Chapter 185

Her every word is very stabbing, calm and cruel.

She smiles: "Yu is also living well now. If you are still reading a little old love, you should know that you shouldn't disturb her and don't be a mean man."

Lu Yan's back was slightly stiff. He didn't turn around. After a few seconds of silence, he spoke. His voice was like a cold spring in a mountain stream: "you misunderstood me. I was a mean man. I've had a bad time in the past three years. I can't forget her. How can you let me go?"

He continued to walk to the second floor, with a straight back and a faint smile on his lips: "I know you are worried about the children. Don't worry, I won't take the children as a bargaining chip to coerce them. The people who move the children are inferior, and I am just inferior."

North and South said: "it's you who are now pretending that nothing has happened. You are the cruelest to words. You don't know how much she suffered in those years. If you don't do anything, you will only make her feel that what she suffered was her work and her fault. You are not suitable at all!"

Lu Yan said coldly: "whether we are suitable or not is not what you can say."

At the stairway on the second floor, Yu stood against the wall and frowned. Her face was very pale, as if the person Lu Yan and the north and the South were not her.

She thought that the pain was over, she didn't want to recall, she didn't want to pursue responsibility, she just wanted to live with little star quietly, why didn't Lu Yan even give her this peace.

There are three more people in the small house. Lu Yan is ridiculed every day, but he doesn't respond very much. He still refuses to leave.

After Yu Yu recovered, he began to work in a law firm. Nanbei has been on vacation recently. Every morning after she was responsible for sending Xiaoxing to school, she stayed on the sofa, watching TV, cocking her legs, eating snacks and talking to Lu Shumu: "Lu Shumu, how do you say your father is at other people's home every day? Your dad quit his job?

…… Yo yo, your mother is not looking for you Do you think your father looks like a cheeky dog now? Yo yo, does your dad look like he's going to hit me? I'm not afraid. If he hits me, I'll send song qingran to bite him! "

Lu Shumu has hardly paid attention to the north and the south. He has been doing his own business.

But this time, he heard the last words from the north and the south, raised his head, blinked and asked, "is song qingran a dog?"

North and South:

Yanyu knows that she can't get rid of Lu Yan, so she just ignores Lu Yan. She regards Lu Yan as an invisible person, even if Lu Yan lives next door to her.

She felt calm in her heart.

She is very satisfied with her present state. Her heart is as still as water. It's hard to grasp people's emotions. But now she always feels that her calmness and indifference means that she has put Lu Yan down. So even if he is around, she still can't stir up her slightest emotion.

Yuyu doesn't ask why Lu Yan's fiancee doesn't come to find Lu Yan and Lu Shumu, but the relationship between Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu is getting better day by day. Lu Shumu is quiet and doesn't pay much attention to Xiaoxing, but it seems that he often accompanies Xiaoxing.

If the little star comes to find a metaphor, he will take Lu Shumu with him.

At the beginning, Yu would only hold the little star, but she saw Lu Shumu's eager eyes several times, dark, as if soaked by rain, with a soft temperature.

One, two, three times later, Yu sighed in her heart. She also picked up Lu Shumu and sat on one of her legs.

She tells herself that the gratitude and resentment of adults belong to adults. She doesn't want to see Lu Yan any more, but it has nothing to do with Lu Yan's son. The child is innocent.

Lu Shumu seems to be a little excited. He pursed his lips, raised his eyes and looked at Yu. Then, slowly, slowly, he leaned on Yu's shoulder, just like every time he saw a little star.

He closed his eyes quietly, his long curly eyelashes shaking.

He smelled the clean and pleasant smell of the words, the kind of smell that he was infatuated with and wanted, just like the waves.

Yu's chest rises and falls, hesitates for a while, reaches out his hand and gently pats Lu Shumu on the back, just like pacifying a restless soul. In the bedroom, it's very quiet. You can hear the sound of several people breathing gently. Xiaoxing also learns to land on Shumu and lies on the other shoulder of Yanyu. She mischievously turns her hand around the back of Yanyu and then slides down. She hooks Lu Shumu's fingers and bends her fingers slightly. Her eyes smile at Shumu.

Metaphor breathing gently, suddenly feel a long time no peace and satisfaction, chest emptiness seems to be filled by something.

She dropped her eyes, was quiet for a while, and began to laugh.

At this moment, just think that her child is still there.

Outside the door, Nanbei is holding two cups of milk. Through the crack of the door, she can see the picture of words and two children embracing. Her hand shakes, and the milk spills out and falls on her hand.

Subconsciously, she clenched her hand and her fingerprints fell on the clean glass.North and South swallow throat, pursed lips, eyes a little scattered, her memory sometimes fuzzy, sometimes clear, a lot of words forgotten things, she remembers.

Nanbei thought that Yanyan must have been very painful in induced labor. She had seen Yanyu as weak as a paper person, as self torture, as well as crying with her in her arms.

Therefore, although Lu Yan now wants to whitewash Taiping, pretend to be a wolf with a big tail, and pretend to be a mangy dog, the north and the south do not want Yanyan and Lu Yan to be together again, because even if they are together, the problems of those years are still problems now.

What's more, besides Xu Yingxia, Lu Yan now has a fiancee and a son. She doesn't know what kind of mentality Lu Yan uses to make him lose his son and take care of the son he and his fiancee gave birth to?

The two of them can't cross the threshold. If they do it again, it will only hurt them again. They are all bruised and despairing.

Just like she and song qingran.

She has been with song qingran for more than 20 years. After self torture and self abuse for more than 20 years, she finally feels very tired. She is too tired to go on.

North and South stood against the wall for a while, low eyes, smile, deep breathing, knocked on the door and walked in. She laughed and teased the little star, and asked the nanny to take the two children to wash and sleep.

Bedroom, quiet down, North and South closed the door, two cups of milk, divided a cup to Yu. Yanyu smiles and takes it. She sips: "Beibei, want to chat with me? Are you finally willing to open up and tell me what happened recently? "