The night was hazy, the fog was heavy, and the car was moving at the same speed on the quiet street, like a small boat driving alone in the ocean.
At this time, everything seemed to be very quiet. There was no sound of the wind blowing the leaves, no sound of people and cars, and everything was hidden in the darkness and thick fog.
I squinted my eyes and lay weakly in my seat. Outside the car window, the city was no longer as bright and bustling as it used to be. It became a little lonely, a little lonely, just like a sad person. Every shop and street lamp was her sad story.
The neon turned into a faint, soft glow, like the tears of this city.
I looked at Lin Ya, her face full of sadness, like a sunflower hanging its head on a rainy day.
A wave of sadness welled up in my heart!
Lin Ya was also a depressed patient. I promised ji ze that I would take good care of her, but now, I didn't take much care of her, but she was helping me.
Just like before.
I'm really glad to have a friend like lin ya around you when you need her!
Only a matchmaker like her can help me with my love for Ding Ge.
Although I said I didn't want to come with Lin Ya, deep down, I still wanted Lin Ya to help me. I didn't want to be separated from Ding Ge. So when she took me to Ding Ge, a little hope rose in my heart.
When I was in bed just now, I kept thinking, I always felt that today's breakup wouldn't be the end of me and Ding Ge. How could we just end it when it's over? We still have too many ties between us.
The meeting at noon today would definitely not be the last meeting between the two of us!
But this time, can Lin Ya help me?
Can she get Ding Ge back together with me?
I don't know why, but I find it hard. This is the first time that Ding Ge has offered to break up with me. Not to mention the jokes in the past, she has been so persistent in blocking me, so this time the problem is very difficult. Even if Lin Ya goes, I don't have much confidence.
Not to mention that Ding Ge had said that I would never see Lin Ya again. I never told her about this.
His heart was in a state of uneasiness, just like the balance that had always been out of balance.
After a while, I realized that Lin Ya was driving to the Eleven bar. Was Ding Ge there?
This was not surprising at all. This was the place where Xiaojing and the others often gathered. I had come here several times before I knew it.
However, the memories here were never happy.
Along the way, Lin Ya did not speak, and the silence in the car was a little frightening.
After a while, the car finally stopped in front of the bar. Lin Ya and I walked out of the car. When we looked at the bar, which was surrounded by light in the dark, an inexplicable sense of oppression suddenly struck. I had a cold war and my heart suddenly quickened.
Lin ya glanced at me. Her eyes were complicated, but the warmth and tenderness I saw in her eyes.
The two of us walked into the bar. There weren't many people in the bar today. A song "With you" was floating in the hall. Under the blue light, the owner of the bar, he ning, walked towards us.
As he walked up to me, he looked at me. Suddenly, I noticed that his eyes were a little strange, as if he had something to say to me. I frowned, but that strange look was fleeting.
He smiled and greeted us briefly, motioning for us to go with him. Then he led us to a booth and told us to wait here. Ding Ge would be there soon.
Lin Ya and I had to sit down first. He Ning asked us what to drink. I shook my head. He Ning didn't disturb us and left.
Compared to the cold and quiet streets, it was lively and warm, but my heart was still cold. When I thought of the scene at noon today, I was instantly immersed in pain, like falling into an ice cave!
Ding Ge didn't come. Lin Ya and I just sat quietly in our seats. They didn't talk much. Lin Ya was silent with a heavy heart, while I was in pain alone.
Before long, dinger arrived.
She was still wearing the same outfit this afternoon, with a white hat on her head. She walked up to me and sat down opposite Lin Ya. It was too cold from outside.
Seeing Ding Ge, my heart ached again. However, Ding Ge didn't seem sad at all, as if our breakup was a relief for her. She really wasn't in pain at all.
A wave of sadness flowed through my body. When I first broke up with Ding Ge, I still remember Ding Ge's heartbreaking and heartbreaking look. I didn't expect that after more than two years, Ding Ge, who had voluntarily given up on this relationship, would be so indifferent.
Ding ge looked at us and said to lin ya, "Girl, I know you're trying to persuade us to get back together, but it's really over between me and Xing Yun."
Lin Ya frowned, "Why?"
Ding Ge's eyes were a little evasive. She looked into the hall and said quietly, "Is it important?"
"Is it important? You've loved this man in front of you for almost seven years! Now that I'm about to step into marriage, you suddenly tell me it's over? This is a fantasy!" Lin Ya said excitedly.
"It's not a fantasy." Ding Ge shook his head lightly.
Lin Ya was a little helpless. He looked at Ding Ge and then at me. He said angrily, "What happened to you two? Can't you just tell me what's going on? If you have something to deal with, break up? Are you two childish? It's been so many years, so many storms, and you've all matured. Can you stop acting like children?"
Listening to Lin Ya's words, my heart was even more depressed. I knew that Ding Ge was not an impulsive and angry person, so I was even more afraid. I was really afraid that she would leave me forever.
Ding Ge said calmly, "I'm not impulsive. This is my final decision."
"Final decision?" Lin Ya smiled, but her smile was full of love. She added, "Which girl in my room cried the whole pillow wet? Have you forgotten how hard it was for you to save money for Xing Yun?"
Ding Ge didn't seem to want to talk about the past. She interrupted Lin Ya and said with some evasion and indifference, "Those are the past! No matter what you say, we are over. You can go back."
I was stunned for a moment. I didn't expect Ding Ge to want to end the conversation after just saying a few words. It seemed that she was determined to break up with me!
"Ding Ge!" Perhaps stimulated by Ding Ge's attitude, Lin Ya raised his voice a little and said sadly, "What's wrong with you? You're not like this. Did something happen to you? Can you tell us if there's anything?"
"It's okay. I just want to live another life, another life."
"What life? What life?" Lin Ya asked quickly.
"It's a free and unfettered life, to do what you want to do, what you like to do."
"Like what?"
"Like traveling around the world. If I'm not surprised, I'll travel a lot in the future."
"Is there any conflict with you and Xing Yun? If you're married and you don't want to be a full-time mom, if you want to work, or if you want to do anything, Xing Yun will definitely not interfere with you. He will definitely respect you!"
"You think too simply, girl. Love requires effort. Two people together can become a family. Now, I can't give Xing Yun a warm home. We can't form a family, so I can't be with her anymore. She needs a woman who loves her wholeheartedly. I'm not anymore."
"Is that why you broke up with Xing Yun?"
"Yes!"
"You and Xing Yun didn't fight? You didn't have a conflict?"
"No, you think too much. We broke up peacefully!"
As I listened to the two of them, I didn't know if it was the heat or if my temperature had risen again. I felt my body getting hotter and hotter, and my cheeks were burning so much that my vision was blurry. Under the blue light, I couldn't see Ding Ge's expression clearly.
"Bang!"
Suddenly, Lin Ya slapped the table, and Ding Ge and I were both shocked.
"What are you doing this for?" Lin Ya didn't believe Ding Ge at all and shouted angrily.
"I've said everything I need to say."
"Xing Yun, say it!" Lin Ya suddenly yelled at me again.
I looked at her, and her eyes were a little scary, as sharp as a knife, but her eyes were full of concern, she really wanted to help us, think about us.
But I didn't know what to say, because Ding Ge told me all this.
Lin Ya looked at Ding Ge again and stared at her deeply. There was a strong light in her eyes, and she asked again, unwilling, "What is the reason? Ding Ge?"
Ding ge paused. She looked away, not knowing what she was thinking. Lin Ya just kept looking at Ding Ge and waiting.
After a long time, Ding Ge suddenly smiled. She leaned forward slightly, looked at Lin Ya and asked, "Do you really want to know?"
Lin Ya didn't answer but looked into Ding Ge's eyes.
At this moment, the air seemed to suddenly become thick, and an unspeakable strange atmosphere quietly shrouded it.
Then, dinger looked at Lin Ya and whispered, "Because of you!"
"Because of you, girl." Ding Ge repeated.
Her voice was not loud, but it was clear enough to reach Lin Ya and me.
When dinger said that, Lin Ya and I were both stunned. This moment seemed to be very long, the air was stagnant, and the whole bar seemed to calm down, as if a transparent halo surrounded the three of us, and there was no sound in the bar.
A layer of cold sweat oozed from my back, like a gust of wind blowing through it.
I can't believe that Ding Ge suddenly said something like this, shocked and frightened.
It turned out that Ding Ge only told me in front of me that she felt threatened by Lin Ya's existence, that she was worried about my intimacy with Lin Ya, and that she hoped that Lin Ya and I would never see each other again. Ding Ge told me all this when it was just the two of us. Lin Ya didn't know anything about it.
Now, Ding Ge wants to expose this matter!
However, there was only one consequence. Ding Ge and Lin Ya's relationship was no longer the same as before. They were no longer close friends, no longer as close as before. They could not even be friends.
I suddenly regretted meeting ding ge with Lin Ya. I shouldn't have let lin ya come.
I know what it's like to break up with friends. I really don't want Ding Ge and Lin Ya to be like Hu Zi and me, but now, it's too late!
Lin Ya looked at Ding Ge in disbelief. Her eyes were trembling and her eyes were rolling. After a long time, her voice changed slightly and she said, "Me?"
Ding Ge lay back. She closed her eyes and said wearily, "Yes."
I felt a little dry in my throat and bitter in my heart. Originally, I wanted to talk to ding ge about this at noon, but she didn't want to talk about it. She had to wait until Lin Ya was here.
I didn't want to make things more awkward, and I didn't want to make things more awkward between Ding Ge and Lin Ya, so I wanted to stop Ding Ge, but dinger seemed to have guessed what I was thinking. She looked at me and said to lin ya in an unbreakable tone, "Girl, don't you think that you and Xing Yun are more like close friends than you are? Your relationship is too close. Your relationship makes me feel... I just feel that this relationship between the three of us is weird, you know?"
I..." Lin Ya had a complicated look on her face. I'm afraid she never expected Ding Ge to say that the reason why we broke up was because of her. She was a little flustered, a little confused, a little uneasy. Her lips were trembling and her eyelashes were like the wings of a frightened bird.
She lowered her head and held the corner of her dress tightly with one hand. After a long time, she looked up and said, "I'm sorry, Ding Ge. If our relationship makes you feel uncomfortable, I will pay attention to it in the future."
At this time, my heart was particularly uncomfortable, as if my heart was being pounded by something!
I really didn't expect things to turn out like this!
"Then can you promise not to love Xing Yun?" Ding Ge looked into Lin Ya's eyes again and asked.