The corridor of the hospital was white, but it was cold, and it did not belong to the cold color, but in this hospital with the smell of disinfectant in the air, it still made people think of death and heaven for the first time.
But my aunt is only in her fifties, so much fun in the world is not enough, she still has so much to worry about, even if it is heaven, she will not be willing to go!
There was no watch hanging in the corridor, but I could hear the ticking sound. At this moment, every second seemed to be lengthened and time became distorted, and on that distorted timeline, I could see the scenes of the past.
When I was young, I could be said to have lived a comfortable life without any grievances. At that time, I was always looking forward to the new year, looking forward to going to grandma's house, and my aunt would go too. My cousin and I played happily together, had new clothes to wear, new year's money to get, and a table full of food.
My aunt and uncle treated me very well, and now that I think about that picture, I feel very warm. That's our big family, that's the color of' home', that's the beauty that no filter can achieve.
At that time, parents and their faces were very young, and they were in middle age. They protected us like the sky and let us grow up carefree.
However, when suddenly pulled back from these memories to reality, there would be a kind of suffocating pain from being punched in the chest!
Now, grandma and grandpa have passed away, and uncle has also passed away because of illness. I didn't expect that my aunt would suddenly have such a dangerous situation.
Only then did I truly realize that they were no longer young and vigorous middle-aged people. They had already entered the ranks of the elderly, they were all old, their faces had left the cruel mark of time erosion, and their hair inevitably had white hair.
I looked up at my parents, and a bitter feeling in my heart almost made me cry.
It was as if time had been stolen without knowing it!
My parents are in their sixties, and I still have no ability to be filial to them. I feel especially ashamed that I can't take them on a good trip.
I clenched my fists. I don't want to know how to cherish something until I lose it!
Auntie, you will be fine!
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At noon, my cousin led my mother to the hospital cafeteria to eat something. My mother was in a very bad condition, which made me feel very uncomfortable. But I know that any kind of comfort is useless. We are all in the same mood.
Finally, the door to the operating room finally opened at two o' clock in the afternoon.
We all stood up, and my heart almost jumped out, trembling as I looked at the bed pushed out of it.
However, when the nurse pushed my aunt out of the operating room and immediately sent her back to the icu, we didn't even see her face.
At this moment, the doctor stopped us and told us that the patient could not be disturbed. Both my cousin and my mother were very excited. The doctor smiled and comforted us, but we were still all frightened faces. The doctor said that my aunt's condition was very dangerous before, and her heart stopped for a while. Hearing this, my heart ached. I didn't expect it to be so serious. Someone walked by.
Then the doctor said it was a good thing that it was delivered in time, and the operation was successful, but now he had to continue to observe in the icu, afraid that there was a possibility of recurrence. However, the doctor also comforted us by saying that under normal circumstances, nothing would happen and that if the situation stabilized, we could be transferred to the general ward.
We also relaxed a little after listening, as long as the situation was good, the moment the door opened, I was so afraid of facing the worst situation.
Then the doctor said that so many of us don't have to wait in the hospital. If there is any news, we will inform the family members. We quickly thanked the doctor.
But we didn't leave the hospital directly, and after more than two hours, uncle rushed over from outside, and now my aunt is in the icu, we can't do anything outside.
My cousin said that we should all go back first. She could just stay here by herself and call us when she had something to do.
Di Ming also said that she would stay with her cousin, but she did not say anything, which was considered acquiescence. This time, it was the first time Di Ming had met his cousin's family, except for me.
At this time, even if my cousin didn't explain anything, my uncle and my parents understood what was going on, but they weren't in the mood for small talk at this time, so we met first.
As for Di Ming and my cousin, I know better. They had been staying at the same time as friends. Now it seems that my cousin is going to accept Di Ming in her heart this time.
After that, we had to leave the hospital temporarily.
My uncle and my parents were in the same car, and at this time, Ding Ge was a little timid and wanted to leave.
I didn't make things difficult for Ding Ge. When she returned to my aunt's house, she would definitely feel uncomfortable. Now that my aunt was still in the hospital, it wasn't the right time to talk about me and Ding Ge getting married, so I let her take the car and leave first.
Then I stopped a taxi to my aunt's house.
On the way, my heart was still unable to calm down, some unspeakable depression.
The shock of this incident was too great for me. I also realized that my parents and aunts must not be as healthy as before. Like my mother, they are not very healthy. I am really afraid that one day when people are still outside, I will suddenly get the news that heaven and earth are separated forever.
I think I'll really spend more time with them in the future.
Of course, the most important thing was to solve their problems. There was no way to solve them before, but this time I could explain to them. I had thought that I would push and tell them about my engagement with Ding Ge. Now I want to tell them about it after my aunt's condition has stabilized. It can be said that my marriage is the most important thing for them in the past few years.
If they knew that Ding Ge and I were going to get married by the end of this year, they wouldn't be so happy.
That way, the biggest worry in their hearts would be gone.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but think about what Ding Ge said that night. If I had a child with dinger, my parents would naturally be happier.
When the time comes, I will tell my aunt about this and make her happy.
Hey, I don't know if my aunt's sudden heart attack has something to do with her mood. Now she's almost 60 years old, and her daughter is married and has a child. Who knows that now she's divorced, and the other precious son, who hasn't come back after a few years in a foreign country, can she not be sad?
I couldn't help but sigh. I wonder if my cousin is back.
When we got back to my aunt's house, the atmosphere was still a little depressing. My aunt didn't come out of the icu, and we couldn't see her, and we couldn't let her down.
My parents and uncle did not talk about heavy topics, but casually talked about other things, but the heavy mood of everyone was still very obvious. At night, they called my cousin, and they still could not see my aunt, so I could only comfort her not to worry too much, so she went to eat something when she was hungry.
In the evening, I told the Xingyun hotel to order food at home. After all, we don't have the energy to cook anymore. My uncle told me not to run away. He told me to buy some food at a nearby restaurant and bring it back. I nodded and went out.
Outside the door, it was already dark. It was autumn now, and it was getting dark earlier.
I breathed a long sigh of relief, and there was a wave of melancholy in my heart. I didn't expect that the early autumn had just arrived, and it had given our family such a frightening experience.
I was walking outside the neighborhood when my phone rang.
It was Ding Ge.
"Hello."
"Are you coming back for dinner?" Ding Ge asked.
"No, I'm eating at my aunt's."
"Oh, so are you coming back tonight?"
"I should go back."
"How is your aunt now? Are you still in the icu?" Ding Ge asked with concern.
In the hospital, Ding Ge was always with me. To be honest, it moved me so much that I sighed and said, "Yeah."
"Well, then, don't worry too much. The situation is good after all. I checked online. It's okay. I should be able to transfer to the general ward in a few days."
"Yes." Listening to Ding Ge's voice, a warm current flowed through my heart.
After that, I went out of the neighborhood with ding ge and chatted with her for a while, and my mood couldn't help but improve a lot.
However, when he thought of something, he was also a little confused.
When she was in the hospital, did Ding Ge think of her parents? No matter what, she will definitely miss her parents in her heart. Will she also want to spend more time with her parents, but because of me, she can't. So, what will she feel in her heart?
It must be tough.
Alas, I was feeling a little uncomfortable. I had been worrying about my own discomfort, but I didn't care about Ding Ge's emotions at all.
Now that we have agreed to get married by the end of the year, what will Ding Ge feel if her parents and her family don't show up?
I hope I can give Ding Ge a perfect wedding. Even if I can't afford to be extravagant, I have to be in good shape. But how awkward would it be if the woman's family didn't even show up for a relative?
I sighed. Now is not the time to think about those things. Let's talk about them later.
Not long after I hung up, Hu Zi called me again and asked about my aunt. He said he would go to the hospital with Old Gao. I said I would wait a few days, but now I won't see him. Then I told Hu Zi to worry about the cashier. My cousin probably won't go to work these days. Hu Zi told me to relax, so I don't have to worry about the restaurant.
Then I found a restaurant nearby, bought some food and brought it back.
Just as I was walking along the neighborhood with my food, I suddenly found a familiar car. I've been in this car many times before. Isn't it Guzheng's car?