Chapter 668 Heartache

Ding Ge was sitting right in front of me. Her beautiful face was so clear, just like when we first met. She was beautiful and pure, just like the most precious pearl in the art museum!

However, listening to her words, I felt a little dazed and unreal, as if we were only in a dream, everything around us became a little ethereal, the elegant restaurant looked a little unreal, the haze outside the window was frightening, and I was not sure whether we were in the real world, or in the dream space?

I clenched my fists, my nails stuck in my palms, and there was a pain. Gradually, reality became clear.

Not a dream!

I just felt like my heart was a piece of porcelain, falling from the sky and shattering into pieces.

I frowned and began to digest Ding Ge's words.

Her question left me speechless!

She said that she had paid too much for love in the past, almost to live for me. Now, she wanted to live for herself, to make her life more exciting, more meaningful, and more valuable.

She said so, what should I say?

If I asked to stay, it would seem that I was too selfish, right?

But I really don't believe that this girl who has loved me for so many years suddenly doesn't want to spend the rest of her life with me?

A ferocious feeling of discomfort suddenly engulfed me, and I felt a hundred claws scratching my heart, and thousands of insects and ants biting into my body. It made me breathless, dizzy, weak, and flustered, as if countless electric currents were flowing through my body, and my body could not help but tremble.

For a moment, it was as if the air around me had become distorted, and then I had also become distorted. I felt my hair pulling out like it was trying to escape from my scalp. My face had become swollen as if it had been roasted.

I really feel like I'm about to explode!

My chest felt like a huge rock, and I felt like my bones were about to be crushed.

I clenched my teeth, but my body couldn't help trembling. I really didn't want to give up on her. I really didn't want to end up like this!

So I couldn't help but look at Ding Ge again and say sadly, "We... We're getting married soon. How can you... What do you want me to do?"

In more than a month, we're getting married. Almost all of our friends and family already know that our house has been bought, renovated, our car has been bought, the hotel for the wedding has been booked, and most of the things are ready. But now, Ding Ge suddenly says goodbye?

Of course, I couldn't bear the news. It was devastating to me. I could see the days without Ding Ge in the future, and I would fall into the endless darkness forever. I really didn't want to experience that cold suffocation anymore.

If our wedding was ruined, what would people think of us? What would they say about us behind our backs? And my dad and mom, how sad should they be?

Ding Ge was so heartless!

She looked at me guiltily, bit her lips, and said, "I know, I know it's not fair to you, but I'm sorry, Xing Yun. I really can't marry you. Let me make it up to you. The house we bought before belongs to you, and the fifty thousand dollars you gave my parents." She took out a card from her bag and said, "I'll give it back to you too."

Ding Ge pushed the bank card in front of me. At this moment, I was inexplicably angry, but I took a deep breath and replied as calmly as possible, "No."

Compensation?

She might as well just leave like this. Such compensation would only make me feel more pitiful and pathetic!

"Xing Yun..." Ding Ge tried to comfort me again.

I interrupted her and said in pain, "Stop it."

...

In the end, I left after dinner with Ding Ge.

That was the most painful meal of my life!

After parting, I stood alone on the cold street, the cold wind blowing on my face, like a knife, I was still immersed in great pain, at this moment, my heart seemed to be ten times colder than this cold winter!

I can't believe it. Even now, I can't believe that Ding Ge broke up with me. The scene just now seemed like it had never happened before, and the worst thing was that my memory was so clear, and that picture seemed to be recorded in my mind.

I didn't expect Ding Ge to give me such a cold and heartless blow after all these days of calm!

I came with hope, and now I leave with despair.

My heart is filled with sorrow! I really didn't expect that ding ge would say something so unexpected. It was completely different from what I thought. I was caught off guard and didn't know what to say.

Broke up?

But I still think that Ding Ge is my girlfriend, my fiancee, and we will get married in more than a month!

I had imagined our wedding countless times, Ding Ge in a wedding dress, but now, these were like the flames of a burning match that would soon be extinguished.

I had a few more chills, but my hands and feet were cold, without a trace of warmth. My body was cold, my heart was colder, my blood was cold, and my bone marrow was cold. This cold was like a big knife with a piercing chill, piercing through my body in an instant, and then my whole body froze into ice!

His whole body was frozen stiff, and he walked like a broken robot on the street.

Is that all?

Is it all over?

I stared blankly at the street, the thick haze blocking my eyes and my future.

The pain, the pain, the pain in my heart, the pain in my heart like a knife, this taste is really worse than death!

In the end, I was almost numb from the pain, like I was dead!

I was completely devastated!

First Old Gao was hit, and now Ding Ge is breaking up. This fierce attack has left me riddled with holes. I look like a broken city wall that collapsed under the surging emotions.

My heart is in ruins!

When I got home, I was alone in my room, lying on my bed, wanting to sleep. I wanted to sleep in the dark. I wanted to sleep in the dark for centuries. I wanted to sleep until the end of the world. I wanted to sleep until the end of the universe.

However, lying on the bed with his eyes closed, he was not sleepy at all. As long as he closed his eyes, his mind was full of Ding Ge's shadow.

I really can't figure out how Ding Ge got out of love so easily. Why did she change so quickly?

Gradually, after lying on the bed for a long time, he felt uncomfortable all over. He felt his body suddenly grow old, his limbs were weak and weak, and his spirit was confused. He did not know when it was, and he could not tell day from night.

After some time, my door rang.

It was loud. In my bedroom, I was alone, and there was no sound in the room. I lay there, as if I had experienced the silence of a world, when I suddenly heard a knock on the door, it was as loud as lightning that pierced through the night.

I lay there completely unwilling to move, but the knock on the door became more urgent. Lin Ya shouted outside the door, "Open the door, Xing Yun."

It was Lin Ya.

I sat up, and then, suddenly, a violent dizziness hit me. I suddenly felt uncomfortable and had the urge to vomit. After a while, I felt better. However, at this time, I found that my head was a little heavy, and that feeling of powerlessness was even more severe, and my body was also a little hot, which made me realize that I actually had a fever.

I opened the door and Lin Ya walked in. She glanced at me, frowned, and asked, "Why didn't I call you?"

"I was sleeping just now. I guess I didn't hear you." I really didn't hear the phone ring.

"Xing Yun, let me ask you, what's going on between you and Ding Ge?" Lin Ya asked directly.

I froze and looked up at Lin Ya. Did she know that I broke up with Ding Ge?

Lin ya looked at me and continued, "When Lin Feng had an accident, she didn't come. Now that Old Gao is lying in the hospital, she hasn't appeared once. Is there a problem between you? What the hell is going on?"

Lin Ya sounded a little anxious.

It seems that she didn't know what happened at noon today. She just guessed that something was wrong with my relationship with Ding Ge. It had to be said that Lin Ya was right. I knew that this could not be hidden. Sooner or later, everyone would know. So I didn't hide it. I exhaled weakly and replied, "We broke up!"

When I said this, Lin Ya looked shocked and exclaimed subconsciously, "What?"

Her eyes were wide open, and there was a flash of horror in them. In an instant, many emotions flowed across Lin Ya's face.

She guessed that there was something wrong between me and Ding Ge, but she never guessed that we had officially broken up today.

The expression on Lin Ya's face changed quickly, but it was covered with anger. Her eyes seemed to be burning with fire. She shouted at me excitedly, "What's wrong with you? Don't you know how to cherish when you finally get together? What are you guys thinking? Getting married and breaking up? Aren't you tired? Meng Xingyun, what are you thinking? Why did you break up again?"

Lin Ya was especially angry. She gritted her teeth and looked at me, wishing she could beat me up to wake me up. As the person who witnessed my love with Ding Ge, she had helped us a lot. Now, hearing this news, naturally, is unacceptable.

Lin Ya thought it was me who broke up with Ding Ge, but this time, I didn't want to break up at all, so I explained feebly, "I didn't want to break up either. She brought it up."

Lin Ya's frown deepened, and she said sadly, "What happened to you? Why did she break up with you?"

"You can talk to her." I really don't have much strength. Lin Ya can ask dinger directly if he wants to know anything.

"Get up, we'll go find her together!" Lin Ya ordered.

But I didn't want to go. I really didn't feel any strength at all, and my body was very uncomfortable. So I closed my eyes, took a breath, and said to lin ya, "You go yourself. I don't want to go."

Because I don't think even Lin Ya looking for Ding Ge will help this time.

Ding Ge was a very stubborn and stubborn girl, and almost no one could change her way of doing anything that she decided to do.

When her parents were so strongly against us being together, Ding Ge still lived with me without hesitation. After we broke up, ding ge worked hard to pay off my debts in order to get back together with me. And when her parents grounded her, she tried everything she could to meet me. Ding Ge had always been like this.

I didn't want to go, but Lin Ya grabbed me and said firmly, "No, we have to go!"

Lin Ya looked at me doubtfully, then touched my forehead and asked with concern, "Do you have a fever?"

"It might be cold."

"Then we have to get up!" Lin Ya continued to urge, "Get up quickly. We'll go find Ding Ge first, and then we'll see you."

Lin Ya was also a stubborn girl, and it was difficult for others to interfere with her decisions, so I had to put on my clothes and go out with Lin Ya.

Lin Ya called Ding Ge. I was a little confused and didn't hear Ding Ge say where she was. Lin Ya was driving, and I was in the passenger seat. Then the two of them set off in the dark.