Because it's late, the people here are almost gone.
Even if there's something on my side, no one comes.
I don't know how long I stood there, or how long I listened to her cry.
In the end, even my legs and feet were numb, and she got up.
I listened to her crying words. Even if there was no emotion on my face, my hand was still tightly clenched.
Even if you are disappointed again and again, but when you hear such words, your heart will still twitch and hurt, but you won't choose to forgive so easily.
I even thought that if I could be early, if I could be early, maybe I wouldn't be so eager for warmth.
I won't hold on to a little warmth and don't give up, let alone go to this point,
"In a while, ah Xin can come out."
My throat was dry. It took me a long time to suppress my mood and said, "if you want to see me, you can go with me. He behaved very well inside and can commute his sentence."
With that, I couldn't find anything else to say, just waiting for her reaction.
I looked into her eyes and the wrinkles around her eyes. My throat dried up a little, but I didn't speak.
I have been longing for the arms in my dreams for countless times, and I have wanted to get attention for countless times. Now when I think of it, it's not so important.
Many things, even those once thought indelible, will be polished by time sooner or later.
"Ah Xin is coming out."
My mother's face had very complex emotions. Her face and corners of her mouth twitched a few times. It flashed complex, like hesitation. Her consistent mean edge on her face was temporarily gone, as if it was more fear and expectation.
"I won't go, just go. He doesn't want to see me when I go. If it's all right, I'll recruit this suspect. What he likes, just like his dead ghost father."
Just now there was still emotion on her face. She drank angrily and said that she didn't know what to think of. Instead, she wiped her tears and kept crying.
I seldom see her so fragile.
What I saw was basically that she was arrogant and unreasonable with her hips on her hips. Even when she was in a bad mood, she taught me a lesson with a stick.
But forget that she will also have such a fragile side.
My heart is more sour.
An unspeakable feeling.
It seems that the mixer keeps aiming at the heart to start work. There are both hatred and some emotions that I can't tell clearly, sour, irritable and even vaguely uncomfortable.
It's not hard for me to guess who she's crying about.
Thinking of the last time she took me to a party and left halfway, it's easy to guess that she cried because of the heartless man who took things away.
Up to now, I don't want to give up. I know what this man looks like, but I still want to find his place.
But what if you find it.
Since that man can abandon once, won't he abandon the second time?
"In fact, if you want to remarry, no one will stop you."
When I watched her wipe her tears with her arms without grace, I said something obscure and complex.
She was stunned. She didn't even have time to wipe her tears. Instead, she looked at me stunned. It seemed that she couldn't understand what I was talking about.
In this way, I looked up. In the weak light, I could basically see her now.
I didn't see it clearly at first. In addition, every time she came, it must cause disputes. I didn't have time to observe her appearance, but now it seems that she is really different from what I think.
Whenever she mentions something about that man, the mood on her face is bound to change.
"It's not something you should worry about." but my mother's surprise was only a moment. She said in a cold voice, but there was some confusion in her eyes. "It's not up to you to take care of these. Take care of your relationship with the Qin family first."
"If you're really not in the mood, go as soon as possible. Don't humiliate me here. There are many rich families. You have to lose this face. I have no face to lose when I'm old."
She's a nag.
The atmosphere hardened again.
It seems that the relationship between me and her has never been like a normal mother and daughter. Even not long ago, I was ready to completely break up the relationship.
She is selfish, sharp and mean, but she also has a little mother's mind.
However, even if she has a loving mother's mind, she can't be a good mother in her life.
"But that man can't." when I left, I looked at her and said, no matter what her mood, just added, and then left, "ah Xin's father can't."
Behind her was her swearing. It seemed that she was scolding me for being heartless and heartless, and it seemed that it didn't matter to scold them at all.
But no matter what she scolded, I didn't look back.
When I went back in the evening, I had no strength. I took off my shoes and simply walked barefoot on the ground.
Don't even bother to turn on the light.
Just eager to find a quiet place to lie down and have a good sleep without thinking about anything.
The brain is also dull.
But the moment I entered my house, my back waist was hugged. When I subconsciously wanted to scream, the light in the house suddenly turned on.
The dazzling light suddenly fell.
My eyes can't accept such brightness for a while.
The scream was also temporarily stuck. I saw clearly who was behind me.
In fact, you don't have to look. Just calm down and think about it.
Who else but Qin Langjun.
If it were normal, I would have put on a smiling face, but I really can't lift half my strength today.
The whole body seemed to be drained, and even the arms were raised, which seemed to consume the last bit of strength.
"I thought you weren't coming."
I leaned back against his arm, looked up and said with a smile.
But that smile was really watered too much before it was compared.
"If you don't come, how can you see the beautiful scenery on your side."
Qin Langjun picked me up and held me on the bed without even waiting for my reaction.
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked along his line of sight, and my pupils contracted slightly.
The dresser was full of clutter, and the wardrobe was open.
Originally, I closed my wardrobe when I went out. This time, he might have seen the things in my wardrobe because there were too many things and even forgot this stubble.
Even if it's ordinary clothes, these wardrobes are all the things he gave me at the beginning.
Whether it's jewelry or bag, it's put in it alone.