I don't know if it's because I think too much and get tired that I feel drunk. Or the effect of alcohol on the body?
Originally with the purpose of relaxation and release, I also sang songs after songs and drank bottles after bottles of wine. My mood reached its peak at a certain rhythm, but gradually felt that those things returned to my body, so my mood became sad again.
The dreamy colors still flickered frequently, and the walls, heads and feet were full of bouncing light spots, like the brilliant stars in the sky, but their colors were more colorful, red and green... I suddenly couldn't tell reality from fantasy, and some couldn't tell whether I was in the past or now.
Space and time were blurred by the messy lights.
The scenes of the past and the scenes of reality overlapped in my mind, like a messy editing of a bad movie.
All those years, all these years, how did we get here?
Did we have a good time?
Are we living the life we want?
...
Career and love should be the most frequently discussed topics.
A long, long time ago, Lin Ya and I were still working for someone else. We were lowly and always scolded by others. We were the lowest ranking employees, doing the most tiring work with the lowest salary.
When we think back to that difficult time when we were helping each other, it was an unforgettable time. It was the place where the ship of friendship began to set sail. We knew each other, talked to each other, and went to warm up in this cruel society with our own dreams.
But it is undeniable that we do not want to experience the bitterness and poverty we have experienced for the second time in our lives.
After that, I met another girl, Ding Ge.
On that day, at that moment, at that place, we met.
After we fell in love, we quickly immersed ourselves in love. At that time, I wanted to give her a better life. I wanted to be with this beautiful and gentle girl for the rest of my life.
But I didn't know that later, I almost ruined our love with one hand!
At that time, Old Gao was still an unruly young man, living a life of debauchery, seemingly carefree and without a way out. Under the protection of his family, he was a rich second generation, and in the future, he would take over his father's work, and he would probably live a rich life in this life.
However, it was not known that Old Gao also had a lot of troubles. Of course, the biggest trouble was still love. The parents gave him and Fang Qingyu the death penalty for the wrong reason, and Wang Mengmeng's feelings were also blocked by them.
Hu Zi, at that time, lived a sweet life with Li Xiaowei. He had always been a person with plans and plans. For a long time, the days had been moving in the direction Hu Zi had hoped for.
A good job, a girlfriend who loved each other, and Hu Zi was the only one of us who had both love and career.
Later, Lin Ya had a boyfriend, Ji Ze. Then her career progressed and she became the manager of a studio. A decent job, a boyfriend with a rich family and an outstanding personality, most people would be envious.
But did she really get both her career and her love?
After that, Ding Ge and I were separated, and our lives were at a low point. Speaking of that time, we really wanted to die.
Not to mention career and love, I have no heart, nothing! Like a walking corpse, living in a daze, if not for these old friends around, I really don't know how to survive that period of time.
Later on, our lives were still not smooth sailing. Each of us had experienced many twists and turns in our lives. The wind and rain seemed to forget how to stop, blowing down all the time, hardly giving us any good days.
After more than two years after the breakup, now that Lin Ya had been tricked into opening a photography shop, he opened an elegant style cake shop for Lin Feng and tang manya and sold milk tea. He was not too tired and his life was much easier than before.
She was really a strong woman with a strong heart. In her career, there was nothing to say, but she always felt that she didn't live much for herself. She was too tired, and sometimes she really hoped that she could be like a bird, throw away all the shackles, and fly freely in the sky.
And her love, is always a blank, how many people want to leave a trace in the blank, but until today, there is still no trace.
I can feel that Lin Ya is also very distressed, not only because of Ji Ze's pursuit, but also because she is alone. She must also yearn for a fairytale love, right?
After so many changes, Hu Zi Old Gao and I started the Xingyun hotel together and became a small boss, a name I didn't like.
It sounds pretty glamorous, but how many people know about the hardships?
But is our career a success?
What did I think before? I wanted to be a photographer, able to travel from place to place and record the beautiful scenery one by one.
Now, my busy life has made me miss so many opportunities to press the shutter.
The three of us are not young anymore, and the busy Hu Zi doesn't even have time to hang out with us.
Fortunately, Ding Ge and I are together again, just like fate, we are destined to be tied up in this life. Now that she's going to be my wife soon, this is the most gratifying thing for me.
Hu Zi and Old Gao, on the other hand, got a simple and kind girlfriend, and on the other hand, they were sad because of it, but none of them got love.
Career and love were not hard to get, but for us, they were like fish and bear paws.
"Hello."
At this moment, Lin Ya called out to me loudly. I turned to look at her. Lin Ya shouted at me, "What are you thinking about?"
"Nothing." I put away my thoughts, and for a moment, a loud voice floated into my ears again.
"Let's play dice, shall we?" Lin Ya said.
"How?"
"Let's just compare the size. We don't know how to play anything else. Whoever has a smaller number drinks."
"Sure, Old Gao." I looked at Old Gao and shouted, "Old Gao, I'm playing dice."
"Childish! You guys play, I'm not playing." Old Gao smiled and shook his head.
"Do you want to be childish?" Lin Ya glared at Old Gao.
Old Gao turned his head and didn't answer. He couldn't answer either.
"Just the two of us?" I asked Lin Ya.
"What? Don't you dare?" Lin Ya said provocatively.
I chuckled and replied, "Okay, let's play. We're free too."
So Lin Ya took out two dice and threw them on the table, one at four and one at five. I picked up the dice and threw them. Damn it, my luck was too bad. One at a time, one at a time, two at a time.
Because it was just the two of us, a round or a can would be too much, so we decided who would lose and who would have a drink, big or small. We could drink it ourselves, but we had to rely on ourselves. We couldn't just sip it like a dragonfly.
Lin Ya was still lucky in the second round, 6: 00 and 5: 00. My hands trembled when it was my turn to throw two or six to win. Can I be so lucky?
I shook the dice in my hand for a while before throwing it out.
The result?
Naturally, he lost!
Then the two of them played a few more rounds, and I was really unlucky, losing more and winning less. I had two cans of beer in my stomach, and Lin Ya hadn't finished one.
But it was so boring to play like this. One throw, one throw, one lose, one drink. It was really boring.
But we didn't know any other complicated and interesting ways to play, so I finally said to Lin Ya, "Hey, stop playing. It's boring."
"Interesting! Do you dare to play?" Lin Ya provoked again.
I asked curiously, "How is it interesting?"
"Truth or dare?" Lin Ya's eyes sparkled, and a conspiratorial smile was on his lips.
"Sure." I thought about it and nodded.
Truth or dare. We agreed that we should throw the dice, ask the big questions, answer the small questions, and don't take any big risks if we refused to answer. We are all so big people, if we don't answer, we will drink, but this time we will have to drink one bottle at a time.
This time, I'll start with a three-point, five-point throw. It's not too big or too small.
For lin ya, Lin Ya was unlucky this time, one at four and three at three.
I didn't expect me to win the first round. It seems that luck has turned.
I became excited, and Lin Ya said cheerfully, "Is there anything you want to ask?"
I opened my mouth and started thinking, but after a while, I suddenly realized that I didn't know what to ask, which made me confused.
Lin Ya also urged, "Ask quickly. We have a time limit. After that, it will be useless."
I frowned and continued to think, but I felt that it was too difficult, not just ordinary difficult! Why? Because I know Lin Ya so well that I can't ask questions.
"Five, four, three, two one."
After Lin Ya's countdown ended, I still couldn't think of any questions to ask.
Lin Ya had already taken the outstanding son and said, "I'll go first this time."
Lin Ya threw the dice, two points added to eight.
It was my turn to throw, and it was ten o' clock. It seemed that luck had finally come to my side.
But what question? Or is it just that I can't even think of a fucking game to play? I don't even know what to ask, so what if I win?
I just felt like a string had broken in my head.
"Five!"
"Hey, counting down so quickly."
"Four."
"Don't, don't, don't, don't panic, don't panic, ask now, ask now."
"Three."
"...
"Two."
"One."
"Do you have someone you like?" At the last moment, I didn't know what I was thinking and asked such a question.
When the question came out, I was curious about how I got it out. How was her brain working at that time?
"Yes!" Lin Ya replied.
"Ah?" I'm a little surprised. Lin Ya doesn't have any male friends besides us. Who does she like?
I quickly asked curiously, "Who is it?"