Yes, what I rely on.
What almost blurted out was the answer to Qin Langjun's three words.
This period of time is so lax that I even have to forget why I am by his side, so lax that even the disguise is so perfunctory.
I know what Lin Zhu means.
Now there is capital that can be trusted without fear, but it is not long-term. Originally, the beginning of this relationship is doomed not to be long-term.
Once some things become a habit, they unknowingly infiltrate into life.
I'm almost like that now.
But such a discovery is not a surprise. Instead, it makes me feel irritable and rise again, and becomes more and more intense.
"Do you like him?"
When I was teasing the child absentmindedly, Lin Zhu looked at me with a complicated face and an appearance of wanting to talk and stop.
This kind of words, when we were joking at the beginning, she said the same words, but now I don't sound so close.
"Yes, I like him."
I focused on the tone of "up", holding the baby in my arms and joking together to Lin Zhu's side.
Or laugh heartless, is a little heavy in the heart.
After all, I didn't go either.
Sure enough, I went too smoothly during this period. I didn't even have any vigilance. If it weren't for Lin Zhu, even if there was a trap ahead, I would gladly jump down and have a look.
I probably think so in my heart. Anyway, it's not a big thing to get out of danger every time, and I don't see Yao an in my heart.
Even if I had a tense relationship with Yao an, even if Yao an could successfully sit in his current position with his own skills and means, I still didn't take it seriously.
But it was because I didn't take it seriously that I was almost killed.
Calm down and think about it. I've been too free lately.
The child in my arms was sleepy. His small head nodded a little and put it on my shoulder. He was clever and quiet like a delicate porcelain.
I always like children, not to mention that the child is almost the one I saw when I was a child, and I have no to say what I feel in my heart.
"If I had a child, I'd better be a little princess. I'll spoil her."
I put the baby in my arms on the crib carefully and said with emotion.
When I followed Qin Si, I also thought about this future.
In fact, my requirements are not very high. I don't even care how many Qin's shares he has in his hand. What I want is him anyway.
Then have a stable home, have a baby and live a peaceful and comfortable life.
Once I thought this was the most accessible life, but when I really compared it, I found that it was the most difficult and impossible.
"What do you think, or do you want to stay with him just for that man?"
Lin Zhu leaned against the wall and squinted at me with a thermos cup in his hand.
A long time ago, it was once popular on the Internet. When soaking medlar in a thermos cup, she completely began to live a healthy life.
I almost forgot that she once asked me to go all night.
What she said was not teasing, but frowning and asking me seriously.
'that man 'is Qin Si.
At first, my goal was very clear. I determined to take revenge. I appeared in front of him all the time, delayed his nerves, destroyed his faith, and watched him struggle with regret all his life.
But I never thought of an end.
But over time, many things have changed imperceptibly.
Only revenge on Qin Si and make him uncomfortable all his life has become an obsession of mine. It's like subconsciously brushing your teeth and washing your face before going to bed. It's deep into my bones.
"Otherwise? Can I still watch him live a good life and be happy all his life? When he comes to me, he deserves to be played around and thrown away after playing?"
I lowered my voice and said mockingly.
In my previous life, I also laughed at my mother's stupidity. Almost all my faith and youth are pressed on a man, but this is not the reincarnation of cause and effect.
I'm no better than her when I get here.
The only good thing is that I at least have revenge.
"Don't take yourself in at the end."
Lin Zhu advised me to say so.
I listened, but I didn't care much, but in the end, I didn't expect that I would really become a proverb.
"If you take it in, don't you still have your side? It's a big deal that you have more children. I'll take care of one at that time."
I don't think things are bad, said jokingly.
Although things are a little out of control, the general trend is still the same. I don't know how to control, but at least I have the ability to protect myself.
I won't make myself miserable.
"Did you go out today because of the news of your professor?"
Lin Zhu looked at me coolly and asked.
The question was not disguised at all, and the single shot went straight in.
I know I can't hide it, and I don't intend to keep it.
After all, Lin Zhu and I have been together for the longest time. We all know each other's temperament, and even know that we can guess some things through small details.
I couldn't hide it. I just smiled and deliberately turned off the topic.
I didn't pay attention to the shaking mobile phone.
Here are messages urged by Yao an, even calling me.
Although the bait is enough, her anxious attitude forced me to rethink.
Yao an is not enough, but we have to guard against it.
But she is still interested in her intention. After all, the bait is enough this time. It is about Qin Si and Qin Langjun.
In addition, the things I occasionally saw in Qin's office, the tip of the iceberg I saw before, now seems to be inextricably linked and looming.
A lot of things are coming out.
But this is not the time to investigate.
Lin Zhu's words woke me up. Originally, my purpose was to deal with Qin Si. Since he could kick me away without mercy, he would be cruel to deal with me when I threatened his interests. Why should I always be soft hearted.
In the end, it was no better than my mother's situation.
At least my mother can leave a child, but I have nothing.
When the doorbell rang, I leaned lazily against the wall. When I heard the news, I looked out from the cat's eyes with subconscious vigilance.
Outside the cat's eye stood a man.