Chapter 18

Shunian didn't think that he cared so much about other people's opinions and didn't know what to say. He could only comfort him in a low voice: "she should be joking."

Xie Ruhe looks at her.

Shunian continued: "you don't care too much."

Xie Ruhe was silent for a few seconds. He didn't know why the conclusion became that he cared.

But Xie Ruhe didn't know how to explain it Good

Shunian didn't reply to Lin Qiqi. She put her cell phone back in her bag and didn't dare to take it out again. She didn't rest any more. After relaxing her voice, she began to practice again.

Until five o'clock in the afternoon, he went into the studio to record the book several times, and the effect was slightly better than before.

Xie Ruhe is still grasping what she has done badly. She is straightforward and serious, and doesn't know how to be tactful. But shunian thinks his strict way is very good, at least he is slowly filling his own shortcomings.

Because the effect of practice is good, the time spent studying is longer than yesterday.

What interrupts them is Fang Wencheng's call to Xie Ruhe.

Reading into the state, at this time look at the time, only to find that it has been more than seven. With a sense of emptiness in the abdomen and dryness in the throat. She picked up the water bottle and drank.

Shunian doesn't know what Fang Wencheng said.

After Xie Ruhe answered the phone, he said to her not long later, "let's do this first today."

The book read well.

They packed up and went out of the living room. At this time, Fang Wencheng was in the living room, and the dishes he had just cooked were on the table. There was a faint aroma on his face, lingering around.

Along the window, shunian saw that it was dark outside, and he didn't continue to delay: "then I'll go back first. Thank you, Mr. ahe today."

Xie Ruhe answered in a low voice.

Shunian said goodbye to them and went to the entrance.

Xie Ruhe did not speak, looking at the food on the table. Then he looked up at Fang Wencheng.

Noticing his eyes, Fang Wencheng became nervous. He didn't understand what he wanted to express. He hesitated and guessed: "teacher, do you think it's too late, let me send miss shunian back?"

“……” Xie Ruhe's voice is very low, light, "is that what I mean?"

Shunian stopped and only heard what Fang Wencheng said. She didn't want to trouble him. She turned around and refused: "no, I'll go back myself. Thank you

Just opposite Xie Ruhe's eyes.

Just one second.

He dropped his eyes, did not continue what he had just said, and said, "go and see me off." then he turned his wheelchair and went to the dining table.

Fang Wencheng nodded and went to the entrance. He said to shunian, "it's late. I'll take you back."

Shunian takes a look in the direction of Xie Ruhe.

This direction can only see his back, a person sitting in front of the big table, very quiet. The bright white light is projected downward, which makes us feel lonely and lonely.

She looked back, feeling a little confused. He suddenly wanted to ask Fang Wencheng something, so he didn't refuse any more.

"Yes, please."

They went to the underground parking lot and got on the bus.

Shunian tied up his seat belt and didn't want to bother him too much: "just take me to the subway station, and then I'll go back by myself."

Fang Wencheng didn't force him to start the car: "OK."

In a quiet car, you can hear the wind outside. The two of them are not familiar with each other. They don't have much conversation and have no common topic.

After studying for a long time, I pondered over the words in my heart. After a long time, I said, "teacher ahe, don't you live with your family?"

Fang Wencheng nodded and said, "yes, after coming back from abroad, less The teacher lived in his grandfather's house for a while, and then moved out

"Why?"

Fang Wencheng said with a smile: "the teacher's work and rest are not very regular. I'm afraid it will affect other people."

Shunian thought that he was a little nosy when he asked these questions, but he couldn't help saying, "is he alone at home every day?"

Fang Wencheng acquiesced, but said: "the teacher does not like to go out."

Shunian lowered his head and said softly, "this is not good."

It's kind of like her.

If it wasn't for going to the studio, I would have lived like this.

Every day alone in a small room, the body seems to be more than an invisible chain, which will bind her. The heavy curtains isolate the outside world, and the locked door rejects the outside world.

Muddle through the consumption of time point by point.

I always feel that once I open the door, there will be something terrible. I open my mouth with sharp teeth and attack her wildly. So I'd rather never see this wonderful world again than take this risk.

The longer this life goes on, the courage will gradually fade away. Once out of that small room, I feel uncomfortable and lose the ability to communicate with people.Shunian thought about it and asked him something he didn't dare to do before Xie Ruhe's face. He looked very careful: "can teacher ahe's legs get better?"

"Insist on Rehabilitation..." Fang Wencheng is not sure, "it should be possible."

Shunian was relieved: "then stick to it."

Fang Wencheng didn't know what to say, so he could only smile at her.

Shunian repeated, serious and stubborn: "you have to let him stick to it."

Shunian didn't go to the studio and went straight home.

Shunian took a bath, with a golden voice, and then he lay down on the bed. If he wanted to have a rest, he would continue to practice singing. Hot water washed away a body of fatigue, indoor bright dazzling, but gave her overwhelming sense of sureness. She curled up on her side and fell asleep unconsciously.

I don't know how long later, the mobile phone on my side suddenly rings.

Shunian was suddenly awakened, his heart was blocked and flustered, the feeling of palpitation came, which made people gasp, and tears fell down uncontrollably. She dried her tears and looked at the caller ID.

She was Ruan Xitong, her roommate in college.

It was just in her early 10 o'clock, and she had been asleep for less than an hour.

Shunian recovered his breath and reluctantly picked up the phone: "hello?"

Ruan Xitong's clear voice said: "do you read books?"

"Well."

"I just found you on wechat and didn't return my call for a long time, so I'll give you a call." Ruan Xitong smiles, "I haven't called you for a long time, and I'm worried that you've already changed your number."

Shunian said again.

Ruan Xitong also did not say much, the next sentence explained the intention: "well, we plan to have a classmate party at the end of the month, that is, on the 31st, do you want to come over?"

The book read hang eye, didn't think much, directly lied: "I don't have time."

"Ah? December 31, new year's Day holiday. Don't you have time? " Ruan Xitong laughed, "or do you want to date your boyfriend? It's better to bring them together. "

“……”

"I haven't seen you for a long time. Let's take this opportunity to meet. We all miss you Speaking of this, Ruan Xitong suddenly mentioned another person, "by the way, do you know the recent situation of Xu Zeyuan?"

Shunian was silent and didn't say a word.

"He went to a singing show recently and won the first prize. Now he is very popular. On the 31st, he will come, too. " Ruan Xitong sighed, "how did you break up at the beginning? How nice Xu Zeyuan is. He looks so good and sings well. He has been chasing you for a long time. He likes you very much... "

Shunian interrupts her. She is in a straight mood.

"I don't want to go."

Ruan Xi Tong Leng next: "ah?"

"I don't want to go." Shunian repeated that. He was in a bad mood. He didn't have any patience. He didn't lose his temper. "Don't come to me again."

Then she hung up.

Then, shunian opened the bedside table, took out a bottle of anti anxiety drugs from inside, opened the lid and poured out a few. Soon, her action stopped, thinking that she had stopped taking the medicine for a long time, she froze for a while and put the medicine back into the bottle.

Shunian got up, checked the doors and windows of the room again, and then sat on the carpet beside the bed.

Recalling the scene I just dreamt of, shunian hugged his arms and trembled. She buried her face in her arms, tears streaming down her face, and a choking voice in her throat.

"Don't be afraid..."

She mumbled the three words.

Such sudden nightmares and emotions will come once in a while.

Wake up the next day, shunian mood slightly calm, but still depressed. She boasted to herself in the mirror that she didn't take any medicine last night, and then went out.

On the other side.

Xie Ruhe was in a bad mood after lunch, and his face was covered with haze. Thinking that shunian would come later, he turned over a pack of cigarettes and went to the balcony.

Fang Wencheng just came back from outside and said, "young master, Xu Zeyuan's agent contacted me and said that I hope you can write a song about Xu Zeyuan's new album."

Hearing the name, Xie Ruhe made a move and looked at him.

"Xu Zeyuan is a popular male singer recently." Fang Wencheng said, "it's very popular. I think it can be written. It's also good for your fame..."

Xie Ruhe interrupted: "what's your name?"

“…… Eh, eh? "

"What's your name?"

"Xu Zeyuan." Fang Wencheng patiently said, "the Xu beside two people, the luster of Ze, the yuan on New Year's day. Tell me they are very sincere. They will visit me in person later. "

The atmosphere was quiet for a moment.

Xie Ruhe repeated word by word: "Xu, Ze, Yuan..."

Soon, he chuckled. His voice was casual and chuckled: "now what 18 line singers think they can sing my songs?"

Don't know how to touch his moldy head, Fang Wencheng immediately silence.Xie Ruhe's eyes were cold: "are you coming?"

Fang Wencheng dare not say.

"Dumb?"

"It should be soon..."

Shunian never thought that he would meet Xu Zeyuan again outside the community where Xie Ruhe lives. It was an unexpected reunion, although she didn't pay much attention to it many times.

The security guard recognized her and opened the door to let her in.

Xu Zeyuan's appearance didn't change much, except that he put on some makeup on his face and dyed his hair light brown. Seeing shunian, he was stunned and stood for a few seconds.

Seeing that shunian was about to enter the community, he hesitated and said, "shunian?"

Smell speech, the book reads to turn head, nod toward him.

Xu Zeyuan hesitated and asked, "do you live here?"

Before shunian could speak, Xie Ruhe's voice came from behind.

"Reading."

Following the sound, the book read in the past.

Seeing the person standing next to her, Xie Ruhe pursed her lips and chin tightly: "come here."

Shunian was a little stunned and walked towards him: "how did you get down?"

Xu Zeyuan stood in place, next to the agent reminded him: "that is the teacher ah he."

Once again, he was dragged into the community by his agent.

Xu Zeyuan reluctantly took back his surprise and went to stand in front of Xie Ruhe. Instead of focusing on shunian, he politely said, "Hello, teacher ahe."

Xie Ruhe didn't lift his eyes. He said to the book, "let's go."

Thinking that he didn't hear it, Xu Zeyuan added: "teacher, I'm --"

Xie Ruhe suddenly looked up and interrupted him: "what's your name?"

Xu Zeyuan smiles with a good temper and is about to introduce himself.

Xie Ruhe opened his mouth again, with cold eyes and hard to hide hostility and irony.

"It has nothing to do with me."