Chapter 63

“……” Shunian thought what he said was puzzling. His round eyes widened slightly, and he looked puzzled and strange. "How can I scold you?"

Xie Ruhe put the mobile phone back in his pocket and didn't say a word.

Shunian also took his eyes back, his head drooped, thinking for himself, looking like introspection.

They walked a long way in silence, but they didn't take the initiative to speak. After a while, it seemed that I couldn't figure it out, but I couldn't help asking, "when did I scold you?"

Seeing that she seemed very concerned, Xie Ruhe thought about it and put it another way: "no, but you will reason with me."

"Oh." Shunian recalled the way he used to get along with him, and found this statement more acceptable. She is very concerned about the image, chicken peck rice nodded, "is reasonable, not scold you."

Finish saying, the book read also very deliberately emphasized: "I never curse."

Xie Ruhe was silent, but his mouth turned up.

Shunian waited for a long time, but didn't hear his response. The silence was like a silent rebuttal of her words. She pursed her lips, a little unhappy: "why don't you talk."

Xie Ruhe hasn't spoken yet.

Shunian asked bluntly, "do you think what I said is wrong?"

Xie Ruhe shook his head: "No."

Shunian frowned and began to teach him seriously: "then you have to answer my words. You ignore me when I talk. And then I don't talk. It's very bad and impolite. "

Xie Ruhe was stunned, looking at her tense face, and even had the feeling of going back to the past.

"I'm listening to you," he said

Shunian can't quite accept his explanation: "it's not that your mouth can't speak with your ears."

Her words make Xie Ruhe feel that it's not good to do so. He licked his lips. Just as he wanted to admit his mistake, shunian suddenly said, "if you think what I said is wrong, you can tell me directly."

“……”

The tone of the book is very serious: "I will not be angry, I have a good temper."

Smell speech, Xie Ruhe looked to her direction again, always feel she is angry now. He raised his hand to touch the back of his neck and said hesitantly, "I don't think what you said is wrong."

The book read Oh, muttered: "you have something to say directly, I'm very reasonable."

Xie Ruhe stares at her with a thoughtful expression.

The way she talks is a little different from usual, and it sounds strange. In a few words, she began to boast, without any euphemism. It's simple and rude. It seems to be brainwashing Xie Ruhe.

After a while.

Xie Ruhe raised his eyebrows and eyes: "can you say something directly?"

Shunian nodded with a strained face.

He tilted his head, his back bowed down, and looked at her level. The eyelashes are thick and slender, like two brushes, curly and upturned, and the eyes are bright and dark.

The depression in shunian's heart spread for thousands of miles.

She held back her nervousness and looked at him for three seconds. Then she couldn't help but shut her eyes.

Next moment, Xie Ruhe said in a dumb voice: "can I kiss you outside?"

To the hospital.

Shunian let go of Xie Ruhe's hand, looking a little uneasy. She subconsciously took a look at Xie Ruhe, and then summoned up the courage to enter the Department of psychology.

Xie Ruhe is waiting for her outside.

I haven't seen Wang Yue for a long time.

Shunian sat in front of her and said hello to her.

Wang Yue smiles at her and gently asks her what happened recently, her condition and symptoms.

Read slowly and give her an honest summary.

If you don't want to go out, you will be scared by small noise.

Most of the time the mood is very low, there will be a sudden sense of guilt.

Poor sleep and dreaminess.

Negative mentality, because of a small detail and repeated memories.

Resist the traumatic experience mentioned by others and take the initiative to avoid any stimulation.

It's hard to concentrate.

Palpitations, heart tightness, rapid heartbeat, dyspnea, suffocation on the verge of death.

After listening quietly, Wang Yue occasionally gave her some guidance, and then re evaluated and diagnosed shunian. She was asked to do the symptom checklist and the event impact scale to measure the level of trauma.

The results were moderate somatization, moderate depression and severe anxiety.

An hour later, the book came out of the Department.

Xie Ruhe is sitting on the chair outside, holding a mobile phone in his hand, but most of his attention is on this side. Soon he noticed that the book had been read, and stood up and walked up to her.

"What's the matter?"

Shunian handed him something on his hand: "I have to prescribe medicine."

Xie Ruhe took it: "hmm? Do you have to take medicine? "

Reading the mood is not very good, head down: "well, take medicine. And then one hour a week of psychotherapy. "Xie Ruhe took her hand: "how unhappy."

"More than I thought." Shunian rubbed his eyes and said, "be serious."

Xie Ruhe said, "it doesn't matter if you have a good treatment."

Listening to his words, shunian became nervous again. His tone was stiff and inflexible, and the volume was very low: "you will come with me."

"Yes." Xie Ruhe raised his hand and touched her head. He said in a soft voice, "let's go and get the medicine."

Shunian looked up at him and stood still.

Xie Ruhe said, "why don't you go?"

Shunian's eyes are a little sour after sniffing.

Always thought he was really good.

No matter what she looks like or what the situation is, he seems to be able to accept it.

The reaction was that they didn't care too much.

It was as if no matter how bad her condition was, there would be no change in the relationship between them. He doesn't dislike it. He just regards it as a normal thing and doesn't think it will affect their relationship.

I don't think shunian is suffering from this disease. Between them, she is in a humble position.

Every time she asks questions because she's upset.

He would never be impatient or perfunctory.

It just makes her feel good.

I think the world is still beautiful.

Shunian felt a little guilty when he thought that he had just been silent and didn't answer his question. She dawdled up to him, tangled for a while, and then whispered three words: "yes."

Xie Ruhe didn't respond: "eh?"

"That's it." Shu Nian's ears turned red and he pretended to be calm. "You can kiss me outside."

“……”

Xie Ruhe's eyes stopped and looked at her bright eyes. His eyebrows and eyes were deep and beautiful. He raised his hand and rubbed her eyes: "there are too many people here."

This is no different from a refusal.

Shunian's calmness disintegrated in an instant, and he immediately lowered his head and pretended to be dead.

Xie Ruhe takes back her sight and pulls her forward.

Before long, shunian heard Xie Ruhe open his mouth again. His tone was lazy and careless.

"There are few people over there."

They didn't stay out long.

Xie Ruhe took shunian to a nearby dessert shop and asked her to choose a few cakes. Seeing her staring at a milk tea shop outside, he took her to buy another cup.

Then he went home.

Shunian washed his feet in the bathroom.

When he came out, he saw that Xie Ruhe had taken things out of the bag and opened them on the tea table. At the moment, he is sitting on the sofa, looking at the cases of reading and various lists brought back.

Shunian walked over barefoot and sat down next to him.

Xie Ruhe looked up at her, suddenly bent down and pinched her ankle. Scared by his sudden action, shunian looked at him rigidly: "what are you going to do?"

He didn't say a word. He took out some paper towels to help her dry her feet.

Shunian didn't dare to move: "I'll wipe it myself..."

Xie Ruhe's action is very fast, low voice way: "wipe good."

The book read Oh sound, the foot Ya son uneasily curled up next. She coughed twice, pretended not to care, picked up the cake on the table, but her eyes could not help looking in the direction of Xie Ruhe.

At this time, Xie Ruhe stares at the ground and doesn't know what he is thinking.

Shunian took back his sight and ate the cake in silence.

Before long, Xie Ruhe suddenly whispered: "do you want to lay a carpet?"

Shunian raised his head: "ah?"

See his eyes have moved to his bare feet, a little frown, as if thinking about a very important thing, and then selfishly said: "make a blanket."

“……”

I haven't taken any medicine for a long time.

A few days ago, she took medicine secretly with Xie Ruhe on her back, and she didn't dare to eat it indiscriminately. I usually take one tablet a day, but shunian only takes half. The side effects vary from person to person. She has headache, nausea and sleepiness.

She didn't dare to show it in front of Xie Ruhe.

Shunian didn't dare to tell him when he had a bad headache. He just pretended to be sleepy and sneaked back to the room to sleep. When I feel bad, I just pretend to be in a bad mood.

But now I will tell him if I feel uncomfortable.

It's like when I was a child, I secretly went out to play and accidentally hurt myself. I didn't dare to tell Deng Qingyu when I got home because I was wrong. But after she found out, although she would be taught a lesson, she dared to shout out when it hurt later.

Shunian's reaction to taking medicine is great, because he is not quite used to it.

I vomited directly after breakfast and had some diarrhea. I can't have lunch either. Xie Ruhe coaxed her to eat half a bowl of porridge, and then she went back to her room and stayed up all the time.

There are chest tightness and palpitations, but also breathless.

Shunian rolled around on the bed and felt so bad that he wanted to lose his temper.Soon, Xie Ruhe came in with a tablet in his hand. Maybe he didn't know that shunian would be so uncomfortable after taking medicine. He looked a little at a loss and asked, "if you can't sleep, do you want to play a game? Or something to see. "

Shunian nodded and took the tablet.

She didn't know what to do, and she was in a strange and irritable mood.

Read point to open a video software, with a recent fire point of a network drama. She sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.

Xie Ruhe went to sit beside her and touched her forehead: "still very uncomfortable?"

Shunian shook his head and said in a low voice, "No

Xie Ruhe's eyes were worried, but he didn't say much.

Shunian adjusted his position, and the distance between them was closer. She fairly divided half of the screen to Xie Ruhe, so that he could see the content on the screen clearly.

The opening song is playing in the picture.

Shunian quietly stares at the screen, looking at the woman who appears the most, always feels familiar. She pointed hesitantly and asked, "do you know this man?"

Xie Ruhe's mind is not much on the online drama. Hearing this, he glanced and said honestly, "I don't know."

The book read slow response, and staring at a while, pop up to see the following cast.

The name of the female owner shows "Lin Qiqi".

After thinking for a long time, she finally remembered that she knew the man. I met her when I went to the audition. Later I went to find her on wechat and asked her if she would like to go to the audition together.

The book reads the reaction to come over, selfishly nods, and then points into the video.

The opening song has been broadcast, and the first episode begins. The female owner appears in the picture, with clear temperament and love to laugh, which is particularly eye-catching. Shunian's expression was absent-minded and murmured: "how can she be so good-looking?"

Smell speech, Xie Ruhe look over.

Shunian looked at him and asked again, "do you remember her?"

Xie Ruhe had no impression of this face: "I don't know."

"Just before the audition, you scolded her." Shunian said in a low mood, "then she thinks you have a good feeling for her, and she should also like you."

Xie Ruhe didn't care much.

Shu Nian pursed his lips and suddenly lost his temper: "did you mean it?"

“……” Xie Ruhe turned his head, did not know why she suddenly angry, "what."

Shunian didn't answer. He held the tablet and moved his position. He saw that his eyes were still on her. Unhappily, she turned off the video, tucked the tablet into the quilt and said, "I'm not going to show you."