Edwards fiddled with the wine glass in his hand, his eyes staring out the window. currently he is in the room and has not come out of there since eating with his family, I don't know what makes him want to stay in the room. Maybe because his grandmother's questions were too distracting.
Edwards also actually wants to have children. Who doesn't want to have a successor? All grown men want this, but what can he do? Violet does not want to have children from him, Violet is too comfortable with her life depending on her lover. He can't force it and probably won't.
[I promised, As long as violet is happy.. then I will be happy too, But now what? My mother's words that have also threatened, Make the male side in me rise. I wish I could fulfill mother's wish, but I don't have complete control over Violet.]
We are husband and wife, yet we are like strangers in our own house.
The sound of the door opening made me turn around and see who had come. It turned out to be Violet, she came in with warm chocolate milk for me. she knows very well that I like warm milk when I want to sleep at night.
Actually Violet knows very well about me, but maybe she doesn't know, that I also really want her to know, about the biggest desire in my heart.
"Drink it, but don't think too much. Your brain is too small to think anything. We can make children and give offspring to the Douglas Family. That's easy Edwards, why should you think about it?" Violet's words made me raise an eyebrow in confusion.
What does it mean? I took the glass filled with warm milk, I drank it quickly and finished what was left. then handed the empty glass to Violet again.
"You want to get pregnant?" I asked without further ado, then I saw the smile on her lips and nodded her head. "Are you sure?." I asked again, I didn't want to force Violet. I love her so much that I don't think I have a problem with being a second one, as long as I can continue to be with her.
"Do I look unsure? We will be pregnant, before our wedding anniversary. I will give you a handsome and beautiful child. We can make many children.. But before that, can I talk to my girlfriend first?" Violet asked, I who heard that of course immediately nodded in agreement.
"Tell her, I don't want you and your girlfriend to fight again. I'll wait until the time comes, OK?" I gently stroked her hair, a burden lifted by Violet's beautiful words.
She just said she was going to get pregnant, but I was already so happy. I have known her since college, we are very close and can understand each other. I never know why she can like women too, because I never saw about her Sex personality, If I could have known earlier. maybe Violet and I had children long ago. because I'm going to take her to a psychiatrist and recreate her, into her true personality.
But now I don't want to regret it all, I want to stay with her and hug her. Because now Violet also wants to get pregnant with my child, she just has to wait for that time to come. then Violet will truly become my wife completely.
"Okay, I'll tell you later. Where are you going this weekend? I want to go with my friends to Switzerland for a few days, is it okay if I stay?" Again.. I was just happy with what she said earlier. But now Violet has asked for something else to leave me.
Weekend? I don't think I'll be alone this weekend, I already have an appointment with one of the women named Choon-hee. It doesn't matter if Indeed Violet isn't by my side.
"No problem, go with your Friends. I'll just stay at home reading a book." I said a little lie.
"Are you sure? You don't usually let me go on weekends. Usually you'll make dramas that can keep me by your side. Why? Have you found a good woman yet?" Violet's question is too much, I just smile and ruffle her hair in annoyance.
"I can't find a woman, why am I looking for women out there? If there is a woman in front of me that I need. I just want you to be happy, I know when we will have children. You will definitely be busy at home and take care of yourself and your children, there is no time to go out and meet your friends right now. So now, you can do whatever you want. I won't stop it." I said honestly, I did have an appointment with another woman. but actually I also want Violet to be happy before she actually gets pregnant later.
I know, when a woman is pregnant. she will focus on her own body and forget all the circumstances outside, maybe even their only job is sleeping and eating. some of the cases that my friend explained were women would be lazy to leave the house after getting pregnant.
I don't want Violet to be stressed, so let her relax her mind after meeting her friends later.
"Thanks Edwards, you're so kind. by the way, I'll borrow your credit card. Violet asked, I again nodded and then took out a magic card from my wallet. I gave it to Violet, I saw the happy face she had on her.
Violet is very happy to spend time and treat her friends, I have no problem with that. As long as he's happy, I'm happy too.
"Ahhhh!! You're the best my dear! Here! Kiss first!." Violet pulled my head and immediately kissed my lips quickly, I who felt the kiss couldn't help but chuckle. she's so cute when he's happy, look how her smile is so loose and so energetic. I love her more and more.
"Then I'm going out, I want to book the most expensive hotel! My friends will be very happy to hear good news from me. I'm leaving, you just go to sleep. Good night my dear .." Violet brought an empty glass and my magic card, she trotted out of the room. I saw that I could only shake my head funny..
"Geez.. He's so happy now, making a woman happy is really easy.", I said slowly, I looked again at the window in front of me and chuckled.
Hopefully this is a good start for me and Violet as well.. hopefully after getting a child later, violet will change and can love me.