It's OK not to blame. Such a accusation makes the cry on the other side of the phone heavier.
Although it's still her usual style of swearing.
But this kind of swearing takes more hesitation and loss, more uneasiness and fear.
She is still old.
Over time, this feeling became clearer to me.
But Rao, I still don't want to care about these things.
To ensure that the man has no worries about his life and will not be wronged, I will no longer take care of their affairs.
Be responsible for the whole process. That's what the virgin will do.
And I don't have so much time to waste here.
"Do you really care about this side? Even if something happens to me, you don't care?"
My mother questioned on the phone.
The voice is sharp.
Even across a phone, it can be so harsh.
The noise over there is getting louder and louder.
I couldn't even hear Lin Zhu's voice clearly. It was covered by my mother's movement.
"Tube? What do you want me to tube? What do you want me to tube? Am I not enough? If he really doesn't care, whether he lives or dies has nothing to do with me."
I went out to stop a car and go to Linzhu.
Who knows if she'll go crazy and do something else later.
But I was stopped when I went out.
The bodyguard at the door stopped dutifully.
Said to protect my safety, let me go out as little as possible.
Even if I go out, there should be special people to protect my safety.
It sounds good. It's nothing more than watching me.
Let me not act so freely.
Qin Langjun did so after all.
Or because of my recent behavior, he had to do so.
But Rao is like this. My means to deal with Wenni still won't stop.
Wenni is never worth being treated gently.
The hysteria over the phone finally angered me.
The emotions I had been accumulating burst out in an instant.
"I saved his basic life, didn't I? If it was really cold-blooded and ruthless, he would have been caught now. Do you know what the crime of drug trafficking is? Shoot!"
"I really regret taking care of it. Even if he is wronged, what can he do? He is still quiet and can't go anywhere. What do you want from him? Is it interesting to revolve around him without dignity all day?"‘
My outburst of emotion made me pause there for a moment.
I haven't been so excited for a long time.
The voice suddenly rose high.
On the contrary, the phone was quiet for a few minutes.
After a while, I tried to explain, but it was better not to explain.
The effect is always the opposite.
"But it's his life. It's not a joke. I really can't help it."
My mother was stammering to explain, trying to save the relationship.
But such words are of no use, but make my mood worse.
"You go and beg him. Isn't Qin Langjun in charge of the Qin family now? These things must be very simple for him. You go and beg him. As long as it's you, he will certainly help."
Even now, she is still like an innocent girl in seventeen and eighteen.
Do not think at all, just rely on their own thinking.
But this kind of words, but let me more cold.
Even if she starts from me a little, even if she really cares about me like a mother, even if he pays attention to that man to me, I won't be so cold as I am now.
That feeling can't be said.
It's as if the heart was torn at some time. Now the cold wind outside began to spread along the hole.
Let the whole body can't help trembling.
I want to question me. I want to question how much weight I can occupy in her heart except that man.
But I didn't ask after all.
Some questions, in fact, have already had an answer in mind before they are asked.
Even if it is asked, it is just to let yourself completely give up.
When I waited to go out, the bodyguards did follow.
Although I keep a close distance, I still protect and respect my privacy.
But the feeling of others following is not so good.
Lin Zhu is really in a mess.
But my mother is gone.
I don't know whether it's a complete death or something else.
I personally prefer the latter possibility.
After all, I know her character best after being together for so long.
"Just now she answered the phone and left. It seems that it's about your brother, but speaking of it, your brother has been quiet recently. You asked me to check, and I also checked."
"But we can rarely find out anything. What we find out is very stable, but it's a little strange."
Lin Zhu is cleaning up the things on the ground just now.
Fortunately, the child was sent to school, not here, otherwise he would be frightened.
During this period of time, I have no time to worry about anything else.
I didn't realize this problem until Lin Zhu said it.
Ah Xin is not quiet, but too calm, too quiet.
There was some news when I started a business, but now there is no news at all.
This strange and unusual silence always makes my heart restless.
I contacted him several times, but every time he called, his tone was very good.
He kept telling me it was fine, but when I asked him where he was, he began to hesitate.
I never found out his position.
"People are really tired to live."
Lin Zhu and I cleaned up the rest and sat on the ground, stunned and said.
It's not a mess here.
Even if my mother makes trouble here and calls.
But it's a bluff.
Not really too much trouble here.
Maybe she knows that she has not much left and can rely on. If she really makes trouble regardless of the situation, she may annoy me and no one will help her in the end.
"What are you going to do in the future? Is it difficult to achieve so much?"
Lin Zhu frowned at me and sat on the ground with me.
I haven't been so comfortable for a long time. I just sit like this without thinking about anything. Recently, I seem to be running around tired.
It seems that there are endless things to do and endless problems to solve.
"Are you really going to fight with the Wen family? Why? Think about it yourself. Why do you need to catch up with your youth? Are you really happy now?"