Chapter 197

"For dinner last night, I said that little star's body is not suitable for eating so much ice cream, that is, you want to show that you are a kind father, you secretly give her to eat; in the morning, you don't ask her whether she brushes her teeth, whether she wears shoes, whether she has enough clothes, you give her something to eat, and even give her food with such high calorie in the early morning."

"Lu Yan, you are really selfish. You just want to cultivate a relationship with little star quickly, but you never care about her."

The words were so angry that her heart was curled up. Her amber pupils were full of mottled anger. Lu Yan didn't pay anything at all. Now he wanted to share and even destroy her upbringing for so many years.

She finally took a look at Lu Yan. Instead of thinking about the deep meaning in Lu Yan's eyes, she said coldly, "if you just want to feel the father's love, you already have Lu Shumu. Please go to him to find the father's love. Little star doesn't need it."

The man has been standing quietly, tall figure blocked the light behind him, his Adam's apple has been moving, thin lips are tight.

With that, he turned to go.

Before moving, the man's hard and hot body was pasted on his back. His body was slightly stiff. Lu Yan bent down, his hands fell from her shoulders, encircled her body, and locked her tightly in his arms.

His warm breath lingered on the side of her face.

She was short of breath for a moment and felt the heat beside her ears.

The words clenched their fingers, and there was no emotion in their eyes.

His fingers slide down the curve of her body, feeling the temperature and smooth lines of her body.

Lu Yan asked softly, "do you like Shumu?"

Yu's pupil was stunned. She didn't respond. Why did Lu Yan talk about Lu Shumu.

But in fact, she doesn't know whether she likes it or not. To be exact, she doesn't want to have any feelings for Lu Shumu. Lu Yan didn't wait for her answer. He was silent for a long time. His voice was hoarse and hard, as if it was mixed with heavy nails. When he opened his mouth, he would stab his throat: "you didn't want to have another child for me then? At that time, I saw you hurt yourself several times For

what? "

The pupil in the black eyes of the simile spreads more and more, and she widens her pupil.

What harm?

When she heard the words, it seemed that a nerve suddenly broke in her mind. Her fingertips trembled. For a moment, she didn't understand what Lu Yan meant.

But the heart was tightly curled together, as if it had been hit by something.

Lu Yan lowered his eyebrows and closed his eyes. His eyes were deep. What cast a deep shadow on his eyes? His voice was still hard and unsophisticated, and he said: "words and expressions, did you not want that child in those years?"

It took her a few minutes to digest this short, short sentence. It seemed that she could not understand Chinese.

Lu Yan asked her if she didn't want the child? How could she not want children? From the moment she knew that the child existed, she didn't want to give up strongly. At that time, although she was confused, she didn't know what kind of change would happen to her relationship with Lu Yan in the future because of the sudden appearance of the child. Although she was entangled, she never wanted to give up completely.

But now, three years later, Lu Yan has the face to ask her why she doesn't want children

The black eyes shrank, and the throbbing heart twitched heavily. The blood flowing in the four limbs seemed to stop flowing, and the hands and feet were cold.

Her chest heaved, her breath grew, her anger almost uncontrollable.

She clenched her fingers and restrained the sour end of her nose.

How could she not have children? Why doesn't she want children? At that time, if it wasn't Lu Yan, if it wasn't Zhou Yun, if it wasn't Xu Yingxia, how could her children have disappeared?

Metaphor always thought that after three years, it was time for her to let go of her hatred for her children. But today, she found that, in fact, she had never forgotten, but the intense emotions were buried by her.

There was a sharp chill in her chest, like the wind in her fingers. No matter how vague that memory is, words can't forget Xu Yingxia's face. Xu Yingxia always appears graceful and clean in her beautiful skirt, but what she says is always ironic and exciting - "Yan Yan, can't you forget Cheng's words? However, you can't forget Cheng's speech, and at the same time, you have another child with a Yan. Yan Yan, you're a real jerk. Women. "

--"Yan Yan, is your relationship with Qin rang very close? Do you think ah Yan knows that you have given him a green hat?"

--"Yan Yan, I don't think the child in your stomach can be born. Ah Yan won't allow the child to be born." --"Yan Yan, have you heard the rumors outside? Everyone knows that you've been with Cheng Ci, and immediately you've been with Lu Yan, Cheng Ci's younger brother. Everyone also knows that you've given Lu Yan a green hat. There are so many pictures of you and Qin rang outside, but they pity you in your stomach"You're a wild breed. You're born with the name of a bastard."

Every word, like a sword, pierced her heart. She can't care about her reputation, but she can't help thinking about her children. During her pregnancy, she couldn't think too much. The words and expressions were always giving her psychological hints, but they were useless. She was locked up in the villa and repressed her emotions. But Xu Yingxia appeared almost every day and humiliated her and her baby in another way.

Metaphor can't restrain her wishful thinking and collapse. She is depressed and can't see the little stars or the north and South outside. No matter how healthy her mind is, it will collapse, not to mention the heart that once collapsed.

During her imprisonment, she thought about many, many endings. For example, she was imprisoned all her life. For example, she made do with Lu Yan all her life. For example, she became Lu Yan's prisoner. But she never thought that her child would be induced to labor by Zhou Yun.

Hell is nothing more than that. At that time, Zhou Yun seemed to be crazy. She lost all her senses and suddenly rushed into her room with a ferocious face. She smashed the newspaper in her hand and roared in a sharp voice: "Yuyu, you shameless woman, whose child do you say you have in your stomach! Ah Yan is not at home, but you give him a green hat everywhere. One Cheng CI is not enough. Now there is another Qin rang. You will die without a man, won't you? " Yu shuddered and saw that the newspapers were full of photos of her and Qin rang. You don't need to look at her to know how ugly words would be used to describe her.