After a sleep, shunian felt that the side effects of taking medicine were much lighter, and the feeling of heart depression was not as serious as before. She didn't tell Deng Qingyu about the burglar at home. At this time, she was afraid that she would be worried and didn't say it.
Shunian talked with Deng Qingyu a few more times and soon hung up.
The room was as quiet as usual.
Xie Ruhe never makes any big noise, and basically doesn't disturb her.
Shunian rubbed his eyes and went to the window to open the curtain. Here, the floor is high, and she can see the night scene of most of Ruchuan City, with thousands of lights in her eyes. She looked down at the time, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face.
I only had a bowl of porridge at noon, and now I feel hungry. She pushed the door open and was about to walk in the direction of the living room when she noticed a post it note on the door.
After reading the book, I reached out and pulled down the post it notes.
On it is Xie Ruhe's familiar handwriting.
I go out shopping and call me when I wake up. Xie Ruhe.
Shunian goes back to his room and takes out his cell phone.
It's in the early seven. She recalled that she seemed to fall asleep at three or four o'clock in the afternoon. She didn't hear anything. She didn't know how long Xie Ruhe had been out.
Shunian went to the kitchen and called him. She opened the refrigerator and turned it over.
There was a beep in my ear.
Shunian took a cup of jelly from the refrigerator and stood on tiptoe to get the spoon at the top.
After waiting for her to finish this series of actions, Xie Ruhe has not answered the phone.
Shunian went to the sofa and sat down. He waited for a while.
The phone hung up automatically because it had not been answered for a long time.
Shunian stares at the screen hesitantly, always feeling that something is wrong. From the reunion to now, she has not met Xie Ruhe's not answering the phone. No matter what time the call is.
She licked her lips and hit again.
Still no answer.
Shunian thought about it and sent him a text message.
"Where are you now?"
After the successful sending, shunian put his mobile phone aside, and his mood suddenly became worse. She tore open the wrapping paper of the jelly, took a spoon, and took an absent-minded bite.
When shunian hesitates to call Fang Wencheng.
There happened to be movement at the entrance.
Shunian quickly moved to the edge of the sofa and stretched his head to the porch.
Xie Ruhe came in with a bag and changed into a suit of clothes. He was in a bad mood with sharp eyebrows and angry eyes. He hung his head and changed his shoes. As soon as he raised his eyes, he noticed that when he was studying, his mood dissipated.
He came over and said, "awake?"
Shunian nodded and asked, "why don't you answer the phone?"
"I just went out and fell." Xie Ruhe carelessly took out the mobile phone from his pocket, pressed the power button, the screen was still black, "it's broken."
Shunian was silent for a few seconds. He lowered his eyes and noticed that his arms and elbows were bruised. She went to the TV cabinet and took out the medicine box.
Xie Ruhe still stood in the same place: "hungry?"
"A little bit." Shunian said honestly, "but just ate a jelly, it's OK."
Xie Ruhe took out one of the things in the bag and put it in the refrigerator.
When he went back to the living room, he saw that shunian had been sitting on the sofa and gently turned out the medical cotton swab and iodophor. She sniffed and asked, "what are you going out to buy?"
Xie Ruhe sat down beside her: "ice cream, but it may have melted."
"Freeze for a while." Shunian grabbed his wrist, got close to him and treated the wound seriously. "Did you fall, too? It's all broken here. "
Xie Ruhe didn't speak.
Shunian carefully applied the medicine to him and gave him a sneak look: "Why are you unhappy?"
There was no emotion on Xie Ruhe's face. He said in a light voice, "No."
Shunian didn't believe him very much. He slowly suggested, "do you want to eat ice cream now? Otherwise, we'll go out and buy now, and we'll have dinner out as well. "
"Well?" Xie Ruhe looked up, "ice cream for you."
"How to buy me ice cream..."
"You said you wanted to eat in the afternoon."
"Did I say that?" Shunian's expression was a little silly. He tilted his head and thought about it. It took a long time to remember, "Oh, right. I said Sleep and forget about it. "
Xie Ruhe bent his lips, and most of his bad mood went away. He took the swab from her hand and said, "I'll do it myself. I've packed noodles for you, and I'll eat them first. "
Shunian shook his head: "I'll finish painting for you first."
Xie Ruhe paused, said nothing more, and did not move obediently.
"My father used to get hurt all the time." The action of reading is very light, and the voice is soft. "When he is at home, I help him with the wound."
Xie Ruhe looked down at her.
Shunian said with a smile: "I think I'm doing very well."After treating the wound, she threw the swab into the dustbin and got up to wash her hands in the kitchen. Xie Ruhe followed and stood beside her in silence.
Shunian dried his hands and said, "wash your hands, too."
Xie Ruhe nodded and went forward to flush his hand with water.
Shunian walked out of the kitchen and said, "why don't you have noodles tonight?"
Xie Ruhe said, "well."
Shunian picked up the bag and went to the dining table.
Xie Ruhe came to help and asked in a low voice, "do you still feel uncomfortable?"
Shunian was honest: "no more."
"Tell me if you feel sick."
"Good."
What Xie Ruhe packed was the signature beef noodles from a noodle shop nearby. The noodles and soup are packed separately in different boxes. There are four boxes in total.
The soup is still very hot. Xie Ruhe worries that shunian will be scalded. Instead of letting her touch it, she gets up and pours the soup into the noodle bowl.
Shunian holds his cheek and looks at the wound on his arm. He wants to say nothing.
Xie Ruhe poured the soup, stirred it with chopsticks, and then put it in front of shunian. Just to see her line of sight, his eyes a meal, lips pursed, afraid of her wishful thinking, also did not hide.
"My grandparents and my uncles are here."
Shunian suddenly thought of Deng Qingyu's words, ah.
"It happened to happen when I just came back." Xie Ruhe said calmly, "I was pushed by my uncle. I didn't notice that I rubbed against the wall. It's nothing."
Shunian never thought it was like this. He couldn't help saying, "how can they do this?"
"I should want to go back to see my dad." Xie Ruhe didn't care much, "and let me give them money. He said that it would cost money to bury my father and help support my grandparents. "
“……” Shunian guessed, "did they scold you?"
Xie Ruhe made a sound and didn't speak any more. He lowered his head and bit his face.
Shunian, holding chopsticks, sat quietly and looked at him.
I remember when I was in Shiyan Town, because Ji Xiangning was a stranger. In this place, she was helpless except Xie Ji. But the husband is not reliable, drinking day by day, temper up is to fight and scold.
This only dependence became the source of her painful life.
At that time, only Ji Xiangning would protect Xie Ruhe.
Other relatives will only look on coldly. At that time, he didn't do anything, but at this moment, he is proud to be Xie Ruhe's elder again to preach to him and ask him for money.
Shunian thought of Zeng Yuanxue's words again.
She breathed out and suddenly felt very sad. Those words, the book read probably this lifetime also won't tell Xie Ruhe, won't want to let him know Ji Xiangning really heart die to give up the reason.
Shunian lowered his head and asked, "I forgot. Why didn't we contact each other?"
Xie Ruhe's movement stopped and the Adam's apple slipped down.
In fact, it's not a big reason.
It's because of distance, it's also because of time. Two people are so far away, have their own lives, busy with their own things. Each other is still important, but also feel strange.
When you meet something, you are no longer the first to tell each other.
Gradually become a long time to chat a day, said only happy things, will not bring any of their own negative energy to each other. Become a strange and familiar old friend.
Shunian suddenly thought of it and hesitated to say, "I remember. It seems that I've been looking for you several times, but you didn't pay attention to me and didn't answer the phone call. And then we lost touch. "
Xie Ruhe licked his lips: "yes."
“……” Shunian asked incredulously, "did you deliberately ignore me?"
"I called you on your 20th birthday." Xie Ruhe stopped his chopsticks and said to himself, "it has been two years since he was named ahe."
Shunian was stunned: "did you call me? I don't know. "
In shunian's impression, since Xie Ruhe went to France, they usually only contact on QQ, and basically don't call. It's jet lag because they are not talkative.
"It was Xu Zeyuan who answered the phone." Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes again and said, "he's your boyfriend."
Originally, I wanted to tell her that he was going back to China and wanted to meet her. At that time, ahe, the pseudonym of the singer, gradually became a bit famous, and he also had a source of income.
I feel like I'm getting closer to her.
He relied on his own ability to narrow the distance between them bit by bit.
No longer like in Shiyan Town, everyone said such ugly words to her who held out his hand to him because he had a violent father.
Probably in that place, everyone thought it was wrong for them to get together.
One is the problem teenagers who are gloomy and angry all day, never listen to the teacher in class and often skip class; the other is bright and kind, who will listen to the teacher's parents carefully and live a clean and clear life. Even in rainy days, white shoes are spotless.It's obvious that people are not in the same world.
Even shunian's mother thinks so.
Probably, even Xie Ruhe thinks so.
So he wanted to make himself better, so that others could forget that he had such a father, that he felt embarrassed but could not get rid of.
Xie Ruhe wants to stay by shunian's side, but it's never because of a friend.
He had a deeper desire.
But when Xie Ruhe felt that he had made the first step and wanted to get close to her and come back to her.
There are other people around her.
Will feel that they do not seem to continue to accompany her reason.
"I haven't been on that QQ since," Xie said
Shunian said, "I don't know..."
Xie Ruhe rubbed her head: "it's my problem."
It's not a good behavior to know that you have cut off contact with her without saying a word. But I think she might mention to him Xu Zeyuan, what happened when they fell in love, the first time they held hands, the first time they hugged, the first time they kissed.
He couldn't breathe at the thought of such a scene.
It's extremely intolerable.
Shunian was silent for a while, then apologized to him: "I'm sorry."
Xie Ruhe raised his eyes: "hmm? What's the apology? "
"I lied to you before. If you told me that you liked me in high school, I would scold you." Shunian said, "that's what my father taught me at that time. When I was young, don't always think about things that are irrelevant. Students should learn."
Xie Ruhe didn't know what she wanted to say, with a blank expression.
"I apologize for my stubbornness."
“……”
Maybe I don't think it's right. I can't say what I'm reading. It took me a long time to say it.
"I feel that puppy love should also be very good..."