Chapter 173

Getting along seems to be back to the original.

I leaned on his arm and had a habitual peace of mind, but there was also some vague turbulence.

Tonight's conversation was not improvised.

I'm not a teenage girl or a person who hasn't done anything. Where can I not detect the abnormality.

But in this case, I can't ask directly.

I just waited quietly for him to speak.

It was not until the situation in the house stabilized and aunt Qin lay in bed and calmed down that she heard him speak.

He picked up a strand of my hair and put it down at will.

When he spoke, it seemed that he suddenly remembered and said, "someone said that you have met him a little frequently these days, but after all, it is always possible to meet him in such a big place."

His voice was hoarse and slow.

But such words sounded to me like sudden cold water.

I should have known that there has never been anything without a trace in the world, but I still have the idea of luck.

But I didn't expect to be said by him in such a light tone, but he didn't mean to pursue responsibility or continue interrogation.

This is probably what he once said, giving me trust.

But I don't know how long I can keep this trust and how much I can respond.

This tense conversation didn't last long.

I was even ready to explain, but I didn't expect that there was no follow-up. He didn't continue to ask, and I didn't answer.

It seems to maintain this delicate balance, no one said, but did not reach the bottom line.

I have known this relationship for a long time, but I haven't adapted to it yet. In the final analysis, Rao is that I have been doing bad things, but I still yearn for light and still refuse to abandon the last bottom line.

Everyone says that bad people are easy to do, but good people are difficult to do, but in the end, I always think it's the opposite.

I didn't go in again. Now the mood of aunt Qin in the house is not suitable for me to continue to visit.

"Go back and wait for me at home."

Qin Langjun's hand just pinched my palm, but when I looked inside, I clearly saw fatigue from his eyes.

The relationship between the Qin family is more chaotic than I thought. I always feel something wrong. Now I know what's wrong.

It's too plain. Even if there are disputes and quarrels, you can't feel the affection and admiration you should have. Qin Langjun has a bad attitude towards his father, but he maintains and respects his mother.

But it's really just respect. When I see Qin Langjun's expression, I always feel like there's something missing.

But I was not interested in digging into the Qin family. I just smiled and left according to his heart.

Instead of going straight back, I went to my mother's side first.

It's very dark outside. The lights in the courtyard are still on, but they haven't been repaired all year round. It's already very dim.

There are only twos and threes of people, and those who can't sleep are still enjoying the cool in the yard.

You can see my mother's position at a glance.

When I passed by the recliner, I squatted down, pulled a small quilt for the people on the recliner, and said softly, "Grandma Wang, it's late. It's time to go back to bed."

The man on the couch didn't respond.

I didn't expect any response.

Grandma Wang on the recliner is over ninety years old. She doesn't like talking as she gets older, and her character is more and more eccentric. She always likes to come here to bask in the moonlight.

But even when I'm old and my character is not pleasant, I still remember when I was a child, she often slipped me sugar.

There are not many good people, but good deeds are always like a warm current, which I always remember.

Will not let me completely degenerate in this industry.

I said something as usual. When I got up to go, my hand was caught.

It was a pair of very boring hands with some cocoons and old skin. They trembled when holding me. Their voice was old, hoarse and intermittent, "good boy, you are a good girl."

"Good girl..."

She was just repeating these words. There was no focus in her muddy eyes, but she was wet.

Look, my eyes are sour.

I never like going to the hospital, but I just don't like birth, old age and death.

She seemed tired, closed her eyes and stopped talking. Just a moment of soberness was like my illusion.

I squatted again and let her hold my hand.

But before long, people came out in a hurry. They were from the Wang family. It was time for them to take Grandma Wang back.

"Aunt Wang."

"Xiao Zhi, I haven't seen you for several days. Come and play at home when you have time."

The people who came greeted me and helped Grandma Wang back.

Aunt Wang smiled gently at me. At last, she had no time to say anything. She just nodded.

People living here pay attention to it because they have no money. They are basically running around for life. Sometimes they are sharp and mean, but it is not only like this in the world.

There are always a few who release goodwill.

I was in a panic, but I finally found a place to stop. After a pause, I came to my mother's side.

She's still sulking.

Maybe I was angry that I didn't have the ability and didn't climb to a rich family, or maybe it was because she was humiliated by what happened tonight.

She is very considerate and mean. I had the idea of separation several times early, but I was delayed by all kinds of things.

Now when I see the white hair on her temples, I still can't help swallowing what I want to say and just stand here silent.

The environment of playing small determines my current character. I can be exquisite to anyone, and I can also wear all kinds of masks to protect myself.

But when facing this mother who is related to me by blood, I was angry and at a loss.

I don't know how to get along with her.

But before I could be silent for long, she found me. The instant of emptiness and silence on her face just now turned into habitual bitterness at the moment she raised her eyes.

"Are you standing here to scare me to death?"

"Look at what you did today. Is it difficult for you to question me for the sake of the Qin family? There are many rich families, but it's not that they can't do it. You girl, can't have snacks and find a better one!"

She stood up quickly and spoke like pouring beads.

I can't even remember whether she really had a bright time, or whether she really had a time like a celebrity, but at least in front of this, I can't find the slightest similarity.

I frown, just a flash of sadness, have also become upset.

"You can't wait to sell me at a good price?"

I couldn't help but open my mouth and looked at her coldly.