Chapter 576

I tossed my body even weaker.

Ann Hoon's car is parked outside.

As before, everything was in a joking and relaxed tone.

Smile peach blossom eyes are narrowed, the whole person looks heartless and heartless, living more relaxed and comfortable.

It's the life I've always wanted.

But it's also a life I can't get.

"Still haven't thought about it, but I heard he came."

An Xun pulled a chair and sat beside me.

From going abroad to now, he has helped me the most.

This is something I've never thought of before.

Life is a drama.

Many things are unexpected and unpredictable.

That's the funniest thing.

Lin Zhu stared at him fiercely, but he asked directly as he didn't see it.

Since getting along, I know that a Xun always speaks directly without turning. His mind has always been to deal with the old fox on business. He gets along very directly in private.

All good thoughts and bad thoughts are clearly put on the surface.

The bad ones are so direct that people can't cry or laugh.

This straightforward character is not only determined by his own character, but also because he has enough capital and self-confidence.

He has enough ability to go on like this all the time.

But I can't.

The yard, which was still quiet just now, was very lively because of the arrival of an Xun.

It's basically an Xun talking. I just listen. I don't talk much most of the time.

Only when an Xun asked me, I would choose to answer one or two sentences.

But when an Xun asked about the Qin family, I didn't answer.

He asked me if I would follow Qin Langjun.

I didn't answer either.

Just keep silent.

Who knows what will happen in the future? I'm too lazy to think about it.

Before, I was so diligent to think about all kinds of possibilities, but I still couldn't stop those accidents.

Those accidents destroyed all my possibilities and plans and made me wake up completely.

I'm just an ordinary person, that's all.

"In fact, the previous words still count. If you think about it, I don't have so many concerns. I just marry me. I don't have to think about anything else."

An Xun leaned lazily on the chair, his long legs on one side, and told me lazily.

The tone is a little loose, but it is also serious.

In this case, I've heard it countless times in such a long time.

But I didn't respond once.

People like me are not qualified to respond to these.

Living simply costs me a lot of energy.

I don't want to think about anything else.

An Xun didn't force me any more. He never stopped. That's why my relationship with him has been maintained until now.

Waiting for an Xun to leave, before long, he found me a doctor again.

This time, my condition was more serious. Those who thought they were better were just suppressed.

It was only because of Qin Langjun's sudden appearance that he relapsed, and it was more serious than before.

It almost doubled and overwhelmed me.

There are deep and shallow scratches on my arm.

When you are in the worst mood, you can only hear such a way to release pressure.

Besides, I don't know what else I can do to keep myself awake.

Anyway, I didn't realize what I was doing until I woke up from the pain.

But at that time, Lin Zhu looked at me in despair. His eyes were full of sadness and heartache.

I probably don't know when I will really leave in this way when no one at home looks at me.

Who can say exactly.

Since Qin Langjun came, he came in the following days.

I heard other news from Lin Zhu

For example, my brother is now following Qin Langjun.

Very good.

I used to feel, climb and roll under the pressure of others, but now I can have a good platform. Ah Xin really did it as he said before.

Trying to be the best of yourself is really trying to make money.

It's just that I can't avoid him every time.

I'm full of negative energy now. I don't want to drag ah Xin into the water at all.

Ah Xin is fine now. She doesn't need such a bad sister to hold back.

I still remember when it rained heavily, ah Xin was still standing outside the door, stubbornly waiting for me and had to talk to me face to face.

But I didn't see it.

Just let Lin Zhu take a word in the past. If so, the opportunity to meet will only be separated by heaven and man.

I don't know if Lin Zhu said anything else that night.

Ah Xin really didn't come.

But send me envelopes every month.

Sometimes it's money, sometimes it's postcards, or something fun.

Never stopped.

It's really good to live like this.

Lin Zhu also advised me. I also thought about whether it would be better if I could go back and start over.

But this kind of imagination has no basis.

Because no one knows which one will come first.

Qin Langjun came motionless. These times, he no longer said anything, but got along with ordinary couples.

Cook for me personally. Except when I'm busy, I spend almost all my time here with me.

If people of the Qin family had known about it, they would have stabbed me to death.

I looked at his busy back and just deleted the inspection report I just received.

I did have the idea of going back, but most of my heart still resisted, and then the body didn't allow it.

But I didn't expect that he would know the report I deleted.

Because of long-term depression and self abuse, my body is not very good, and even some organs show signs of pathological changes.

I didn't adopt any of the methods suggested by the doctor. I don't want to solve it actively and optimistically.

But unexpectedly, after Qin Langjun knew it, he couldn't refuse to take me back.

Strong as at the beginning, his face is still with forbearing anger. I thought he would angrily accuse me, but I didn't expect him to say a word.

But many nights, I can see him standing by the window, with a strong smell of smoke, and there are many cigarette butts in the ashtray.

When I was sleepy at night, I felt him hug me from behind.

But I felt some pain and curled up slightly. I didn't really listen.

He seems to be saying——

"Then start over. It's better to start over from my side. No matter how long, at least in my life, I can afford to wait."

"Mistakes can always be made up for."