No one knows that she is empty every day. She turns on the flat screen TV every day, fills the void with sound and pretends to be accompanied, but she is neither watching nor listening.
She sat down and stared at the brick wall. She was empty and could not feel anything.
What you eat in your mouth every day is bitter and hard to swallow.
She knew that she could not cry because it was not good for the child, so she tried to smile and make herself happy.
She knows that she can't eat much, and she should try to eat more, because the child needs nutrition.
For the sake of her children, she let herself live like a normal person.
Only at this time will she show her sadness and look at the front with eager eyes, hoping that the person she is thinking about will suddenly stop at the door and get out of the car to take her home, take her and her children home.
So, as long as there is a car coming towards this side, her heart will either miss a beat or suddenly accelerate.
Who would it be? Who will be the driver? Is it time to keep out the cold!
But in the end, she was always disappointed, then giggled and told herself that the next one would be him. He would drive to pick her up.
Finally, her life became a cycle every day: wake up, eat breakfast, watch TV, eat lunch, take a nap, get up for a walk, sit at the door, eat dinner, listen to music and go to sleep.
I should say, listen to the music and try to fall asleep.
Because she often can't sleep, and I don't know if she sleeps too much. Sometimes, as soon as she closes her eyes, she has a beautiful face, a charming smile and a gentle touch In a word, everything about him would linger in her heart.
This situation, she did not know how long she would last?
looking at sitting at the door, it was like an island, like song Qinghuan who had been ravaged by the war, was incomplete and broken, and had no grass. Looking at the desolate island, she felt that her chest was stabbed, bloody and painful.
If he once thought that he could endure one year, or even two years, and let her stay here quietly, just for their future and for the safety of her and their children
So he knows now, No.
One year, too long, he can't wait!
When he knew that she would sit at the door every day, he knew what she was waiting for.
He could not help it. Finally, he wanted to see her.
But seeing this, he suddenly thought, if song Qinghuan had never met him in this life, would her life be happier than now?
no!
He doesn't want this kind of if, song Qinghuan must appear in his life, but he hopes, after he solves everything.
With one arm on the car window, his fingers tightly gathered to form a fist. His phalanges were slightly white, and his handsome face with a little pale turned slightly to his side. Like his eyes, he looked at Song Qinghuan all the time.
As time went by, it seemed that there was a cold frost in the car.
With him in the car with another person, can't help laughing out of the voice: "are you sure you don't have to go down?"
He was silent in the cold, and didn't even give him the rest of the light.
Li Chengying, who was ignored, hooked his lips with evil coldness.
"She didn't sleep very well these days." He sat quietly. If he had deep meaning, it seemed that he wanted to see how long he could endure the cold.