I haven't dreamed of my childhood for a long time.
This night, she had a dream.
She has been living in a rural welfare home since she has a memory. Like many children in the welfare home, she has no parents, no family, no money and no one to love. The resources of the welfare home are very limited. If she wants to be good, she must learn to please others and then snatch.
When she was a child, she didn't know how to rob. She always sat quietly. Later, she became very hungry and began to fight. She began to use her wits. She began to use her appearance to please the dean's grandmother. She had a good time in the welfare home.
But she also hated herself.
Until one day, a British charity group came to the welfare house, and everyone had to please them, and so did words.
She laughs the sweetest, the happiest, and gets the most.
Then, when she looks at those things in a positive and expressionless way, with ironic expression.
A teenager suddenly appeared in front of her.
She was cold in the back.
The boy is smiling, his skin is white, facial features are beautiful, eyebrows and eyes are gentle, and his voice is as clean as the spring breeze. He said: "your real appearance is very good-looking, even when your face is expressionless, little sister."
He didn't say anything, and his palms were full of cold sweat.
That boy is Cheng CI. Her life began to change. The Cheng family in Britain regularly subsidized the children in welfare homes to go to school and provided them with clothes and some daily necessities. But what she got by words was different. Compared with other children, it was always special. She would also receive letters from the young man named Cheng Yan.
She looked at him with a sense of shame, determined to become better, write the same beautiful words as him, get the same excellent grades as him, and then study English desperately
Cheng CI.
Yanyu opened his eyes suddenly.
The person beside the pillow is no longer there. The sky outside the window is bright. The mood in her dream has not yet dissipated. The mood in her eyes is fluctuating. The old things come back. The storm is terrible.
In the next few days, Lu Yan realized that Yu was angry because she was consciously alienating him.
But Lu Yan is very busy. The group is in a mess. He keeps going on business trips, meetings and meeting customers There is not much time for words.
On this day, Lu Yangang came out of the airport. Far away, in the airport hall, he saw a flash of shadow. His heart sank. Then he reflected that the girl should be Lin Yin, not Xia Xia.
Lu Yan regained his expressionless face. His nose was high, his lips were thin, and his chin was cold and hard. In his dark eyes, there was an endless deep sea.
In the evening, when Lu Yan came out from work, he saw Lin Yin in the parking lot.
Lu Yan's face completely cold sink down, his eyes cold staring at Lin Yin, voice indifferent: "don't appear in my side."
Lin Yin said softly, "I saw the news The news says
"I don't play doubles." There was no patience between his eyes and eyebrows. His expression was cold and his tone was cold.
"But your wife is serious." Lin Yin opened her black and white eyes, "she asked me, and told me..."
Lin Yin's words are half swallowed.
Lu Yan's brow twisted when he heard the speech, and his dark eyes flashed a shadow. He stretched his lips.
Lin Yin thinks he has a play.
The next second, Lu Yan's eyes became colder, but after a while, he took back his eyes, his voice was as cold as a ice skate, and then stabbed into Lin Yin's heart - if he appeared in front of me again, I would let you get out of the city.
Lu Yan's car drove back from Lin Yin without any stagnation.
Yanyu spent a whole night brushing the test bank of Keyi crazily and passed Keyi at once. In her spare time, she went to the driving school to practice driving. In the evening, after work, at home, occasionally she would watch the video of practicing driving.
When Lu Yan returned to his apartment, he happened to see Yu watching the video.
He glanced and said nothing. His thin lips were straight.
A few people quietly had dinner. Xiaoxing was playing with a spoon. She scooped a spoonful of porridge, which was almost shaken off and raised to Lu Yan's mouth.
Lu Yan looked down and ate it.
After dinner, Yanyu just wants to continue to watch the video of car training. Lu Yan suddenly whispers, "Yanyu, let's go."
The man is handsome in outline and indifferent in expression.
"Where are you going?" asked the metaphor
However, Lu Yan's hand was more and more tightly clasped, and she could not speak.
There is a large open space in the neighborhood where the apartment is located.
Lu Yan drove from the underground parking lot and drove directly to the open space of the community. He got down from the driver's seat and sat in the co driver's seat. In other words, Yu was driven to the driver's seat by him.
Yuyu realized that Lu Yan wanted to teach her how to drive.Lu Yan leaned on the back of the chair, his long legs overlapping, his back straight, his side eyes, quietly said: "let's go, will you start the car?"
Metaphor could have driven, but now we need to be familiar with the domestic steering wheel and the subtle differences between China and Britain.
Lu Yan's voice is calm and calm, and he guides: "yes You have to remember to look in the rearview mirror. "
He looked straight at the words, thin lips slightly lifted, voice dumb: "step on the brake."
Yanyu hasn't driven for a long time, so he's not used to it. His familiarity with the car has dropped a lot. When he got flustered, he stepped on it. Fortunately, nothing happened.
Lu Yan's expression was weak. His dark eyes were staring at Yu. Suddenly, he bent down. Before Yu could react, his slender fingers grasped her ankle.
She was wearing shorts.
The ankle is exposed in the air, a little cold.
And Lu Yan's palm is hot, pasted on the cold skin, the hot heat is instantly transmitted, in the capillaries, in the viscera, until it flows back to the heart.
A woman's feet are far more ambiguous than her hands.
So when Lu Yan grasped Yu's foot, Yu felt uncomfortable. She pursed her lips: "what are you doing? Let go of my foot."
Lu Yan didn't think much about it and said, "just let you feel the strength of the brake. If you make any mistakes again, I'll hold your feet."
What's the logic.
There is no answer.
They continued to practice for a while, and Yu finally regained his sense of control and gradually became familiar with it. Lu Yan drove back to the underground garage, and Yu turned his head, looked out of the window and stared at his reflection in the window.
After getting off the car, the red number in the elevator keeps increasing. Lu Yan suddenly asked in a low voice: "a few days ago Did you go to find Lin Yin? "