I didn't expect my mother to be so emotional, and when I heard the last sentence, my heart felt as heavy as lead.
Looking at the white hair on my mother's temples and the wrinkles on her face, I recalled all the mistakes I had made. I was especially naughty since I was a child. I didn't know how much trouble I had caused for my parents in school. As teachers, I had never done anything for them in school. They still kept wiping my butt.
I have always been stubborn, and no one can persuade me about things that I know for sure. When I was young, I was even more rebellious. I used my parents'love for me as a weapon to attack them. They didn't know how much they had done for me in their whole life, but I enjoyed it calmly and never thought about anything for them.
Later on, he became sensible and wanted to earn money to be filial to them and let them live a good life, but his mother was almost at the beginning of her life, and still did not take them to a high-class restaurant to eat, did not buy them an expensive dress, but the years had left an indelible mark on them.
Now there was finally a good thing that could cheer them up. They had been looking forward to it for years. They didn't know how many nights my parents would lose sleep over my life's events. Now, I'm getting married, and I can end one of their biggest wishes.
And the girl I'm going to marry is so beautiful, respectful to my elders, knowledgeable and reasonable. I believe that she will be a good wife and mother in the future. She is so excellent that my mother can proudly tell the neighbors about her daughter-in-law. I never doubt that Ding Ge is good enough to be a wife and daughter-in-law. I just think that I am not good enough.
When I brought dinger to our house, my parents liked Ding Ge very much, which should have been a happy thing for everyone. At the wedding, parents happily entertained the guests. When people praised their son for marrying a good wife, they would be happy from ear to ear.
It should have been a very warm and festive scene!
But now?
Of course I thought about what my mother said, but I don't care what people say about me. Really, Ding Ge's parents and relatives are not coming to our wedding. I don't care anymore. I don't care what people say. I just want to marry Ding Ge.
However, it was inevitable that my parents would also be involved in those discussions, and they would definitely be in a panic, feeling embarrassed in front of people, even unable to raise their heads, and feeling uncomfortable in their hearts. Thinking about this made me feel particularly uncomfortable, but I couldn't say that Ding Ge's parents would come and they would come.
If they were really willing to come, even if I had to kneel down and beg them, I wouldn't hesitate at all.
However, over the years, no matter what I did, no matter how much they knew about me, their views on me have never changed. It can be said that they have sentenced me to death in their hearts since the first time they saw me! It was as if my future was a failure, and they were 100 % certain.
Thinking of this, my emotions became more intense, and I even felt a little resentful towards ding ge's parents. I really wanted to ask them how bad I was in their eyes.
I gritted my teeth and suppressed the chaos in my heart. Even my own wedding can't make my parents happy, but I'm going to marry Ding Ge.
But at this moment, my heart was really blocked. Looking at my mother's eyes, I lowered my head in shame and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, mom!"
I can only say these three useless words.
My mother took a deep breath and said sadly, "Son, when my mother asked you about Ding Ge's parents before, you were always vague. I knew that Ding Ge's parents were probably not happy about you and Ding Ge. So when I first found out that Ding Ge's family was very rich, mom didn't really agree with you two. It wasn't because of Ding Ge. I was just afraid that Ding Ge's parents would look down on you."
As she spoke, my mother's eyes became moist. Looking at her like this, my eyes were hot and my heart was extremely uncomfortable. It was like a big bellows pulling at my heart.
"Xing Yun, you always tell us the good news and not the bad news. Mom also knows that you feel bad. Although mom doesn't ask, she knows it in her heart. Back then, Ding Ge's parents didn't ask or help at all. At that time, I knew the situation was worse than I thought. Of course, I wouldn't say anything if they didn't lend us money. It was their freedom. So, when you finally decided to break up with Ding Ge, mom and dad knew that you felt bad, but I agreed in my heart, just pity Ding Ge. Mom knew she was a good girl, and she lost a few pounds in the days when you had an accident. She was very haggard, so it was hard for mom to break up with you. She was a good girl, and mom knew she was a good girl! But... Ding Ge's parents don't like you. I... I just feel uncomfortable!"
Speaking of this, my mother got excited again, and two tears fell down her face.
When I saw my mother crying in front of me, my whole body was in a terrible state. My heart ached and hurt, as if countless emotions were surging. When I saw my mother crying, I felt like crying for no reason.
"Mom, can you stop crying?" I wiped the tears off my mother's face with my hand.
I suddenly felt that I owed my parents something special. They were so old, but they still cried because of me.
My mother calmed down for a while and then said to me, "Xing Yun, dad and mom are nothing, but we are just afraid that you will be wronged! I thought you were engaged, and Ding Ge's parents would go through the motions even if they didn't agree with you. After all, that's their daughter's life. Are their hearts made of iron?"
"Mom, I'm not wronged. What am I wronged for? I've already figured it out. Let them do whatever they want. I'm going to spend the rest of my life with dinger, not them."
"Mom loves you!"
The corners of my mother's mouth trembled slightly as she sobbed. She looked at me, her eyes filled with the selfless and great radiance of a mother who had never changed since she was a child.
Listening to my mother, I felt my psychological defenses crumble.
It was like when I was a child, I could pretend to be very calm when I was wronged outside, but when I came home and heard my mother's gentle words, tears would fall instantly.
I raised my head, clenched my fists and forced the tears back, but my teeth were still chattering, and my heart was even more restless.
I took a deep breath, shook my head, and said, "Mom, I've seen through these things a long time ago. Actually, it wasn't me who was wronged. It was Ding Ge. She was the one who felt the worst. Mom, do you know? Because of that, I broke up with Ding Ge ruthlessly, but for the past two years, she has been helping me save money, trying to help me pay off those debts, her parents do not agree with us, she is even about to fall out with the family. Ding Ge has done so much for me. I must marry Ding Ge! Mom, do you agree to our marriage?"
"Of course I agree! Of course I agree!" My mom said yes twice, "I never said no, I just..."
When I heard my mother say yes, my heart finally fell to the ground. I quickly stopped my mother and didn't want her to bring up those sad things again. I said, "Just agree, just agree."
My mother sighed helplessly and said, "If her parents don't come, they won't come. We'll do the wedding as we please. Whatever others say in private, we'll do it in a big way. We can't let Ding Ge suffer any grievances and marry her into the family gracefully. Ding Ge is a good girl. What else would mother think if she could marry such a good wife?"
I nodded. I also wanted to make the wedding a proper one and marry Ding Ge into the house.
After talking so much with my mother, I was relieved to see her smile finally on her face.
Then my mother and I talked about how we bought a house. The money came from ding ge. When she heard that, her mother sighed and said, "Ding Ge is such a great girl. You have to be nice to her in the future."
I nodded quickly, that's for sure.
My mother said worriedly, "Son, just like you said, Ding Ge bought this house, and she will pay for the decoration, furniture, and wedding. She will pay for it. Isn't that too aggrieved to other girls?" Every girl in another family needs a car and a house to get married."
I nodded in shame, not quite wronged, but very wronged.
I feel especially ashamed to think about it. A good girl like Ding Ge, I swear I can't let her down!
My mother was very embarrassed and said, "You can't do this. Ding Ge has already disregarded her parents' objections and with you. We can't let others look down on us. Your father and I don't have much money, but at the worst we'll sell the house."
I quickly smiled and advised, "Mom, don't worry about our marriage. You don't have to pay my dad a penny. You just paid off my debt and gave me so much money. Ding Ge knows you don't have any money, and I've already thought about it. Now she pays, and I'll pay for her for the rest of my life!"
My mother smiled and pointed at me, "You have to keep your word. Such a good daughter-in-law, if you bully her, your mother and I will be the first to refuse."
My mother and I talked about getting married again. She insisted on giving me some money. I had to refuse again and again. Now that I have money in my hands, I don't need the money from her and my father. My mother didn't say anything more. My mom and I even talked about my marriage to Ding Ge and asked her and my dad if they would like to live with us. My mom shook her head. She said she had been in town all her life and didn't want to go anywhere else.
After talking so much with my mother, I had nothing to worry about anymore. I wanted to tell Ding Ge immediately so that she wouldn't have to worry about anything. As long as she was ready to marry me, the old meng family opened the door to welcome her.
At this moment, I began to look forward to the arrival of my wedding with Ding Ge. Thinking about it made me a little excited. I'm finally going to marry Ding Ge!
I hate to tell the world how I feel!