Drunk, I closed my eyes and leaned weakly against the tree trunk, gasping in pain.
In the microphone, there was no answer but the wind blowing in my ear. I took a breath and asked, "Why don't you talk?"
"Brother xingyun..." Du Ling hesitated.
I asked irritably, "What's going on? Did Hu Zi forbid you to see him? You're not her prisoner. He can't restrict your freedom. If it's him, I'll go to him now!"
Hu Zi can take Du Ling away from us, but he can't control Du Ling.
"He did not restrict my freedom." Du ling said weakly and anxiously.
"Then why didn't he let manya see you?"
"He just..."
Du Ling hesitated, but I had no patience at all. I was in a terrible mood, and now I'm even more upset. So I picked up the bottle and took a sip, and asked impatiently, "How is it?"
"Because Brother tiger is also angry with you, he won't let me meet you, and he won't let me contact you."
Angry?
I thought about that night again. Indeed, Hu Zi was very angry. He knew that Lin Ya and I were stalking him secretly. How could he not be angry? After that, we kept shouting and arguing in the restaurant. The three of us were all red faced and excited. In the end, Hu Zi was even angrier and said those hurtful words to Old Gao.
Du Ling continued, "Brother xingyun, Brother tiger really feels sorry for you, but he's also very angry at you. He treats you as his best friends, but you don't understand him. So, he can't save face to apologize to you. He's actually very conflicted and painful. I... I've been trying to persuade him."
"Don't try to persuade him. He can be as angry as he wants." At this moment, I was too drunk to control my emotions and shouted at the night like a madman, "What does he want him to do to me and Old Gao? It has nothing to do with you. It's his business to be angry. Why are you and Manya involved? You don't have to look at his face. Don't be afraid of her. Just contact Manya when you should. Just meet her when you should! What's the matter? He's fallen out with us. You can't see your friends, and the girl. How long have you not seen your sister? Don't you miss her?"
Du Ling clearly recognized my unusual behavior today. I had never spoken to her in this tone before. She asked doubtfully, "Brother xingyun, are you okay?"
"Nothing!" I said in a long voice, what can I do for you?
Then I couldn't remember what I said to Du Ling. I was confused.
Some wine was spilled on the ground, so the smell of alcohol pervaded the air.
I'm drunk.
After some time, I stood up and left the place.
The night here was very cold. I was wearing thick clothes, but the coolness still flowed into my clothes like flowing water and stuck to my skin. The wind was like a knife. I didn't know if it was too strong or if I drank too much and couldn't walk steadily.
The night here was very quiet. It was quiet enough to hear the bustle of the bustling world, the sound of cars, the sound of shops, the sound of people, the sound of the wind in the deserted wilderness, the sound of trees, as if they could hear sighs from afar.
The moonlight was dim and could not penetrate the darkness. If a timid person walked here, his legs would be weak and his whole body would tremble in fear. The place was desolate and empty, and the cold wind was like a ghost, but I didn't feel anything. I just walked numbly, as if I had lost my soul.
I found a hotel, opened it, and fell asleep.
The next day, when I woke up, I took a shower at the hotel, cleaned myself up, and left.
I'm back to normal. No one will see the scars in my heart. This is the price of being an adult. You can't write your true feelings on your face. You have to learn to hide them.
However, the expressionless me was like a chaotic battlefield in my heart. The army was fighting, crying and howling, in a mess.
Being drunk only allowed me to escape for a moment, and when I woke up, my original life would continue.
The headache continued to headache, the sad thing continued to be sad, the angry thing continued to be angry, the helpless thing continued to be helpless...
Ding Ge, she told me to come up with a plan to meet her again, but I want to meet her now. I want to ask her what she thinks. Why is Lin Ya suddenly a threat to our relationship? To the point that Lin Ya and I would never see each other again. Back then, when Lin Ya broke up with me, Ding Ge helped us reconcile.
Everything changed too fast.
I really don't believe there's only one solution between Ding Ge and me.
Cruel, even bloody!
I think, behind this sentence, Xiaojing and the three of them must have something to do with it. Thinking of this, I was especially angry. I don't know how much they helped in this matter.
But dinger shouldn't be so confused. It's so unlike her style. She's not so easily influenced by others, but now...
I can't figure it out. I really can't figure it out.
There were no signs that Lin Ya and I would not see each other if we didn't see each other. It was too sudden. I always felt there were too many doubts in it, but I couldn't find out why.
And Du Ling and Hu Zi.
When I got the call from Du Ling, I was so drunk that I couldn't remember a lot of things, but I seemed to remember trying to persuade du ling not to listen to Hu Zi. He had no right to interfere with Du Ling. As for what Du Ling said, I couldn't remember.
I don't know what conversation we ended with.
If I follow Ding Ge's request, I can't see her for the time being, but I still want to persuade her about du ling's matter.
I wanted to call Du Ling, but I thought about what she said about Hu Zi not letting her contact us, so that's why she didn't dare to answer the phone before.
I thought about it and sent du ling a wechat message. I mentioned that the rich woman, Hu Zi, me and Old Gao, might have been wrong with each other, but in Du Ling and Hu Zi's love, Du Ling was not wrong, and Hu Zi's cheating was solid evidence, so the person he was most sorry for was Du Ling.
I told Du Ling about this before, but somehow, Du Ling didn't leave Hu Zi.
Now, he had the nerve to order Du Ling. Hu Zi was too much. Du Ling shouldn't listen to him. After sending it, he could only wait for Du Ling's reply.
At this moment, ji ze came over and asked me where I went yesterday. Why didn't I come back all night? I panicked and said I went back to my new house with Ding Ge for the night.
Ji Ze told me about his run with Lin Ya. It was getting colder and colder now. In the morning, there was always a thick layer of frost on the windows, and sometimes beautiful window flowers. The quiet city in the morning also had a unique beauty.
But now, there was one more thing.
Smog.
I don't know what's going on. The smog has been very serious these days. We talked about the smog for a while. Indeed, ji ze was right. The smog in the morning seemed to be much more serious than before, especially when it was especially heavy and visibility was very low. Standing at the entrance of the Xingyun hotel, there was no sign of the cake shop, and everything was hidden in the haze.
Sometimes, even the whole day was surrounded by smog, and there was no smog yesterday morning. He and Lin Ya only ran once.
Old Gao didn't say much today. I know he was still worried about Du Ling, but I can't remember what Du Ling told me. I can only hope she calls me again tonight.
Hey, I pressed my forehead, and my head started to ache again. A lot of things kept coming at me, making me feel very tired.
After noon, the restaurant was no longer busy, and we began to eat in the hall.
At this time, a man came into the restaurant. He was about thirty years old, wearing a suit and tie, wearing a style of elite, and his fashionable hairstyle was not a bit messy.
I stood up to greet the guests. Who knew that this man looked at the hall a few times, then looked at ji ze. At this time, ji ze was facing his back to the guests, and the guest called out uncertainly, "Ji Ze?"
Ji Ze's friend?
Ji Ze also turned his head, saw the person, smiled, stood up and walked towards him.
"Yin Shuai, long time no see!"
"Long time no see!"
The two shook hands. It looked like they were old friends they hadn't seen in years. Ji Ze said happily, "Come and sit down."
The two of them sat down in an empty seat next to them.
The man named Yin Shuai asked ji ze, "I didn't expect to meet you here. Ji Ze, what are you doing now? Did you own this restaurant?"
"No, it's my friend's. I'm unemployed and have nothing to do." Ji Ze smiled and replied.
"Oh."
"Ji Ze's friend is our friend. Order whatever you want. It's on me." I said politely from the side.
Yin Shuai stood up and offered to extend his hand to me. We shook hands in a friendly manner and jize introduced us to each other.
"Yin Shuai, we are college classmates, the president of our school, Meng Xingyun, the boss of the Xingyun hotel."
Yin Shuai smiled modestly and said to me, "Nice to meet you."
It turned out to be Ji Ze's college classmates, and I didn't bother them too much either. They ordered, and then they started chatting enthusiastically.
We sat by the side, and they could hear us.
The two of them also asked about each other's situation first. It turned out that the two were not only college classmates, but also fellow countrymen. Their hometown was Pucheng, but later they developed in different cities and rarely returned home. After graduation, they did not see each other a few times. Naturally, this meeting was especially cordial.
I heard this Yin Shuai saying that he was now working at an entertainment company, and he didn't say much about it. Next, he talked about the previous incident at Ji Ze company.
Yin Shuai asked doubtfully, "This is nothing to your family, isn't it? Your parents couldn't easily save it?"
Ji Ze smiled bitterly.
Yin Shuai asked with concern, "What's wrong?"
Ji Ze sighed, "It's a long story."
So Ji Ze gave a brief account of his previous miserable days. Although he had suffered, at least he had survived.
Yin Shuai said in frustration, "You didn't tell me about this. If you knew..."
Ji ze smiled and said, "It's all over, it's all over!"
"No, you said the company survived," Yin Shuai frowned again, "What did you tell me earlier that you're unemployed?"
"Yeah. I have quit the company! Now, of course, they are unemployed."
Yin Shuai looked surprised. After a while, he pointed at ji ze and smiled, "It seems that you have a lot of stories in the past few years. If we have a chance, we should have a good talk."
"There's no story!" Ji Ze smiled faintly.
"So you've been idle all this time? I don't remember you being such a person!" Yin Shuai added.
"Yeah, it feels good to be idle now."
"Haha, it's not for a girl, is it?"
I raised an eyebrow as I listened, but Yin Shuai was right about it.
Ji Ze smiled, saying nothing and explaining nothing.
The two of them ate and chatted, not drinking. Before they left, Yin Shuai said to Ji Ze, "I should come to Pucheng often these days. We should have a good drink. Tonight, I came to see you. We'll see each other!"
"Okay, see you soon."