Chapter 21

Xie Ruhe pauses for a few seconds, and then gives another hum.

The guilty feeling of reading dispersed a little and said, "I'll bring it to you later."

"When?" Xie Ruhe asked

"I'm outside right now..." Shunian said, proposing, "I'll buy it now?"

Xie Ruhe's voice was obviously brighter: "good."

Shunian put down his cell phone, looked at the time, and said, "I used to spend about an hour, about seven o'clock. It's not that fast. You can eat first. "

Xie Ruhe did not respond to her words, but repeated: "today is December 31."

This kind of words and emotions, inexplicably give people a kind of, want to stick to their last bit of face, so did not directly say "today is my birthday" that sentence.

“……” Shunian said, "wait a minute. I'll try to be quick."

"Good."

After hanging up the phone, Shu Nian looks up and suddenly recalls that he was still talking to Xu Zeyuan. He seems to have said something with the same meaning as "want to get back together.".

Xu Zeyuan's expression was a little unnatural. Looking at her phone, he asked, "ah he?"

Shu Nian looked down at the tip of his shoe and didn't answer his question. He didn't mention what he just said: "go back. If I have something to do, I'll go first. "

But Xu Zeyuan didn't want to think that nothing had happened. He clenched his fist and reminded her in a stiff voice, "shunian, you haven't responded to what I just said."

"What, do you mean you regret it?" Shunian looked up at him and said calmly, "I said it's normal to break up. It's your right. "

Xu Zeyuan opened his mouth and wanted to say something.

The next moment, shunian pursed his lips and said, "but that doesn't mean I won't mind."

This is like a slap on Xu Zeyuan's face, which makes all the people he just said look like a joke. He was speechless, took a step back and gave a self mocking smile.

Shunian didn't say more: "goodbye."

Xu Zeyuan suddenly opened his mouth and said in a low voice: "if you said at that time that you didn't want to part, I would never part with you. But you didn't mention it. "

“……”

"You don't like me that much."

“……”

Shunian is thin and small. He is wrapped in a big coat and his chin is hidden in a scarf. It seems that he will be blown away when the wind blows. Her face turned white. She didn't think he could say such a thing. It took her half a minute to recover.

In fact, she doesn't want to mention the past at all, and has always classified her breakup with Xu Zeyuan as "peaceful breakup" and "good reunion and good separation".

Even if we met again, he thought that nothing had happened and found a sense of existence in front of him. Shunian never wanted to blame him.

She can no longer recall the past.

Hope that the past is the past.

But he finally put the responsibility on her.

Shunian suddenly burst into flames. He grabbed the flesh of his palm with his fingernails and repeated what he had heard or seen.

"Poor reading."

"Missing for so many days, I feel What do you think... "

"Xu Zeyuan is also miserable. After pursuing the book for so long, he hasn't done anything yet..."

At that time, Xu Zeyuan's decision was unimportant to him, which might make his situation easier. But that's what other people's guesses are about.

Let shunian live in the eyes of other people's sympathy, the scar because of their behavior is revealed again and again. Let her rely on herself on the days when she needs other people's company most.

Xu Zeyuan's face changed.

Shunian couldn't speak any more. Staring at him, his voice trembled: "so, when you heard these words, you broke up with me, because I didn't like you so much?"

Not far away, a car parked on the side of the road.

In the car, Fang Wencheng looks at his mobile phone in a bored way. He doesn't know where Xie Ruhe's got the bad problem. If he has something to do, he will drive to shunian's home for a walk.

And even if it is so happened to meet shunian, Xie Ruhe will not get off to see her. But it will not be like the first time, foolishly let Fang Wencheng drive with her, only to watch her and leave for a while.

This time it happened that shunian was talking with another man by the side of the road.

Fang Wencheng can probably recognize that the man is Xu Zeyuan, a popular singer recently.

From seeing this scene, the air pressure inside the car became extremely low, and Fang Wencheng did not dare to speak at all. Not long after that, Xie Ruhe couldn't control himself and made a phone call to shunian. His tone was stiff and seemed extremely unhappy.

After he hung up the phone, he also reported the number without expression. The voice was very low, but Fang could still hear it clearly in this narrow space.

"A minute."

"Two minutes.""Three."

"Three and a half."

“……”

After a while, Xie Ruhe did not continue to count, murmured: "she is not happy."

Hearing this, Fang Wencheng also looked down the window. From this point of view, we can only see Xu Zeyuan's back and half of shunian's face. It's not close. He can't see shunian's expression at all.

“…… How can we see that clearly? "

Xie Ruhe didn't speak, just opened the door, installed the removed wheelchair, put it outside, and easily moved his body from the car to the wheelchair.

Fang Wencheng was stunned and got out of the car: "young master, do you want me to go with you?"

Xie Ruhe ignored him.

On the contrary, Fang Wencheng was happy and went back to the car happily to continue playing with his mobile phone.

Shunian was really inspired by Xu Ze.

I just think that he can turn white into black. I think that after a long time, what happened at the beginning will become another thing. From his expression, he seemed to feel that this was the case, and that the problem was entirely her own.

After two years, shunian thought very clearly that those were not real. In fact, she didn't need to care.

She can't control other people's mouths.

But don't care, don't want to contact with them.

After shunian's words, Xu Zeyuan's whole body froze, his throat rolled down and apologized: "sorry, I'm not..."

Not listening to him finish, shunian vomited sullen, turned and continued to walk.

I didn't hear Xu Zeyuan catching up again.

Because of this episode, the mood of shunian is much worse. He lowers his head and kicks the pebble on the ground. Soon, she suddenly thought of buying cake for Xie Ruhe.

After thinking about it, shunian decided to buy a cake here and take the subway to Xie Ruhe's house.

She raised her feet and walked in the direction of the cake shop.

At the same time, behind the wheel and the ground sounded the sound of friction.

The book reads inexplicably to think this voice is familiar, look back, Leng next: "how are you here?"

Xie Ruhe moved his wheelchair to her side: "it's just nearby."

The book read guess: "come out to buy cake?"

Xie Ruhe didn't answer the question. He hesitated and said, "I just saw you talking to Xu Zeyuan." speaking of this, he stopped for a moment, and his voice sank down: "you and Xu Zeyuan are talking."

"You see that?"

"Well, you know him?"

Shunian was honest: "I've been with him before."

“……” Xie Ruhe's eyes darkened. Imagining such a picture, the muscles on his face couldn't help pulling for a while, and soon returned to normal, "what did he want you to do?"

Mention this, the book read frown: "I think my temper has been very good."

Don't know why she pull this up, Xie Ruhe looks at her: "eh?"

"I seldom lose my temper." The book reads the board a face, "Xie Ruhe.". You say, I am such a good-natured person, can be provoked angry, then that person should be too much

I don't know how many times she has been angry with Xie Ruhe

No response, Shu Nian turned his head and stared at him: "why don't you talk."

Xie Ruhe was quiet for a few seconds and obediently answered: "well, it's too much."

Shunian's expression is better, which can be regarded as venting his anger. She stopped saying this and asked him, "shall we buy a black forest cake?"

Xie Ruhe nodded: "good."

"Or do you want something else?"

"This is good."

A short walk.

Xie Ruhe asked softly, "can I have a birthday wish with you?"

Hearing this, shunian looked down at him: "yes, what do you want?"

Xie Ruhe also raised his head, bangs covered eyebrows, deep eye socket, three-dimensional facial features. With a slightly gloomy look, he sat there quietly, like a handsome young man.

"Don't like him."

Reading for a while did not understand his words: "don't like who?"

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and said nothing.

After thinking about it, shunian guessed, "Xu Zeyuan?"

Xie Ruhe answered in a low voice.

"You're wasting it like this." Shunian said seriously, "I didn't like him at all."

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe's eyelashes moved and murmured, "it's not a waste."

Read the book did not hear: "what?"

Xie Ruhe said, "I'll change it."

Shunian has a good temper: "yes."

For a moment, Xie Ruhe didn't expect to ask for anything, and he didn't speak.

Shunian didn't urge him. He waited patiently.

They went into a cake shop.

It's too late to make a new one. Shunian points out a few to Xie Ruhe in the ready-made cake. But he didn't seem to care much. He listened to her.It was soon decided.

Xie Ruhe holds the cake box and shunian pushes him out.

"Shall we go to your house now?" shunian asked? Take the subway? "

Xie Ruhe said absently, "Fang Wencheng is nearby."

The book read well.

When you walk out of this street and turn a corner, there are fewer and fewer pedestrians.

Dim yellow street lights, aunt selling roasted sweet potatoes on the street, branches clattering with the wind, and the sound of wheels gliding on the concrete floor.

In this quiet atmosphere, Xie Ruhe suddenly stopped the wheelchair with his hand. He turned his wheelchair around with one hand and looked like he was facing the book.

Because of his sudden action, shunian blinked: "what's the matter?"

Xie Ruhe licked his lips. His eyes were clear and clean. It was all her. Then, he said clearly, word by word: "I want you -"

there was a cold wind blowing through the pores along the cracks of his clothes.

The heart of reading is beating heavily.

It seems that after a period of time and in the blink of an eye,

Xie Ruhe coughed and lowered his eyes unnaturally. It's like a balloon filled with air. In an instant, it was poked a hole, and the courage dissipated.

His Adam's apple was sliding, and then the words in front of him finished: "when you have time, you can accompany me to recover."

The book read to return to a God, ah, doubt a way: "why?"

Xie Ruhe didn't look at her and said something slightly inaudible.

"It's more dynamic."