Lu Yan naturally couldn't sleep, his voice returned quickly, in order to cooperate with little star, he also said: "well, I know, if there is something wrong with mom, remember to tell Dad in time, good, Dad loves you."
Hang up the phone, small star smile eyes squint, like a little crescent moon, she let Lu Shumu put the mobile phone back, and then hand in hand with Lu Shumu, hold together, close your eyes to sleep.
But she just closed her eyes. Before long, Yu opened her eyes again. In her amber pupils, sleepiness was not obvious. She must have known the series of actions.
Yu Yu smiles at Lu Shumu's calm eyes and silently says with his lips, "sleep."
When Xu Yingxia returned to the ward, Xu's mother was looking for her everywhere. When she saw her, Xu's mother was relieved: "Xia Xia, where have you been? You don't feel well. Don't run around."
When Xu Yingxia saw her mother, her eyes became red.
Mother Xu was flustered: "what's the matter? What happened? "
"Nothing."
"How could it be ok? Why did you cry when it was ok?"
Xu Yingxia hugs Xu's mother. Tears fall down and penetrate into her neck. It's like sulfuric acid splashing on her skin, corroding her texture. She hugs Xia Xia: "tell mom quickly, what happened?"
Xu Yingxia: "Mom If, you know, I'm not your own daughter, will you still love me? "
Xu's mother couldn't laugh or cry: "what's your hypothesis? How can you not be my daughter?"
"What if it's not a hypothesis? If I'm not your daughter, but I've lived with you for so many years, will you stop loving me? "
"Of course I will love you." Xu's mother answered without hesitation, "I have loved you for more than 20 years."
But when she finished this sentence, her right eyelid suddenly jumped. She remembered that Xia Xia lost it when she was a child, and later she found it back. Now Xia Xia said something like this
Her eyebrows were frozen.
Xu Yingxia's voice choked and her nose was heavy: "but, mom, I'm really not your daughter. I'm so sad. Why does god treat me like this? Why am I not your own daughter? Why..."
Xu's mother's eyebrows are pressed down, and her face is gradually solidified. She leans back to see Xu Yingxia's expression, but Xu Yingxia only focuses on her mother's shoulder.
Xu Mu murmured: "what?"
Xu Yingxia bit her teeth and suppressed other emotions, saying: "Mom, in those days, my father held the wrong child. He thought I was his own daughter, but After so many years, you all regard me as your own daughter. I never thought that I would not be your daughter. "
"Fate is like this, love to tease people, I accidentally found that the blood type and you are not on, I went to secretly check, the result found that I really is not your daughter, I and Dad, and you are not related."
Xu Yingxia holds her mother's hand tighter and tighter, as if catching the last straw.
"Mom, will you forgive me? I was too selfish. At that time, I just knew this fact. I was too afraid to tell you. I was afraid that you would not love me. So I hid this matter and loved you more. I wanted to make up for you with my love. "
Xu mother's face has lost the smile, instead of shock and Zheng ran, she opened her pupils, dark pupil, dark down. Xu Yingxia felt the stiffness of Xu's mother's body. Her chest was tight and her eyes were shining. She raised her head and put her hands on Xu's shoulders instead. Her eyes were red and her eyes were full of blood. She bit her lower lip gently and felt fragile and innocent. She got a lump in her throat and choked her voice: "Mom
, do you still blame me? I also blame myself, I blame cowardice, I blame selfishness, and I blame you for not knowing this fact earlier and finding your own daughter earlier. "
Xu Yingxia was tearful and said that she slapped herself with her backhand. She started very hard. Her face was swollen. She slapped her with a clear and loud slap, which was even more tragic.
Xu's mother was startled and twisted her eyebrows. Seeing that Xu Yingxia still wanted to slap herself, she felt a pain in her heart and quickly stopped her: "what are you doing, Xia Xia, my mother hasn't said anything. How can you beat yourself! I haven't asked you anything yet! "
Xu Yingxia clenched her lips, opened her eyes and wept silently.
Xu's mother didn't fully accept this fact, and even felt a little absurd. She seemed to be drifting away from this fact. She frowned: "Xia Xia, do you think your blood type is not right with me? Not with your father? "
"Well."
"But when Zhigang came back to you, he must have done DNA identification." Xu's mother whispered softly. Xu Yingxia sniffed, did not answer her question, but continued what she had just said: "I know my own life experience, I have been very afraid, always want to make up for you." Her eyelashes were drenched, and her black eyes were like washing. She looked at Xu's mother and said, "do you remember that five years ago, Lu Yan was seriously ill, and our Xu family was in financial crisis again, so I proposed to have a baby for Lu Yan?" Of course, Xu's mother remembered. She sighed deeply. At that time, they wanted to seek the help of the Lu family. Lu Yan was here. Naturally, Lu Yan would help the Xu family unconditionally. However, Lu Yan was seriously ill and didn't even know when he would pass away. Once he passed away, it would be difficult for the Xu family to get help from the Lu family again. When all the Xu family were worried about this fact, Xiazhu was the master Dong put forward that she would like to have a child for Lu Yanhuai, and she also said that even if Lu Yan died, the Lu family could have a future, and the Xu family could use that child to get a steady stream of benefits from the Lu familyhelp.
Xu's mother knew that Xu Zhigang would not agree, so she kept it from Xu Zhigang at the beginning. Moreover, the reason for giving birth was too selfish. Xu Yingxia discussed with Xu's mother that she must persuade the nurse in charge of Lu Yan in the name of love to get Lu Yan's sperm
Xia Xia also told her at that time that if things were exposed, my mother would pretend that she didn't know anything and put the blame on me.
The softest part of Xu's heart collapsed a little.
This is Xia Xia, who loves her, loves the Xu family and is willing to sacrifice for others.
Xu Yingxia eyes red: "I know I hide the fact that I am not your own, too selfish and too cruel, but I just don't want to leave you, want more of your love." The lake water in Xu's mother's heart is wrinkled by the spring breeze, and the breeze is light. Xia Xia is still a child, and children want other people's love and attention. When children encounter such absurd things, it's normal for them to react like Xia Xia. She asked, "Xia Xia, then, what happened to you today? Why did you suddenly want to tell me?"