurry. I will look at the lights under the street lamps. I will look up at the trees planted on the sidewalk.