Chapter 652 : Memories

My emotions were billowing like waves of strong wind coming from my ears, tireless and restless.

My heart was like a broken and mottled wall, and I was pushed down effortlessly by a flood of emotions.

I took a step back, my hands becoming weak, and I loosened Fan Fan's collar.

At first, I thought fan fan fan had come to warn me and threaten me to provoke me. I didn't expect him to not attack me, but to say those surprising words.

I lowered my head and couldn't help but ponder, but now I am like a leaf swaying in the wind and rain. How can I think?

Seeing that I was silent, Fan Fan didn't say anything more and turned back into the bar.

Outside the bar, I was alone in the cold wind.

Peaceful breakup?

These four words seemed like a tight hoop, clasped on my head, and the thought of it gave me a headache.

I couldn't help but ask myself sadly, is this really the best ending between me and Ding Ge?

Just then, a man and a woman came out of the bar arguing. It looked like they were a couple. They quarreled fiercely for no reason. The man with an impatient face and the woman with a sharp voice shouted. They were not like lovers, but more like enemies.

The noisy woman slammed the man's face with the bag in her hand, then the man slapped the woman hard. The woman was also very angry and grabbed the man's face. She didn't expect the two of them to fight.

If it were any other time, I would have gone over to fight, but now, watching them fight and fight, I just felt disgusted in my heart. I just felt that they did it.

I really want to ask them, are you a couple? Have you really loved each other? How do I feel like you guys are just playing with each other? What is love in your hearts?

Seeing this couple tearing up in front of me, I really feel sorry for them!

If you don't love each other, why do you have to hurt each other? Why are you still talking so much nonsense here?

Love must not be like this!

Even if we broke up, it would never be like this!

But soon they parted, and the man's face turned cold as he left, while the woman cursed behind, looking very angry.

I was reminded of what Fan Fan said about "Peaceful breakup."

Ding Ge and I will never be like that couple, no way!

I thought about what Ding Ge said to calm us down, but now I can't calm down at all, so I don't want to think about it anymore and drive out of the bar.

However, walking on the road, my heart was still full of sadness. How could I not miss that girl who made me miss her day and night?

Now, everyone thought that Ding Ge and I were fine and about to get married, but they didn't know that now we are at the fork of love again.

But I can't tell anyone about it, especially Lin Ya.

Ding ge's words for the final rescue were so serious that my heart felt like a huge rock. However, Ding Ge and I should not end up breaking up peacefully. I will settle this matter. I will definitely settle this matter.

When I got home, I was back to normal.

Ji Ze was back. We talked for a while, then went back to our rooms to rest.

...

Two days later.

Ding Ge and I haven't been in contact for the past two days.

I didn't think about how to solve the problem between Ding Ge and me, because I never thought that Lin Ya was the problem between Ding Ge and me. Even if it was a problem, it would never be as serious as never meeting again. I think I would definitely convince Ding Ge.

I didn't think too much. I spent most of my time reminiscing.

I thought about the first time Ding Ge and I met. We didn't know each other at that time. Under Lin Ya's introduction, we gradually became acquainted. In Pucheng, there were streets that we walked side by side, parks, restaurants, supermarkets, and so on. Like other couples, when we became real lovers, the two of us heated up quickly and wished we could stick together 24 hours a day.

I had been courting Ding Ge for a long time, so when dinger agreed to be my girlfriend, I still remember the excitement. The corners of my mouth twitched slightly, my lips trembled slightly, and the goosebumps all over my body exploded. The sudden gush of sweetness and happiness, I felt as if I had been soaked in melted candy, and my whole body was floating, really like a cloud floating in the sky. Swimming in the sky that was bluer than the sea, the sky had no end, and my happiness had no limit.

Before I went out with Ding Ge, I had two girlfriends, but in retrospect, I don't remember them very well.

My first love was not unforgettable. When I heard that she was married, I hardly thought of her. We had a slow development. Sometimes holding hands, I couldn't remember if I had hugged her. It felt like... How could I put it? It was like she and I didn't fall in love at that time. We were too reserved. We didn't know what to talk about when we were together. If you stay together, you should do what couples do.

I was confused, confused, and I believe that she was the same, but Hu Zi and Old Gao did not help me at that time. This relationship was like a gust of wind in spring, gently coming, and gently leaving.

Light clouds and light winds.

Our first love ended quietly, like a flower that withered before it could bloom.

The end of my first love made me feel no pain. I even felt an indescribable sense of relief.

As for the second relationship, I don't want to mention it. We haven't contacted each other for a long time, and I haven't heard from her again.

I didn't want to mention her name, and I didn't want to mention her either. Anyway, there was no romantic encounter or pursuit. We were together, and I only knew later that there was a word called spare tire. Yes, she used me as a spare tire.

This was not love in the first place, so after the two of them were together, there was naturally no passion, or how could a single passion collide with a spark?

When the two of them were together, it was just a date and dinner. She always seemed to be very busy. After they parted, she naturally understood that she was not so busy, but she did not miss her boyfriend so much. She was not enthusiastic about me.

Without a doubt, she dumped me.

I have to admit that I was still a little sad after the breakup, because I liked her at that time, although she had many obvious shortcomings.

I saw her once after the breakup, less than a week after we broke up. I saw her holding hands with a man on the street, looking very close. Even a fool could see their relationship.

At that moment, I was furious!

I don't know if she was with that man when we were together, but she was separated, and it didn't make sense.

Moreover, being able to have a boyfriend in such a short period of time after the breakup, and have developed to the point of stickiness, it was obvious that she never cared about our relationship.

It wasn't like she was in a relationship, it was more like she had a meal, it was still not so delicious, there was nothing to savor, after eating, she naturally got up and left, who would turn around to look at it again.

We've been together for more than three months, and we've never been so close when we were shopping together. She never took my hand, let alone held my sleeve like this.

At that time, she was very strange to me. I felt that I knew her completely different from the person in front of me, just like two different faces.

I felt that she was especially hypocritical, and when I thought about that relationship between us, I felt disgusted, because the more I thought about many things, the clearer I became. Maybe she was just lonely and empty with me, and she never had me in her heart.

So, after this relationship, there was a time when I was especially sick of women, tired of their differences between the outside and the inside, especially the kind of woman who looked pure and had a bitch in her heart.

When I was with Ding Ge, it was completely different from the previous two relationships. It was only later that I realized that this was love.

When I met Ding Ge, there seemed to be a voice in my heart. By the way, it was her!

This is the person in your future life. I don't know how to describe this feeling. The first time I saw Ding Ge, my heart was pounding. I fell in love at first sight.

It was her!

The speed of development between us is extremely fast. When you meet the right person, you will feel that the whole world has changed and everything has become better.

Ding Ge and I had nothing to say. There was a strong smell of love between the two of us, and then we lived together.

Even if Ding Ge's parents objected later, our love was so strong that it never wavered. At that time, thinking about it would make us feel especially beautiful.

Then, as she recalled, the plot became more and more serious.

I thought my love with Ding Ge would be perfect. There was only happiness and sweetness in our world. There was only tacit understanding and empathy. We were rarely angry, and the occasional bickering quickly turned into fun.

But then, it seemed like a world collapsed.

Ding Ge and I broke up, lost contact for a year, and then I took the initiative to find help. From that time on, we gradually became indistinguishable from each other, and then because of Lin Ya's help and the growing realization of how stupid a mistake we made back then, we became intimate and ambiguous again.

However, I never thought that I would hurt Ding Ge again. Even if we were just a fake couple, our love was destined to have a scar. In Ding Ge's heart, it was destined to have a very sensitive name for a lifetime.

However, so many hardships and tribulations did not defeat us. Ding Ge and I definitely experienced more than most couples did, especially when Ding Ge's parents grounded her. She escaped with absolute wisdom. We ran all the way to Green city, but Ding Ge's parents intercepted us. And ding ge was even more shocked by all of them, putting a pair of scissors around her neck. If Ding Ge's parents hadn't compromised at the time, no one would have doubted whether ding ge would have stuck the scissors in.

That scene, to this day I remember, my body is still cold!