Walking to the door, the cool air brought a refreshing feeling.
In fact, early autumn is really a good season. It's not hot or cold. You don't have to worry when you wake up. You don't have to wear thick clothes. The weather is not too hot to go out. The wind is not as cold as a knife.
But for Ji Ze, perhaps this autumn will make him feel as sad as a poet.
Ji Ze did not speak, but looked absent-mindedly at the street in front of him, not knowing what was on his mind, or what was brewing.
I did not ask ji ze, but stood beside him casually, looking at the cars passing by one after another, at the familiar lights, at the dust floating in the air under the lights, at the halo and haziness.
The same scenery, different people will have different feelings in their eyes, even the same person is the same. Yesterday, I will sigh with emotion that there are buildings outside the mountain, and today, I will relax in such a familiar environment.
I did not despise the dust on the ground and sat down after blowing through the teeth of the road. There was a tree in front of the Xingyun hotel. It was not big, but it could cover my shadow.
I glanced at ji ze, wondering if this multimillionaire would like to sit here?
When a person has status and status, he will pay special attention to his image. He will not squat down and rest as tired as he used to be. He will not lose his composure in front of others. He will not behave sloppily. He will not laugh as he pleases. Go over.
Ji Ze didn't care. He took a deep breath and sat down beside me. He looked at the flower bed in front of the street, then at me. He smiled and said, "I really envy you, Xing Yun."
"Envy me?" I was puzzled and said, "What do you envy about me?"
There's a huge difference between us. He's a multimillionaire, and I don't know how long it will take to achieve what I want to achieve. How about him? How much older than me? One or two years old? But it had already reached the point where I needed to look up to.
Why does he envy me?
I should be envious of him.
"Because you have a person who you love very much and she loves you very much. You have come together through many mountains and rivers. How many people will be especially moved to hear your story and believe in love again because of your story."
I couldn't help but laugh bitterly. Now that Ding Ge and I finally got together, how could those strangers know what kind of pain we all went through?
"But I like a girl for so long, but I always feel that I am very far away from her. Why?"
His tone was very sad, and I was infected by his emotions, making my mood a little melancholy.
But there was no answer to the question in love. I couldn't answer him.
Ji Ze added, "Besides, you have such good and good friends around you. You talk to them about everything. You drink with them when you're sad. You waste time when you're bored. You can do whatever you want without being afraid to say anything wrong. I want such friends too. But when I think about it, I don't have such friends around me. I don't even have any friends. Although I know a lot of people, I don't think they are friends. In my life, I'm like a lonely eagle, always alone."
In the end, a bitter smile appeared on Ji Ze's lips. I looked at Ji Ze beside me and suddenly felt that I never knew him very well.
Lonely eagle, how he described himself.
"In my career, many people will praise me for being young and promising, and for being so young, I have such a high position! I used to be so focused on my career that I wanted to achieve something, but now that I have succeeded, I have no sense of accomplishment at all. I don't even know why I did it. Especially confused, in order to prove himself to others? Or do you really like it? I don't know. I really don't know."
Ji Ze's eyes were full of confusion, and his tone was even a little decadent. I don't understand him anymore. I didn't expect him to be so confused about his career because he was so successful in his career.
This makes me feel ridiculous, even sad!
I looked at the cars on the road. Although many families have cars now, most of the people who can afford to drive good cars are rich. And those who are successful in their careers, will they be as confused as Ji Ze?
After I have a career comparable to Ji Ze's, will I be confused?
Or was it because of the love that Ji Ze couldn't get?
Ji Ze looked ahead and continued, "In the company, everyone sees me with awe. They don't need me to distance themselves from them on purpose. They distance themselves from me because of their status. They always talk about work with me, and there's nothing else to talk about. I want to be friends with them. I invite everyone out for dinner. Everyone is very happy and grateful to me, but I know that they still won't treat me as a friend."
Ji ze is right, in the company, the subordinates and superiors may never become friends, because the foundation of friends is equal, and the superiors and inferiors are not equal, the boss can be a little mistake and scold the subordinates, but the subordinates can not show a trace of dissatisfaction because of a mistake made by the boss.
Superiors and inferiors are something I hate very much, so I don't like people calling me boss, I don't like being strict, I want to create a more relaxed and free working environment for everyone, so that everyone is closer, so this is one of the reasons why I don't want to join the Yu xiangyuan, because it is a popular model, the staff all strictly follow the rules to work and leave work. I don't know if I can create my own model, but I really don't like that one.
"There's nothing we can do about it. Maybe we'll lose something when we get something." I said with some emotion.
Just like Ji Ze, as a superior, he was destined to be lonely in the company.
I asked Ji Ze again, "Don't you have any friends in your life?"
Without even thinking about it, ji ze shook his head and said, "Most people are involved in interests, and most relationships without interests are very light."
"What about me? Am I a friend?" I looked at Ji Ze and asked.
Ji Ze smiled and nodded, "Yes."
"Then why are you shaking your head so fast!" I joked in a friend's tone, "I thought you didn't treat me as a friend."
Ji Ze said with some disappointment, "But I treat you as a friend, but I still feel that I can't fit into your core circle. Do you understand?"
I know, because our lives are different from Ji Ze's, our status is different, he is a multimillionaire, and most of us are far away from him, so this is why he doesn't have friends in his life, even Hu Zi and the others will definitely distance themselves from Ji Ze because of this relationship, and can't be very good friends.
As for me, I think it's probably because I don't care.
I looked at him and asked, "Other than that, do you have something on your mind?"
"What do you think?" Ji ze asked.
"Is it because of the girl?"
Ji Ze didn't nod. He pondered for a while before saying, "You can say that."
"What?" I frowned and asked, "You want to give up?"
"I don't know." Ji ze shook his head.
When I heard this, I was surprised, because Ji Ze's answer to this question was never given up. He had always been very firm, let alone to return to Pucheng for Lin Ya. I don't know if it would affect his company in other places, but I think it's very admirable to make such a decision. It's very difficult for ordinary people to make such a decision. Ji Ze really paid a lot to chase a girl. Many.
I looked at Ji Ze, not knowing what made him change.
After a moment of silence, ji ze said, "Now I don't even know what my relationship with Lin Ya is. Friends? We are not like friends at all. We are not good friends like you and her, nor are we ordinary friends. We don't know what we are! I feel that because of my pursuit of her, she is particularly troubled, even depressed, when I am with you. She seems to have changed in front of me. I always feel like she owes me something."
Sitting next to Ji Ze, feeling his emotions, I didn't know how to comfort him.
"Besides, I don't think I'm chasing her anymore. I don't know how to chase her at all. We haven't seen a movie or gone out for a meal alone. I seem to be hanging around her like this, but I don't do anything."
I didn't expect his troubles to be so much. Ji Ze looked at me again and asked, "If she's particularly unhappy because of my pursuit, Xing Yun, do you think I should continue pursuing her?
Listening to Ji Ze's question, I didn't know how to answer him. I really didn't know.
In the past, when I tried to persuade ji ze to give up, Ji Ze wouldn't listen to me, but he didn't expect himself to be confused now. But he didn't give up because he didn't see the future, so I didn't know how to comfort him.
Lin Ya once told me that she didn't know how to face Ji Ze, and her troubles also brought troubles to Ji Ze.
I shook my head and asked him, "Then what do you want to do?"