Chapter 172

Lu Yan walked around and wanted to go to the hotel, but he didn't know why. He turned around and finally stopped at the apartment where he once lived with Yanyu.

Three years ago, after he bought the apartment, he hired someone to clean it regularly every week, change the sheets and so on. So when he opened the door, it was cold and there was no extra problem.

Lu Shumu looked around, opened the bedroom door, looked, and looked at the baby room next door, and said nothing.

Lu Yan asked, "what would you like to eat tonight?"

Lu Shumu doesn't have a problem. Lu Yan orders a takeout to deliver porridge. After they finish eating, Lu Yan asks Lu Shumu to take a bath. After washing, he lies in the quilt wrapped in a towel. Lu Yan accompanies him for a while. After he falls asleep, he returns to the living room.

He opened a bottle of wine and drank it carelessly.

Burn, to wake him up.

In the past three years, under the advice of housekeeper Cheng and the conditioning of doctor Cheng's family, he has a very healthy lifestyle. Now he is pouring wine like this, and his body suddenly doesn't adapt to it.

He pressed his stomach, leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes in the dark.

Lu's group won't give in, and Yu Yu and Mike can't stay in China all the time, so they decided to go back to Britain tomorrow.

I don't know why, I can't sleep, so I drive around aimlessly. Finally, I come to the apartment that she sold.

She and Lu Yan live in the apartment after marriage.

It's very late now. The cold wind is very cold. She gets out of the car and locks the door. The cold wind penetrates into her skirt. She can't help but close her collar and shrunk.

She was wearing a wool coat and black boots with slender legs.

It seems that there was a little rain, the temperature became lower, a little bit of moisture fell on her hair and cheek, and the cold temperature stimulated her skin.

Yu Yu comes to the door of the apartment building and stands still.

This place is too familiar. As long as she stands here, she can feel the pain of her heart. It's like being held by someone, and she wants to smash it mercilessly.

Her eyelashes drooped, the smile on her lips was shallow, and the emotion that she couldn't understand floated between her eyes.

It's like nostalgia, and it's like rejection.

This is her attitude to her past feelings and to Lu Yan.

She clearly remembers the joy when she met Lu Yan after Cheng CI died that year. She thought of him as Cheng CI. But at the beginning, she never wanted to get close to Lu Yan, because she knew that it was Lu Yan, not Cheng CI. They were two completely different people.

However, it was Xu Yingxia who, in order to achieve her own ulterior goal, at all costs, frequently brought Lu Yan to the front of words, lured her again and again, and made her originally weak dam collapse completely.

Human beings were originally produced by Eve and Adam who could not resist temptation, and human nature is like this.

She has been seduced.

Later, she found out that Xu Yingxia was cheating.

Later, she took care of Lu Yan for a period of time, and the day and night together during that time made her completely firm the idea of getting close to Lu Yan.

Speech metaphor pursed lips, eyes floating light shallow.

Maybe from then on, her feelings for Lu Yan are not pure, but she always tells herself that it's just because of Cheng Ci, just because little star needs her father.

Time has changed. When she calms down, she will think back and reflect on the past. She will promise Xu Yingxia because she wants a child similar to Cheng CI. She will also donate bone marrow to save Lu Yan for various reasons. But she will never marry Lu Yan just because of Cheng Ci and Xiao Xing Xing.

Marriage means giving half of the bed to another person, giving half of one's best part to another person, and exposing one's most private part to another person.

Marriage needs to be cautious, and she knows that very well.

People are similar in appearance but different in character.

If Lu Yan's personality turns her stomach, makes her feel sick and doesn't like her at all, how can she choose to marry him? At that time, she held the idea of spending her life with Lu Yan.

The rain outside the eaves is getting heavier and heavier. It has changed from drizzle to big raindrops.

The cold wind blew away her dress and penetrated the chill.

The door of the apartment building is closed. Yu Yu looks at the names of the residents listed above. Each name is written on a doorbell button.

Only that year's apartment button, there is no resident's name, a blank.

The eyelids are raised.

Originally, Lu Yan's name was written on the doorbell. Three years ago, this apartment was sold by her, which is equivalent to selling all her memories. When she got married, she gradually regained her figure in this apartment. About half a year after her marriage, she and Lu Yan had a good time in this apartment. Their marriage broke upAt the time of separation, the pain gnawed her heart a little bit in every hard night.

She knows that her idea of taking Lu Yan as Cheng Ci's stand in is selfish and sorry for her.

The slender fingers caressed the button of the doorbell, pursed the red lips tightly, and the whirlpool of their eyes surged. But now, it's time for them to clear up.

She cheated him into getting married, but she also paid the price. She was robbed of her son by him and his mother intentionally or unintentionally.

The price is too high.

It's so heavy that every time she thinks about it, her heart seems to be put into a blender, cruelly twisted into pieces.

Thinking of this, the hand seemed to be shocked, and suddenly withdrew his hand, his chest heaved heavily.

The door of the apartment building is still tightly closed. Through the thick glass door, Yan Yu has a deep last look and turns to leave.

Behind him came an old man's puzzled voice: "girl, don't you go in?"

The words and expressions turn back and are stunned.

The old man, wearing a gray down jacket and a wool hat, just came back from the outside. When he saw the figurative face, he narrowed his eyes and thought for a while, and soon remembered.

He laughed happily: "this is not that Little star mom? Didn't you move out these years? Are you back now? No access card? Let's go, let's go. "

The master took out the access card, "di..." A, entrance guard unties, he opened the door, beckoning speech metaphor to enter. "It's cold outside. How long have you been standing outside? Come on in Uncle's voice with a thick smile, "I just came back from my daughter's house, if I didn't come back suddenly, would you still be standing at the door?"