Chapter 43

The movement of reading stopped.

As soon as the words fall, the music will finish playing and automatically jump to the next one. She was holding her breath. For a moment, she didn't know what to do. Her brain was blank, and she felt like she was listening.

Just a few minutes later.

The book read back to God, re click the song "ahe", drag it to the last ten seconds, and listen to it again. The man's voice is low light, I don't know if it's an illusion, it sounds a little strange.

Word by word, speaking slowly and clearly.

Say the words that can make people's heart explode instantly.

"This song is for you, including the title."

The song is called ahe.

Did he mean to give ahe to her?

Give yourself to her.

If you understand the book right now.

Xie Ruhe's birthday gift is not the MP3 in his hand, nor the songs he sang again.

It's something she really wants.

It's the reason why she has been struggling over and over these days. It's the treasure that makes her think as carefully as the major events in her life. It's the person that makes her timidly dare not approach but do not want to leave after she finds her feelings.

It's Xie Ruhe.

And what he likes.

This kind of feeling is like continuous rain for many days, leading to a bad mood.

One day, she opened the curtains. I thought there would be dark clouds outside the meeting, but unexpectedly, the sky was clear and clean. At night, the sky was as black as ink, like a layer of black cloth, dotted with stars.

Then she reached out and caught the star.

Shunian's heart is beating wildly. At this moment, all the memories come up. Remembering that day, Xie Ruhe asked her if she remembered what she said to him.

At that time, she was in a bad mood, did not recall half a minute to answer do not remember.

When does "then" refer to?

Is it the time when she asked him what he wanted to do when he got up?

The book read hard to recall, but really can't remember. But it was like falling into a dead end, struggling to get out of that lane.

I kept thinking about what I said at that time.

I don't know how long it took.

Shunian suddenly remembered.

At that time, she seemed to say, "I can accompany you then."

And Xie Ruhe told her what she wanted to do.

Fall in love with someone you like.

Shunian suddenly put down the MP3 and picked up the mobile phone.

At this moment, there was an intense impulse in her heart. Want to call him, want to run to see him, want to put aside everything to ask him, want to get the positive answer.

She opened the address book, but before she could call Xie Ruhe, she suddenly noticed the book "post traumatic stress disorder" on the bedside table.

It's like a basin of cold water at the head, pouring out all her impulses.

Shunian's throat choked and his expression became timid. She sniffed, breathed slowly, gave up the idea, and somehow wanted to shed tears.

The bright screen also gradually goes out.

It's just one second to the phone.

Why is she sick.

And why meet him again when he's sick.

Why do you like him at this time.

Why should we know at this time

He might like her, too.

Falling in love with a psychopath.

It will turn one person's unhappiness into two people's.

She will have a lot of negative emotions, such as inferiority, sadness and unexplained despair. Although she wanted to restrain the impulse, there was no way.

Shunian doesn't know whether this emotion will be magnified after he falls in love.

Will you worry about gain and loss, and become very possessive; will you lose your mind, show your ugly appearance in front of him, and drag him into the swamp.

She didn't know.

But also know that at this time she can do is, do not affect the normal life like life. Can go out independently, independent life, but will try to avoid talking with others, not actively close to others, always alone.

So I'll spend the rest of my life alone.

In fact, this is enough. We should not harm others.

Shunian has been holding such an idea, so when others have this sign on her, she will put it out in time, but she never thought it would be planted on Xie Ruhe.

Shunian felt that she was with Xie Ruhe in this state.

It seems unfair to him.

Probably because shunian didn't go to find Xie Ruhe for several days, and didn't contact him very much. These days, he always takes the initiative to find her on wechat and ask her what she is doing recently.Across a screen, the text can not see the mood.

Shunian lied and said that he had recently received a play and ran to the studio every day.

Xie Ruhe doesn't seem to mind, and will continue to talk to her. It seems that I just want to have a chat with her, and the painting style is quite different from before.

That's about it.

Xie Ruhe: "shunian, I got up today and drank a glass of milk."

His solemn manner made shunian think that something had happened: "ah? What's the matter? "

Results -

Xie Ruhe said: "there is also a toast."

Xie Ruhe: "how about you?"

"Shunian".... "

Like this.

Xie Ruhe: "it's a bit cold today. Put on more clothes."

Shunian: "OK."

Xie Ruhe: "recently I saw a beautiful dress."

Xie Ruhe said, "what do you think?"

After reading the book well, he sent a picture.

…… It's women's wear.

Shunian didn't know what he wanted to do. He couldn't figure it out. He even felt that he wasn't himself on the screen. She didn't want to think about it any more. She always focused on it.

It will only sink deeper and deeper.

The next day, a dubbing director contacted her and asked her to have a try.

The book came out of the door.

On the way to the subway station, she met he you. Thinking of the thief, shunian was about to ask him a few questions, but suddenly he found a man standing next to him.

He you found her before she saw the man. He said a word to the man and then came to say hello to her.

Shunian looked back and asked, "officer he, I want to ask you something."

He you said, "ask."

"The thief who was caught that day, was he also responsible for the previous thefts?"

"No, not yet." He you scratched his head and kindly reminded him, "so you have to pay attention when you enter or leave the door. Remember to lock the door."

Shunian said, "so you didn't lock the door?"

He you tut said, "I forgot to close the door."

“……”

Shunian thought that his action was a little magical and wanted to say something, but he didn't take up his time any more. She whispered goodbye to him and then turned to the subway station.

He you walked back and said to the man, "Captain, let's go."

The man he called "Captain" didn't move. Staring at his back, he thought of something: "this girl, is it ok now?"

He you pick eyebrow: "do you know?"

"It's a nice girl I know."

"Forget it, captain." He you laughs foolishly. What he says is not proper. "How old is a girl? She can be your daughter."

"What the hell are you talking about? Is Laozi a beast? " The man glared at him and laughed angrily. "I was in charge of a case a few years ago, and she was the last victim."

“……” He you's smile gradually faded away.

The man looked in the direction of the book again and sighed: "also the only survivor."

When I got to the studio, I read the book and tried it out. Because I have cooperated with her many times, it's just a formality, and the director has gone through it directly.

Shunian took the script and went to the rest room to talk while others were recording.

The director seems to be in a hurry. He told her to record two scenes today.

But reading is always distracted, and the state is not good.

When I went into the studio to dub, I either said the wrong lines or I was not in a good mood. I recorded a line ten or twenty times in succession, which wasted a lot of time. The more urgent she was, the more wrong she was. In the end, she didn't even match the most basic mouth shape.

The director simply asked shunian to adjust his mood and record other people's parts first.

Shunian was so frustrated that he went to one side to ponder over the emotions of the characters.

An afternoon passed like this.

Shunian had a lunch box with his colleagues in the dubbing team. A group of people didn't chat much. They were all eating and reading the script in silence. Read the same book, holding the script over and over again.

In order to catch up with the schedule, they didn't waste time. After dinner, they immediately went into the studio to dub.

With a period of buffer time in the middle, plus the director and a voice master to give her guidance and emotional control. This time, the book was recorded very smoothly. It passed twice.

After recording my own scenes, I'm ready to go back to read the script. After thanking the director and several of her predecessors, she left the studio.

It's just in the early nine.

It's like being isolated from the outside world in the studio. I don't know what happened. Outside the sky has been completely dark down, originally clear and clean sky piled up with large pieces of dark clouds, mountain rain is coming.It's going to rain.

Shunian turned inside his bag and found that he had an umbrella with him. He was relieved. She got out of the building, took the subway as usual, and went back to the subway station near her home.

I just noticed that the bakery next to me was still open.

After thinking about it, I plan to buy some bread for breakfast tomorrow.

If you can't get up, it's lunch. Read and think.

She went in because it was late and there was not much left in it. Shunian strolled around, took a sandwich and two baguettes, and paid at the front desk.

Shunian took the kraft paper bag packed by the clerk and went out of the bakery.

In the twinkling of an eye, it rained heavily outside, crashing on the concrete floor. The rain is rapid and turbulent. I don't know whether it is just a shower or a continuous heavy rain.

The rain in winter, accompanied by the piercing cold.

Shunian couldn't help shrinking his neck and wanted to take out his umbrella. She turned her head and suddenly noticed a man standing next to her.

It's a familiar person.

It has been several days since we last met.

Xie Ruhe didn't sit in a wheelchair. He stood upright and looked bright. He was wearing a long gown, which made him thin and tall with outstanding temperament. His face was white and morbid, but his lips were gorgeous, and he looked very pretty.

Holding an umbrella in his hand, he looked at her attentively.

Shunian is stunned. I don't know why he is here.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, slightly curving his lips and asked, "do you have an umbrella?"

Smell speech, book read subconsciously nod, a little at a loss, and because see him a little nervous and at a loss, she pursed lips, took out the umbrella from the bag.

"So." Xie Ruhe stares at his umbrella and pauses for several seconds. The next moment, he reached out to close the umbrella and said without expression, "mine is broken."

"Shunian".... "

I don't know the reason for his sudden action. Shunian carefully pointed out: "didn't you just open it? It's not bad... "

Xie Ruhe didn't feel a bit unnatural because he was punctured by her. He didn't speak, as if he was thinking about how to answer.

Shunian scratched his head and whispered, "what are you going to do?"

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe suddenly bent down and looked her in the same direction.

This sudden approach makes shunian clearly see the nervous self in his eyes. She takes a step back and drops her eyes suddenly. She doesn't know what to do.

Later, Xie Ruhe said, "I haven't done this kind of thing, I don't have much experience. But I think there should be nothing wrong with the way I express it. "

Shunian couldn't help looking up at him again: "what."

The street lamp glowed warm yellow and golden on them. Rain is still falling, as if the stars fell down, with the light of the line hit the ground, issued a crash sound.

I don't know if it's the light or the illusion. Xie Ruhe's face is stained with a few crimson colors. He stares at her, dark peach blossom eyes seem to be with bewitching mood, in an instant all used in her body.

Just a few seconds.

Just when shunian couldn't help talking.

Xie Ruhe licked his lips and said solemnly, "shunian, I'm chasing you."