Chapter 113

"But, slowly, I will feel sad and distressed because of what he said and what he did. I will feel happy because he treated me well. From that time on, I found that I was more determined to insist on the idea of going with him than when I first chose to marry him.

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"Until Xu Yingxia is back. I feel flustered. At first, I thought that my flustered was due to my fear that Lu Yan would choose to divorce me because of Xu Yingxia, but later I found that it was not at all, because Lu Yan's actions showed that he would not divorce me because of Xu Yingxia. "

"As long as I don't divorce, I can still be with him and keep thinking about Cheng Ci, which is consistent with my original idea."

"But I'm not satisfied with the status quo anymore. I don't mind that Lu Yan and Xu Yingxia are too close, and I don't mind that Lu Yan cares too much about Xu Yingxia. I even feel nauseous and nauseous. I get angry and jealous, and I become bored." Yu closed his eyes, hands and feet slightly cold: "Beibei, I care too much about Lu Yan In my heart, is he separated from Cheng CI? He is him and Cheng CI is Cheng CI. That's why I am so greedy. I want him to completely break off the relationship with Xu Yingxia and let him only care about

me and little star, right

North and South hear also in the heart heavy, she is most worried about things, or happened.

At that time, she didn't agree with Yu. She took Lu Yan as Cheng's substitute and married Lu Yan, because there was a saying, didn't she? The most difficult thing to control in the world is not only cough, but also love.

Yu doesn't necessarily fall in love with Lu Yan, but she definitely slowly develops feelings for Lu Yan.

North and South sighed and asked softly, "ah Yu, do you want to divorce now? Are you willing? "

The words are silent. The fingers holding the mobile phone slowly tighten. She moves her lips: "I'm not willing."

She always felt that there was a lack of motivation to promote her divorce, and there was also a lack of something to let her continue this marriage.

What's more, she didn't understand that she didn't want to be a little star? Or not willing to have a face similar to Cheng Ci, or just not willing to have LU Yan

The north and the South understand the entanglement of metaphor, what she can do is to be the backing behind the metaphor, "a Yu, no matter you decide to divorce or continue this marriage, I will support you, you slowly think, I will accompany you."

The heart of speech and metaphor is in a mess, and the mind is in a mess.

The entanglement between Lu Yan and Xu Yingxia, Lu Yan's determination to give up everything for Xu Yingxia, Xiao Xingxing's face, Zhou Yun's difficulties, and her painful chest. The north and the South suddenly remembered something and said, "wait a minute. You say Lu Yan and Cheng CI are brothers, right? When housekeeper Cheng returns home, he must take Lu Yan back to inherit the Cheng family. It's impossible for the Cheng family to inherit such a large family property. Housekeeper Cheng knows about your relationship with Cheng CI. No matter what, he won't let you and Lu Yan continue this marriage. The best way to destroy the marriage is to tell Lu Yan about your relationship with Cheng CI. "

After a pause, he took a deep breath: "Lu Yan, a proud man, may retaliate against you, delay your divorce, or force you to divorce, but separate Xiaoxing from you."

I thought about this possibility.

Now she was told by the north and the south, and it was like a cold current in her four limbs.

She pursed the corners of her lips.

The blood of the whole body is cold, and the fingertips are very cold. North and South suggested: "it's better to cut the mess quickly and reduce the damage as much as possible. Now that Xu Yingxia and Lu Yan are in a hot fight and Lu Yan doesn't know anything, you should take the initiative to divorce and give up your position to Xu Yingxia. If Lu Yan really likes Xu Yingxia and wants to be with her, he is likely to give up the custody of Xiaoxing. "

There was another long silence.

There was only a slight electric current in the phone for a moment.

The voice of the voice seems to have been pressed by a heavy stone, aphasia in general.

Women are really contradictory creatures.

If Lu Yan does not give up the custody of Xiaoxing, she will be sad; if Lu Yan really chooses to give up, she will be sad as well.

Bit by bit, the voice of the north and the South penetrated into the cochlea of speech.

"Ah Yu, if you don't get divorced, what I fear most is that you will fall in love with Lu Yan, and then you will never get away. You know, a man like Lu Yan is good at everything. He has a good family background, a good face, a good figure, a good career and a good character. The only bad thing is that he May not love you

Her lower lip was bleeding from her own bite.

She loosened her lower lip and pulled out a light radian, a little cold: "then divorce, anyway Lu Yan can't be a substitute for Cheng CI all his life. "

Every word in this sentence is as sharp as a sword, but I don't know whose heart is the blood of the thorn.

The other side of the corner.

The corridor lights of the hospital were dazzling, and the incandescent lights shot straight down, making the whole corridor bright and white.

A figure tall man, leaning on the wall, slender legs randomly overlapping.He hung his head slightly, his short hair fell with him, his nose was high, his facial features were deep, and under the light, there was a bright shadow, a deep shadow.

The whole body of a man is full of depression. He is restraining himself.

Hanging on the side of the body, the well-defined knuckles are clenched tightly, the knuckles are pale, and the veins on the back of the hand are undulating clearly.

He slowly raised his head, black eyes staring at the glare of the light, dangerously squinted.

The handsome face was exposed under the light.

The eyebrows and eyes were dark, and the meridians on both sides of the temple were beating faintly. He tightened the lines of his cheeks, and his thin lips became a sharp straight line.

There was a chill all over him.

Dark eyes, with obvious anger.

Just now it is said that Lu Yan can't be Cheng Ci's stand in all his life anyway.

Lu Yan didn't know how to endure.

His palms were heavily scratched by his nails. The pain was sharp. His chest was full of anger. His dark eyes were also full of ice and snow.

But at the moment when he bowed his head, his eyelashes dropped and his black hair fell. In the shadow, he couldn't see his face clearly.

But vaguely revealed a flash away, unspeakable, sad and lonely.

Lu Yan stood up straight, expressionless, and soon his tall figure disappeared at the end of the corner. He went to the ward. As if she was sobbing in the corner, her heart was almost not heard on the other side.