Chapter 178

I got up early in the morning, no matter how bad my mood was, when I saw the baby, it was a little soft.

The small soft ball sat quietly on my lap, and his grape black eyes blinked at me.

The fleshy fat hand clenched into a fist and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Call aunt."

I teased the doll in my arms and my heart was smoothed.

Looking at the baby in my arms, somewhere in my heart seemed to be hit hard, a little sour.

I have always longed for children, but I have never had a child who really belongs to me.

The little milk doll can't speak yet. She just waved her fist and made a fool of me. Her saliva flowed down.

"Xia Qinghe asked someone to find me several times."

Lin Zhu sat opposite me, his every move was very casual, but with a different kind of elegance.

Compared with the original fatigue, her face has now returned to its original elegance.

There is no need to be extra deliberate, it is enough to attract attention.

When I heard the word "Xia Qinghe", my eyelids moved a little, but I still teased the child in my arms.

I know better than anyone that she is never at ease.

Obviously young, even young, but I didn't expect to be more cruel or even heartless than anyone.

She's always here.

The appearance of a noble girl on his face is actually very dark from his bones.

Lin Zhu sighed, "she still provoked me to take your man, and then looked at our internal fight. She was waiting for the mantis to catch the cicada and the Yellow finch. It was a good calculation."

"But I thought you were really just using the Qin family. I wanted to get a sum of money and pick you out by the way. I didn't expect your mind to be confused first."

There was a moment of silence, and I didn't speak to her.

Xia Qinghe's comprehensive. First let Lin Zhu despair, and then let her see hope and think that the source of hope is Qin Langjun. In this way, it's easy to make people think. At that time, even the strongest feelings will break.

However, she didn't calculate that although the experience between Lin Zhu and I was not strong winds and waves, there were twists and turns and contradictions. Up to now, we rely not only on trust, but also on mutual dependence.

"I've told you many times that the Qin family can't be provoked, especially now... Hey, how dare you say your mind is not in a mess now?"

Lin Zhu gathered his hair and said.

But such a question, originally I answered without thinking, but now I hesitate.

From the beginning, Lin Zhu kept blocking, and now I am vigilant from time to time. I know better than anyone how deep the water of the Qin family is, and it's time to get out.

In addition to the reason why I haven't arranged to get out, another reason is that my own mind seems to have really made waves.

Hidden in the deepest part of my heart, but I didn't think deeply, nor did I continue to think along, but I pressed down.

"I'll leave sooner or later. I can't do it with him."

I shook my head and said.

The baby in my arms was pulling my hair. When I looked down at him, he stared at the round eyes, loosened his fat hands and smiled at me foolishly.

The smile melted my heart.

"You all know, why do you have to do this all the time? And isn't there retribution over Qin Si? It's good to watch them fight with each other. Why do you get involved?"

Lin Zhu frowned. As before, he even disagreed with what I was doing more than before.

In her opinion, I was looking for my own death.

Almost running to death.

But this step by step, from the beginning, there is no possibility of retreating and staying.

For a long time, I heard Lin Zhu sigh and ask, "do you still have obsession with Qin Si?"

It seems that these words have crossed the sea before they reach my head.

It was strange for a moment.

The hatred I once thought, the days I once thought I couldn't get through, now in retrospect, it's a little strange for a long time.

Hate him and revenge him seems to be just an obsession and instinct, and those emotions are unconsciously worn out.

I hang my eyes, but I don't know how to answer.

Even if I don't feel it, I still have to do what I should do. Otherwise, the pain and suffocation imposed on me can't be suffered in vain.

"But life has to go on, doesn't it?"

I smiled at Lin Zhu.

When he saw Lin Zhu's deeper frown, he no longer discussed the topic, but got up, held the fat doll in his arms, raised it high and rotated it a few times.

His fat hands kept dancing at me. He couldn't pronounce many syllables in his mouth. He just smiled and smiled heartlessly.

"In fact, I envy you. At least I have a child and at least I have the idea of living."

I don't know where the bitterness comes from. I just feel it spread to my bones.

Those negative emotions and strong astringency, a brain attack.

"Forget it, I'm too lazy to talk about you. Anyway, you don't listen to me. In the future, there will be some evil fruits to eat. Especially now that you are still young, you might as well start over and find a good husband and a good mother-in-law. At that time, you will have several children and several children."

Lin Zhu still annoyed me. He took the child from my arms and scolded me mercilessly.

"How can I?"

I stared at her, pretending to be surprised and said, "I can't just let honest people be the successor. I still know myself at least."

Lin Zhu was stunned, like angry and helpless, "whatever you want, don't come to me if you regret."

I only smiled brightly at her, but my mood was half exposed.

Now, the most ordinary days of husband and son have become extravagant expectations.

If the time goes back a few years, I may not think that I will be smoothed out and come to this point step by step.

Things are unpredictable.

Holding restless children will be despised everywhere.

Lin Zhu and I just strolled around on the road.

But I accidentally met an organization similar to charity, which seems to donate things to children in poor mountainous areas.

Just as I was about to pass, my footsteps suddenly stagnated and I saw the familiar back.

He is thin, but he has a good shape and wears a white shirt.

Chins.

He didn't see me, but he still had a gentle smile. He felt quiet all over his body and was wholeheartedly devoted to charity.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't show any impatience. His attitude was gentle and elegant. It seemed that he had never been in the mud, as if he was the clean one at the beginning.

It's just the white hair at the temples. It's a little dazzling.